She could feel her heart beating hard in her chest, as she gave him CPR. "Come one Derek!"
This wasn't happening, there was so much blood. Her hands were covered in it, her pretty pink dress that Derek had bought her the day before was covered, but she didn't think about that, all she could think about was getting him to breath.
She pushed and pushed, "Derek don't leave me! Not like this!"
She could hear the ambulance pull up, she felt them try and drag her away, it took both of the paramedics to get her away from him "Do something!"
"He's gone" one of them whispered he reached over and closed Derek's eye.
She gasped and screamed "No, no, no SAVE HIM!"
"Ma'am I'm sorry but he's gone." She just shook her head.
She didn't remember them putting Derek in the ambulance, or her getting in it herself. She didn't remember how she got to the waiting room where she was. All she could think about was how Derek was gone.
She was supposed to spend the rest of her life with him.
"Baby girl" Derek said, she took a deep breath when he got down on one knee and pulled a box out of his pocket. "I love you more than life, and I want to share the rest of it with you, if you'll have me"
"YES!" she said excitedly and kissed him, not even noticing that the whole restaurant was clapping.
It was like a dream. Hearing footsteps she looked up to see Rossi and Hotch walking quickly towards her. Feeling the tears coming she stood and gasped out "He's dead"
She felt one of them pull her into a hug, and she could hear them crying with her but she just didn't care. The love of her life was gone, dead, and she had nothing left.