Goin' Down

Usual Disclaimers Apply

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As Rory sat at the window she watched the rain pour down, she didn't have
anything to do. What a perfect time to think of Jess right? He had just
left without a word and hurt her worse than she ever was hurt before.

"LOVE STINKS!"

She yells and pulls a pillow to her face and screamed into it. He left only a few days before her graduation; he could have stayed a little longer
couldn't he?

**Time on my hands

Since you've been away boy

I ain't got no plans (no, no, no, no)

and the sound of the rain against my window pane

Is slowly, is slowly driving me insane, boy



I'm goin' down

I'm goin down

Cause you ain't around baby

My whole world's upside down**

It hurt bad enough that he left, but she didn't even know that he had left, she would wake up every morning and run into the diner hoping to see him, and then she would remember he wouldn't be there. The crying hurt worst,
then no sleep would come into play, Paris ignored it at night until it became unbearable, she finally said something to Rory hoping she cold find
out why but Rory never told.

It makes her sick to hear Paris and Jamie talk, sure, she's happy for her friend, but the fact she'll never have that with someone like Jess kills
her every time. Heart ache is the worst pain she has ever felt, and she
hates being this way cause it makes her feel stupid, she never knew how hard it would truly be without someone to love through college, well, now
she knows.

**Sleep don't come easy

Boy please believe me

Since you've been gone

Everything's going wrong

Why'd you have to say goodbye

Look what you've done to me

I can't stop these tears form falling from my eyes
I'm goin' down

I'm goin down

Cause you ain't around baby

My whole world's upside down**

She looks up as the door creaks open.

"Rory?"

"Oh hey mom, what are you doing here?"

" Well, I just got a call from Paris, she say's your not doing to well, so
I figured I could bring you something to help"

"What?"

"Well me of course!"

Rory smiles

" I'm just kidding, I brought some coffee and a few movies, you wanna come
watch?"

" Sounds great."

Lorelai stands there and Rory gets up and hugs her mom leaving her thoughts
behind her.

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I'm goin' down

I'm goin down

Cause you ain't around baby

My whole world's upside down**

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