hey evryone :D
I had the idea of this story ages ago and just didn't know how to get it going..but i finally got the first chapter finished.
i really hope i can finish my chapters in a timely fashion :D so fingers crossed i do.
i really hope you like what ive got so far.
;D
If I didn't know any better, I'd say they planned it on this day to torture me. It was to the exact day that Sam had imprinted on my cousin Emily. And to make it worse her and my mum forced me into being the maid of honor and into a fuck ugly dress, which I was currently wearing while walking down the aisle. I could feel the lump in my throat growing and tears wanting to break out and pour freely down my face and wash away the fake smile I was sporting. The church was the one Sam and I had chosen to get married in, but that future was crushed. I know the only reason that Emily wanted me here was so she could erase the guilt she was feeling about taking Sam from me …and to show the people seated around that she was so nice and considerate to even allow the bitch of La Push to be in her wedding not knowing if she would break down at any moment and ruin the whole thing.
You see ever since that night a year ago I've become known as the bitter harpy, everyone wishing I would hurry up and get over Sam and move on. what really frustrated me is that everyone acted like it wasn't a big deal, that I should just get over that my boyfriend of 5 years who promised to love and cherish me left me out of the blue for my cousin. At first I couldn't get my head around how he could have fallen for her that quickly. But I soon learned the truth when I turned into a bloody wolf. And to add the cherry onto the top that was my shitty life, Sam was the Alpha of the pack. I wanted to rip him to pieces…well if it wasn't for Jacob Black I would have.
And Jacob was the only other person aside from my father and brother Seth that has stood by me and taken my whining and bitching while everyone else just left. And while everyone was staring at me and giving me looks of pity I was keeping eye contact with Jacob, which seemed to help keep the tears at bay. After the tortuous walk down the aisle I finally arrived up the front, keeping eye contact with Jacob. Jacob and I grew up together, he was a couple of years younger then I, but that didn't, seem to stop us from being friends. When Sam and I began dating Jake and I grew apart, Sam seemed to take up all my time. So we stopped hanging out, but when Sam left, he came back into my life and it was like he was never gone.
I heard
Church bells ring
I heard
a choir singing
I saw my love
Walk down the aisle
on her finger
He placed a ring
Oooh, oh
I heard the wedding march start and knew Emily would be walking down the aisle now, and through it all Jacob didn't look away. As the ceremony began I had to pinch myself several times to keep myself from throwing the flowers in my hands at Emily and Sam. I began to think I was going to make it through without any tears, but as they began reciting their vows I new I would have to get out of here as soon as I could. Jacob could see the struggle fighting within me, and was looking worried. But I knew he would stand by me no matter what happened. And as they said their I dos the tears broke through.
I saw them
Holding hands
She was standing there
with my man
I heard
them promise
till death
do us part
each word was
a pain in my heart
Once the minister said they were now husband and wife I dropped the flowers, turned around and began my escape. And so as I held in my anger and hurt with my tears being the only emotion showing, I ran quickly out of the church, phasing mid air. With nothing on my mind except the feel of the wind and the way my paws hit the forest floor as I ran from my past.
And now
the wedding
is over
Rice, rice
has been
thrown over their
heads
for them
life has just begun
But mine
is ending
Oooh
All I could do
was cry
all I could do
was cry
I was losing
the man that I love
And all I could do
was cry
Soo i know it wasn't that long a chapter but i really hope you liked it, but even if you didn't i'd still appreciate the review...but don't be too mean.
;D