A/N- Ok this is a poem Jacob has written during New Moon, It's in the beginning of New Moon before Bella has truly fallen for Jake, but after Edward has left. ) ENJOY!!
LOVES STRUGGLE
Love is a mystery
But I love a mystery
I wish I had love
I think I could have it
With this girl I know
I've fallen for her
But I'll never tell her so
You see, for love let alone a relationship to work
That one certain feeling must be returned
And in my case… I don't think it is
I'm too frightened to ask
To afraid of rejection and embarrassment…
Especially rejection
My heart tears to pieces when I think of rejection
I'd rather battle the love inside me
Let it slowly, maybe never, fade away
A forever war with my heart
Because if I let her know
And she didn't return my feelings
Our friendship would be ruined
But then again, if my feelings are shared
We are both sitting here, wondering if the other even cares
Her heart on lock-down, mine open wide
I should probably speak up and swallow my pride
She's won my heart I hope I can win hers
If I knew she liked me, even a bit
I'd let more of my feelings show
But at the moment I don't know
Both our feelings locked up
I guess I have to let that hope go
Here's where I stop
I wont write any more
My heart has popped
And left me poor
Poor of everything it ever held dear
But I don't care, because I've gained much, much more
I've gained a preview of love
A preview of mystery
And a heart full of my Love