First just to let you know quickly the next chapter of what lies within is ready and is currently with my beta so hopefully that will be up shortly. The bad news I had to lower my chapter length considerably. So it will be a lot shorter than usual.
Yep another abuse fic but it's not your average one gets abused by his psycho lover, someone falls in love with him and vice versa and bam there's a happy ending. No! this is NaruSasu all the way through…yes you guessed it an abusive Naruto, and this fic will actually be on the actual abuse of things and how it affects everyone, not just Naruto and Sasuke, but friends and family as well.
I wanted to do an abuse fic a bit more realistic and I hope I will be able to do just that. The reason why I decided to do such a tragic and angst story I will explain at the bottom of the page but right now. Please read and hopefully enjoy.
Loud, grunting snores echoed through the darkness of the small, cramped room, bouncing off the paper thin wall of the tiny apartment.
The form beside the other watched him with a mixture of love and hatred in his dark orbs, frowning as another snore left his lovers lips.
Sighing the figure turned away instead focusing his gaze on the window, see a dim light shine through the slightly opened curtains.
This meant it was almost time to get up and start breakfast before his husband woke up, otherwise he would be in a world full of pain.
Glancing cautiously at the small clock on the fallen apart bedside table, the raven haired male saw the digits six thirty flashing in his eyes.
Carefully he pulled his tired and aching body into an upright position, wincing at the pain in his rear, last night events came flooding back, making him bite him lip to stop the tears from flowing down his bruised cheeks.
He couldn't let his tears fall, not now…no ever. They were a sign of weakness, nothing but a consent reminder of the abuse.
Maybe I should start from the beginning…his name was Sasuke Uchiha he was married to Naruto Uzumaki and yes he was abused and raped on a daily basis.
Sasuke didn't know when it all started, he and Naruto used to be the perfect couple. Their relationship used to be filled with love, gifts and enjoyable sex…now it was full of pain and loneliness.
The Uchiha hissed as he lifted his body of the bed, careful not to wake the figure next to him up. If Naruto woke up before he was ready than all hell would break loose. But he managed it, and hobbled over to their tiny wardrobe and grabbed a shirt, some pants and some black boxers and threw them on.
Sasuke glanced longingly at the bathroom across the hall desperate for a nice hot shower, to cleanse the dirtiness that he felt deep inside his heart. But knew that was out of the question, since his main priority had to be the breakfast. Sighing to himself he stumbled out the room, hissing as every step he took felt like his body was on fire, and into the kitchen.
Switching on the tiny light switch, Sasuke frowned when he saw the state the kitchen was in. The table was turned over; glass littered the floor and the food from yesterday lay stale on the filthy floor.
Sasuke cursed under his breath, knowing he would be the one to have to clean it all up. It was always him; even though he didn't even make the mess or maybe he did after all it had been his fault why Naruto was in such a bad mood last night.
One he didn't have dinner ready for when the blonde returned home, two he only had beans on toast on the table and three…well there was no three but Naruto would probably say there was.
Sasuke hated how Naruto hit him over the slightest thing he did wrong or had no control over. It wasn't his fault that they were poor, because his lover kept spending their much needed money on booze.
It wasn't his fault that he couldn't get a job because Naruto wouldn't allow it, in fact he wasn't allowed to leave the flat at all without permission.
It sucked, it sucked big time. The worse of it all though was the constant physical, sexual and emotion abuse. But despite this Sasuke still loved Naruto with all his heart, even if he did hate how the blonde treated him.
Shaking his head he staggered over to the cupboard and pulled out the frying pan, putting it on the shove.
Sasuke made his way to the fridge and peeked inside, a scowl creeping across his features as he noticed the contents.
There was hardly any food left only a few eggs, a couple rashes of bacon and half a pint of milk. This meant that he would be going without breakfast and that he would have to make a trip to the supermarket.
Sasuke disliked going out, especially after such a violent night, since he always had to be careful not to bump into anyone.
Sighing he grabbed all the food from the fridge and put it all next to the frying pan, before grabbing some oil and poring it into the pan. He added the bacon and eggs and watched them sizzle to life, stirring the food occasionally.
When the food was done he grabbed a plate and put all the food on to it, his stomach grumbling from the delicious smell.
Sasuke was almost tempted to snatch a small piece of bacon for himself, but knew it would be his life's worth is he did, so he decided against it in the end.
Sighing sadly he walked over to the table and with all his strength heaved it of the floor, and into the right position.
Sasuke gripped on to his bruised lungs, closing his eyes in agony. He finally gained his composure and stood up straight, limping over to get the food and place it neatly on the chipped table.
He sat down on one of the wooden chairs, gazing out into outer space, his chin in the palm of his hand.
It was a matter of seconds before the alarm clock would go off, and Naruto would be awake, meaning another day of hell would begin.
Sasuke slumped forward in his seat, letting his head rest on the dented wooden surface, as his mind drifted off.
Actually he was so lost in thought he failed to notice Naruto enter the room, gazing at him with his deep blue eyes.
"Morning baby" He said with a cheerful smile, sitting down where the food was placed, sniffing the air at the delicious smell. "Mm the food looks and smells good this morning Sasuke."
The Uchiha tensed slightly in his seat as he lifted his head up to greet the blonde. "I'm glad you like it Naru…" His voice was soft, almost nervous as he continued to watch his lover intensely.
"Um…Naruto…" Sasuke whispered averting his eyes to his now shaking hands. Naruto swallowed some food before facing the raven with a small frown.
"Yes Sasuke." He stated in a clear, bold voice his azure orbs boring into the side of Sasuke's head.
The Uchiha bit his lip nervously before taking a deep breath and continuing. "Well I have to go to the shops to pick up some more food…and…and I was wondering…if…if…I could go see…Itachi today?" He asked in a barely audible voice.
Sasuke knew how much Naruto loathed his brother so was forbidden to see him on a regular basis. He was only allowed to call his beloved brother once a week and he missed him with all his heart.
Naruto dropped his fork onto the plate in anger, causing the smaller male to flinch. "No" was the blonde's simple reply, which caused Sasuke to hang his head sadly.
He didn't know why he was so upset about it because he already knew the answer before he even asked. "Why?" Sasuke blurted out before he could stop himself, his eyes widening in horror.
Naruto once again dropped his fork onto the plate, his body stiff and eye blazing in anger. "You know the answer to that Sasuke." He snapped taking a deep breath to calm himself down. Why did his lover have to be like this? Why couldn't he just follow orders and accept them? Maybe then he wouldn't have to lash out all the time.
Sasuke felt tears stinging his eyes as he nibbled on his bottom lip. "I know you don't like him Naru…but he's my brother." He whispered quietly, trying to make the blonde see sense, but all he was actually doing was making him angrier.
Slamming his hands down on the table, Naruto stood up, his figure looming over the raven's in a threatening sort of way.
Sasuke gulped as he gazed up into the terrifying blue orbs that he loved so much, but terrified him at the same time.
"Are you so stupid that you can't see straight? Your so called darling brother wants to split us up. Do you want that do you Sasuke? Do you?" Naruto narrowed his eyes at the now shivering boy, waiting for an answer.
"No…no I don't. But Itachi wouldn't do that!" He exclaimed turning his head away from Naruto. The blonde let out a scoff and roll his eyes in annoyance.
"Off course he would, you're just too thick to notice it." He hissed glaring at his shaking husband. "He's been trying to take you away from me for years now. He even tried to keep you locked up in his house…so I wouldn't be able to see you…if it wasn't for Gaara I might not have got you back."
Sasuke shuddered remembering that fateful day, after he was 'rescued' he was beaten so badly that he ended up with five broken ribs, a sprained wrists and a black eye. He had never tried to run away again. Although Naruto didn't know the truth about that, and hoped he never will.
But unfortunately he was now banded from seeing Itachi and his other friends were constantly under watch as well.
It drove him bananas but what could he do about it? Nothing that's what.
"I know what Itachi did was wrong but he was only trying to help…" Sasuke began again in a desperate voice, but was stopped by a plate smashing to the ground.
"Shut the fuck up Sasuke!" Naruto ordered breathing heavily his fists clenched, about to strike. The smaller male opened his mouth in protest but closed it again when he felt a hand grip his raven locks.
He hissed in pain as his head was snapped back harshly, so he was now eye level with Naruto's. The look in his lover's eyes scared him and tried to squirm out of his hold, tears running down his cheeks.
Naruto smirked evilly at the raven's reaction, before throwing him off the chair and onto the floor. "Why do you have to piss me off Sasuke? Why?" He shouted kicking Sasuke's already bruised ribs, grinning in satisfactory as his lover let out a yelp of pain.
"I'm just trying to protect our relationship because I love you." Naruto continued while beating the poor Uchiha black and blue. Sasuke was in so much pain he could hardly think straight.
Suddenly the brutal hitting stopped and the battered lad curled up into a tight ball, whimpering when Naruto laid a hand on his shivering back.
"You have to realize that you belong to me and only me Sasuke and I won't let anyone take you from me." The blonde whispered in a sinister voice before standing up and heading towards the door. He glanced one last time at Sasuke and frowned when he noticed how messy the kitchen was.
"I'm going out Sasuke and when I get back I want this place spotless. Do you understand me?" Naruto demanded. Sasuke nodded his head timidly from his position on the floor.
"Good!" The blonde said before slamming the door closed, leaving the hurt Uchiha curled up on the floor, crying his eyes out.
Yeah I don't think the first chapter turned out as good as I wanted but hey I only had an hour to write it and I'm still getting my writing mojo back. I haven't written anything much in over three months. Wow.
Why I'm writing such a sad story…well this is a dedication of some sorts to my sister's friend who tragically lost her own sister to violent abuse. It happens to a lot of people and it's a real sad shame. I will be careful with this story and I will try to make it as realistic as possible that's why I scrapped my mpreg idea for the story unless you want it.
Ok enough talking please review I would love your feedback, constructive cristism is more than welcome but flamers are not…so if you don't like the story then don't read.
To my other readers tell me if you want me to continue or not..XD
One last thing if anyone wants to beta this story please let me know I would very much appreciate