Before I begin this tale, it's mainly done through 3rd person thanks to my wonderful co – writer 'Shaydoe'. If it weren't for her it wouldn't be as descriptive either.
But there will be first person POV's mostly with Usagi. Those will be in ( ), while thoughts will be in italics. I hope that makes sense.
Also it takes place just weeks after the break up, but there will be mature scenes throughout the story but it will be gradual. Hope you like it, read and review! They help both 'Shaydoe' and me with more plot development!
Anyway on with the show…so to speak.
Sailor Moon R 'Roses and Diamonds' ch.1
The sun shone through lightly shaded curtains, a sharp light landing like a flare upon the closed eyes of a once serene golden blonde girl. With a moan, added with slight grumbled choice curses she rolled away from the assaulting warmth and light. Her bright blue eyes blinking lazily as she began waking up, the sun instantly forcing her from the sanctuary of her dreams.
As soon as consciousness came upon her, so too did her inner dialogue, never truly able to turn it off. If her mind wasn't thinking in a blinding pace, then it was her mouth giving voice to her thoughts, be they right or wrong.
(Contrary to popular belief as much as I enjoy my sleep its mostly due to the fact that I am now awake enough to think about what direction I want my day to go in and have the time to do so. Lately I've been coming up with new plans to find time to attempt to talk with Mamo – chan. Somehow no matter where we go Chibi Usa and the 'interuptus squad' find us.
It was even worse when we had our last date before he broke things off with me. It was in the rose gardens beside the gazebo, in the middle of one of the many parks we have down in the district. It was perfect and it was just after Chibi Usa dropped in on us. Just as we were going to have a sweet and loving kiss Chibi Usa came screeching out of nowhere, grabbed on to MY Mamo – chan's hand while clinging to his leg, before proceeding to tell him all the negatives of kissing such a 'klutz'.
The girls just stood by giggling, even sweet Ami. Rei even goaded her by whispering to her the nick name she still on occasion said it. Soon after that 'Odango' had been reborn. I tried to be nice I really did, but her clinginess was bordering on humiliating me that whole day. Imagine you're out with your boyfriend only to have a pesky little pink fluff attached to him and to have him ignore you.
Frankly I was seconds away from telling the both of them I had home work to get to just to curb my anger over the situation before a youma attacked. I had never been more happy to take care and dust one before. Mamo – chan simply played her actions off and acted almost like he was a proud dad. He doesn't know anything about this little girl, none of us do. Other than she came from the future, her mom needed help, which I understand and accept that, and she resembled me a bit.
Oh and she has my whole family under a spell to make them think she's my cousin. I tell you she's slowly become this raging pain in the ass. Not to mention she does whatever she can to soak up his attention. He's taken off work several times for her already this past month just to take her where ever she begs him to go. Me, I hardly asked for anything, mainly due to her being there but now…all I want is a chance to ask him why, why break up.
But she somehow wanders around and finds us. Or her 'interuptus squad' finds us. I set out today to find him, confront him, and demand REAL answers, not just simply 'I don't love you anymore'. If that were really true then why does he get that glint in his eyes, like he's forcing the stoniness in there? I believe with all my heart that he truly does love me so why can't he just tell me the truth on why at least?)
In frustration, which was growing the longer her mind re - winded through the past. She rolled out of bed, casting her pink bunny comforter off her lithe form, she quickly shrugged out of the pair of light pink pj pants and button up short sleeve shirt. Prancing over to her dresser pulling out a drawer and riffling through her plain white cotton bra's and panties tossing a couple articles on the messed up bed, before sauntering into her small walk in closet, finding her favorite dolly blouse with the lace puffy sleeves and lavender satin accents.
A short lavender mini skirt, with lace underlay followed it. White ankle socks with lace on the hem and her dark purple two inch heels accompanied the look. She glanced down at them bitterly, remembering how excited she had been when Minako had bought them for her date with Mamo-Chan, only to have ruined when Chibi-Usa barged in on it.
She did up her hair in the Odango's and Tails, feeling slightly negative about her hairstyle now that Mamoru wanted nothing to do with her. He had given her a horrible nickname because of it...even if later on it turned into more of an endearment only to be turned back to an insult. Yet it was just another reminded of him.
Usagi dressed silently, casting her pj's that lay in a discarded lump by the bed odd looks. Examining them with new determined eyes, taking in their fuzzy flannel teddy bear qualities, and their utter pinkness.
New more self depreciating thoughts plaguing her. Perhaps Mamo-Chan was slightly embarrassed by having a younger girlfriend and didn't want people talking.
Formulating a plan to shop for more mature clothes to fit a more grown up style. THEN confront him and see if I can't give him a peak.
With a decisive grunt, Usagi went back to her dresser casting her pink ceramic plump Piggy bank with the white and yellow flowers painted on top a sad fair well look. She had been saving slowly for years for her first car, but her savings never made it far past the arcade, or the comic book shop.
She named all her piggy banks, hoping that they would gain some kind of precious quality to prevent her from destroying them...it had yet to work.
She looked at the cute little cubby pink face, with the simple black beady eyes. And the smug happy painted on smile.
"Good bye, Piggy Wiggy…the IIV, your sacrifice is for a good cause." Usagi bowed respectfully to her cute little ceramic bank, a laughing smile on her full lips. Then without further debate, picked up her metal curling iron, she used to curl the ends of the golden pig tails. Smashing the handle against the pigs back, it shattered with a loud satisfying crack, falling into sharp little pieces. Usagi snatched up the yen notes, and coins eagerly.
Retreating to her messy bed, and stuffing them into her small white cloth purse, tucking it securely into the wide pocket of the lavender skirt.
Not wanting to get caught and have her mother protest her actions, or have to put up any snotty remarks for Chibi Usa, Usagi dashed out of the house.
It was a glorious summer morning, the bright sunshine glowed over the rushing landscape of lush tree's, of Minato-ku's middle class neighborhoods, slowly fading away to be replaced by more grey steel and cement towers of the greater metropolis of Tokyo. The sky was a soft blue, without a cloud in sight it was going to be a hot day, Usagi was glad she would be spending most of the day in a dimly lit, air conditioned shopping mecca.
Usagi was headed out of familiar territory of Minato-ku and even past the quiet shopping of Azabu Juuban. Heading to the large Mall in Uneno-ku. It was built just behind a large park so it was a very picturesque place to shop.
Watching mildly as the scenery past her window, barely noticing the comings and goings of the other passengers. Usagi fell into troubling thoughts of the new enemy.
These sisters are serious in getting what they want from Chibi Usa, but it also seems they have a strong sisterly bond that's been tainted by the evil in them. They could possibly have been turned to darkness…then again Rubeus is their master so…
Within the hour, Usagi was happily ensconced within the cool corridors of the great mall. Moving from one window to the next, taking her time enjoying her outing. When a brightly lit up sign caught her attention, just outside a quaint lingerie store. 'Victoria Secret Semi Annual Sale going on now!'
Usagi eyes widen, as a blush spreads over her face, her cheeks warming with both curiosity and admiration for the erotic beauty of the model in the poster in the window. Her bra and panty set is beautiful. The pictured model was a blonde like her, only her hair was barely reaching her breast and a different shade as well. The bra she had was lacy, and a soft shade of pink, with small rose red ribbons tied in bows, one at the centre of the chest, two at the bottom of each strap, and three accentuating the lacy on the bottom panty part.
It also had a garter of the same pink attached to it.
Usagi smiled at the simple beauty of it, imaging herself in that very same lingerie.
Mamo – chan's eyes would BULDGE out at seeing me in something like this. I'd probably laugh at the look on his face. But it would be oh so worth it for the end result…
Glancing right, then left shyly. She meekly entered the faintly lit store, her curiosity getting the better of her. She would be so embarrassed if any of her friends caught her in a risqué store like this. The disparaging remarks from several of the girls would accompany it along with Rei's scorcher of 'It's not like you really need it.' I think only Minako or Makoto would understand the need to get something like this. Boyfriend or not.
Moving silently down the front aisle, she then saw the bra only a few feet away hanging against the wall. Moving nervously, glancing around finding the attendance busy at the back helping another customer. In one aspect she was grateful. It was a bit out of her comfort zone to be there so having someone there would make her nervous, but at the same time she could use a hand in knowing if it would look right against her skin tones.
She lightly spun the small white paper tag attached to the elaborate bra of silk to get a better look at the price. Her blue eyes flew wide in surprise for a moment, then bleakly looked in her purse…then slowly backed out of the store, avoiding the clerk seeing her as she embarrassingly left, already knowing the yen and coin weren't nearly enough.
The bra alone was double that of what she had in her purse. Thinking bitterly once more, an emotion that never seemed far from her lately.
I know things were a bit tough out there but COME ON! I really only had enough to get a few new shirts at my much loved discounted places. Maybe they had something there in the back that was more mature like this only at a much, MUCH lower price.
Lost in her thoughts, staring at her striding feet, she never noticed the walking wall moving in front of her as if on purpose. Usagi bounced harshly upon impact with his broad well dressed chest. Her small body repelling backward, and falling off balance instantly in her heels. She braced herself for impact with shiny overly lacquered lino flooring, as she suddenly felt the stranger's strong hands catch her.
His catch instantly made her nervous, as he had placed his hands around her waist and shoulder's, mimicking a lover's hold.
With her stomach lurching, a new more horrified blush graced her face. Usagi quickly gathered herself out of his reach, bowing her head in remorse.
He was gorgeous in a strange cold sort of way, with sharp features and platinum blonde hair that hung down to near his shoulder's. Wearing a smart white suit with a wine color dress shirt underneath, and shining black leather loafers. He looked like a business man, or at least in college.
"Gomen, I wasn't looking." She apologized, glancing up meekly to find a set of striking, almost fierce blue eyes gazing down at her.
His tall stature reminds me of Mamo – chan. Shaking the thoughts away she did not want to get caught staring so blatantly.
Casting her face downward submissively, blushing even more deeply for a moment. The intense way he was looking at her, then subtlety at the display, she had been eyeing just moments before his arrival. As if he was picturing her wearing that very same erotic piece. A heavy dose of humiliation was now coursing through her mind and body.
I only ever pictured Mamo – chan seeing me in such a piece, no one else.
"It doesn't suit you." He commented lightly, his voice, silky and smooth. Sounding quite refined and aristocratic in nature.
Usagi creased her gentle brows in confusion before, without thought, automatically started defending herself. "Are you kidding? It's gorgeous!" she nearly stomped her foot, as it twitched to emphasize her displeasure at his off handed comment. Before gaining control of herself and quieting her protesting foot.
Then groaned at herself she was actually attempting to defend her taste, and ability to wear this revealing garment in front of a total stranger.
He smiled, "Yes but not as much as the young woman standing in front of it."
Usagi blushed a new, at the compliment, vaguely wondering at this rate if her face was glowing light a paper lantern. Her mind churning with strange thoughts, thoughts that just surfaced within her that morning. Driving her down an unknown path, she didn't release would complicate her life even more.
Not even Mamo – chan had complimented me like that. If I remember correctly I always saw him glance over before looking like he was shoving the idea aside. Maybe it would be a good idea. Get him to see me as a woman and not a child.
"Well I accept the compliment but I'm on a mission to get my ex back so I'm not interested." Usagi gathered her wits once more, so not used to a man treating her this way.
He laughed, "You're sweet to go through that much effort. If he can't see your beauty the way I can then he truly doesn't deserve you."
Usagi was mesmerized for a moment by his words, her eyes glazing over with inner reflection. Try saving the world daily in front of him and still get that reprieve…the thought caused a small grimace to befall her sweet features.
"But…" he walked past her then pointed at another one, "That one would be a show stopper if your goal is to seduce him."
Usagi looked at the darker number with mild interest. Same design only it was black with nude beneath it. She looked at it curiously. For a brief moment then scowled at this man acting so coy with her.
He was a stranger, and here she was talking to him in front of a lingerie store about a set that she could wear.
Granted for Mamo – chan but still. He was sweet though…plus he seemed like a nice guy.
(I bite my lip in debate as I examined him. He was taller, Mamoru's height, built but not Mamo – chan built, and his eyes almost looked catlike. Deciding to give him the benefit of the doubt and not think instant PERVERT I didn't argue. It was after all another man's opinion.)
"Or if you want to mix the two up there's that one." He began, indicating the poster. Usagi obliged the man, casting her gaze back to give the other poster new insight.
This one was more than I had ever thought of myself. A light pink corset, only a shade darker than the first piece, with a black lace design going down through the centre, reaching out to each breast, and a simple strap at the neck holding it up in a halter fashion. The panties were of the same design and more of a thong type, it was different from what I was accustom to, but I could get used to it.
Out of nowhere he held out his hand in a gesture of hello, "My name's Di. Yours?"
Stunned at first Usagi stood frozen in place, then looked up at this silver haired charmer and smiled, "Usagi."
She gave him her hand only to have him take it and tenderly kiss the top of it. Not even Mamo – chan had done that in ages…it was sweet. Hell the last kiss we shared was just before Chibi Usa dropped in…literally. But it, from what I understood a kiss on the hand was a kiss of friendship.
Usagi blushed anew yet again, accepting it and accepted his gesture to walk with him.
"So you come to the mall often?" Usagi asked trying to make conversation.
Di looked down at her with his piercing ice blue eyes. Causing her to look away it was bizarre but she felt like he was trying to read her mind or something.
"Not really. I need a few new pieces of attire." Before she could utter a word he finished off with, "But let me help you get your man back. Something for me to do. Sides I'd like to be a friend."
Usagi nodded her head softly, grateful for the advice and help. Proceeding to tell him everything she could think of on Mamo – chan that wasn't tied to destiny, or her super hero counter parts. It would be anything that could lend him or her, a helping hand. Di laughed at a few things but mostly just listened. Usagi smiled, her eyes sparkling for the first time in days.
It had been a while since I could talk to someone for hours on end without Chibi interu – wait hours?!
She jerked her head up to the clock in the middle of the mall. The tall simple beige monolith that took up the lower court under the sky light read like a scythe. It was nearly three in the afternoon. Her mouth dropped slightly in shock before her head fell in defeat.
I got here at 11 a.m.!
(My plans for the day dashed since he had already left the Crown I decided on getting my shirts.)
"Thank you for all your help and advice but I do have some shopping to do." Usagi past Di a polite smile, seeking to leave his side as they wandered under the looming shadow of the monolith clock.
Di simply suggested, "Need a male's point of view? If you're going to try and win your ex over with them you need to know how they even affect the male mind."
Chuckling, Usagi admitted he was right. "Um…okay."
It was different but he was offering to help out whereas the girls couldn't in this situation. Usagi's eyes flew wide in shock as she turned, spotting Yuichiro with Rei leaving a bookstore a few yards off. In a panic she grabbed Di's hand and pulled him out of the line of sight, down another wide side corridor of stores in the mall. He yelped quite alarmed, hitting the higher notes as she rudely rocketed them away.
I don't need miss 'give up on Mamo - chan' to harp on me for being at the mall even if she was. She would still nag.
He began to admiring, how her golden tails fluttered behind her in such a cute manner as she dashed ahead of him. Like spun gold, shimmering in the the soft sunlight streaming down from the over head skylights, set in the malls roof.
Finally feeling out of range of her Miko of the ever snide opinions, Usagi slowed their pace, before glancing up with a nervous giggle. Knowing she had caught him off guard by the sudden departure in the opposite direction they had been heading in, when she saw him staring intently at her hair.
"If you poke fun…" She warned, her face twisting with anticipation of snide comments.
Di lifted his hand up to caress her Odango's, "Why make fun?" He looked memorized by them.
Yet again her cheeks flushed, Usagi by this point had lost count.
He was giving me small warm fuzzy's but it was nothing compared to when Mamo – chan touched my hair…when he touched my hair…
"Your hair is so silky." Then he let the strands drop down, "Sorry I like your hair." Di stated nearly sheepishly.
Feeling lighter that he wasn't poking fun but liked her hair she smiled genuinely, and it lit up the room. "It's fine." Then she led him back the way they had come, enjoying the warmth of his hand in hers. Pulling him gently to the discount store she shopped at.
"So why did we hide from that girl and her boyfriend?" Di asked with a meaningful smirk.
Usagi gave a strangled laughed, "Yuichiro isn't her boyfriend. He's her 'lap dog'. Or at least that's how he acts." Usagi surmise.
Di nods his head, "I can understand. If I had someone to go home to I'd be the same way for her."
"You're a sweet guy. The lady you find will be a lucky one indeed."Usagi commented truthfully, not meeting his adoring gaze towards her. Not even noticing it, as she kept her eyes focused ahead. On the large glowing sign of the discount department store.
Within minutes they were submerged into the overflowing rack and pastel bins. As Usagi grabbed several different styles of shirts. Getting several no's and very few yes's . Realizing how limited the sex appeal was within her own wardrobe.
Then she started to show him pieces that were similar to what she had at home. He then proceeded as politely and kind as he could, to show her how childish they looked. Several hours later, Usagi gathered up a couple bags from the front till. Before walking briskly out of the store with Di.
"Can I get you an ice cream?" Di inquired, noticing a small vendor sitting just past the stores wide entry way.
Usagi's eyes lit up instantly. Never turning down free food, she smiled happily.
"You're sweet!" She stated enthusiastically.
Whoda thunk that I'd meet such a sweet guy willing to help me with my problem with Mamo – chan?!
Then they proceed to walk companionable around the mall, while Usagi cheerfully consumed her large soft vanilla ice cream cone. Di could only stare in stunned silence as he watched the petite young girl eat her body weight in ice cream. But more than that was the in audible imagery she was unknowingly giving him by licking up the vanilla white, creamy confection. He even noticed several guys walking by noticing the same thing. Unbeknownst to her he glared back at them for their perverse thoughts even if he was thinking them to.
Eventually they had to part ways but agreed to meet up again in three days time back here at the same time of 11 a.m.
Usagi got home just before supper, eating in silence as Shingo as usual tried to get on her nerves again. Usagi promptly ignored him but was having a more difficult time ignoring the sprout. So she quickly excused herself, setting her goals of being that more mature person to match the clothes she bought herself today. It was hard considering Chibi -Usa somehow knew just what buttons to push.
Later that night Usagi retreated into a hot bath. Soaking in the bubbles, she began to wonder what she could do to make Mamo –chan tick.
Seeing the large letters of 'Pinky' displayed, on a colourful glossy magazine set on the nearby wooden stool. Usagi smiled deviously she reached to snatched up her mama's magazine with her bubbly fingers. Her arms freezing before the wooden bench it was sitting on, her mind going off on another tangent. Remembering over hearing her mother talking with a few close family friends of the tips she got in here that helped keep daddy happy when they were behind closed doors could help her to get Mamo – chan back.
Thing is they were mostly all sex tips. Mamo – chan had kept things platonic. Small kisses here or there, hugs when he wanted to but nothing beyond that. Shoot the girls used to grill me for the information all the time.
Stubbornly she grabbed the magazine with shaky hands and began to read EVERY sexy thing to do in there. Her face was red as a tomato by the time she was done and it WASN'T from the hot bath water! Getting used to the ideas in her head she couldn't help but blush intensely.
We were like that in our past lives, I had a very strong feeling about that. It was the only explanation for the dampness between my legs, I hid from Luna that I woke up with in the mornings.
That had been happening for a while now. Since En and her brother left I had been getting those dreams, but once I woke up most of it went to fuzzy for me to remember, and now reading these…it was starting to come back to me. Either that or I had a really active imagination!
A wave of giddiness rushed through her at seeing how her plan would fall into place. With the right outfits she could find, confront, get the answer and if he confessed his love to her, she could show him the woman she truly was and could become one together.
With those thoughts still fresh in her mind, Usagi settled into the bath. Basking in how it would work, planning what to wear, what to say, how to act. An hour later she slipped out of the now luke warm water, wrapped a fluffy white towel around her slender form. Before leaving the bathroom and making her way back upstairs, ducking her head into her room, making sure was Chibi Usa free. Before entering, locking the door and letting the towel drop.
One of the pieces I read in the 'Pinky' was about a woman's own self awareness. Even going as far as giving self tips on being more open with your own body. After all how can one be open with your man if whenever he tried to touch you, you squeamish away?
Usagi relaxed her body on top of the fluffy pink covers on her bed. And let the guidelines guide her. With light fluttering fingers she meekly began to caress herself. Getting used to her own body and how curvy she was.
I figured if I could get to know it better I wouldn't be so awkward in front of Mamo – chan with it. I felt the silky feeling of my skin and the more I touched the more I relaxed.
Usagi moved tentatively up toward her breasts with her exploring hands. Experimentally touching her now stiff nipple, her breathing became more shallow, a soft smile of pleasure pulling on her lips.
Then she faltered…I wish it was Mamo – chan touching me…then a thought struck me. Pretend it is.
Sensations coursed through her unlike that to which she had experienced in her dreams. They were so similar, feeling of intense rapture, sharp bolts of blissful energy shooting within her. As she went further into the sensations. Opening her heavy lidded eyes she continued to play with her breast, while she let her other hand travel lower. Brushing down her flat stomach, lightly tickling the satin flesh of her core, until finally reaching the subtle folds of her centre.
Slowly she opened up her legs, ignoring the air touching them, and giving her fingers greater access towards her inner being. Only managing to touch a nerve ending when she felt the images from one of her dreams invade her mind.
Instantly I was in a whole new world filled with lights and happy sounds. The moon kingdom…I realized.
Looking down to see her state of dress, or lack there of...Usagi was still nude, her skin glowing with a gentle silver light. She was but a spirit to these proceedings, as she always was.
The finely dressed people passed by like she wasn't there, so she paid no heed to them. Instead she noticed and followed her white silk and lace dressed counterpart as she subtly slipped away. Passing down corridor's of elegant pillars, and elaborate carved archways. As silently as a ghost, her layers of silk skirts floating over the white marble leaving no trace. The loud up roars of the ball, falling away as she disappeared into the white marble and stone labyrinth that was the Moon Palace.
Ever onwards towards a familiar door. Her hide - away door she/ her future self, the spirit forever attached to her. Was entwined within this dream memory, sharing one body, one mind. Silently, Serenity stopped before a small shadowed alcove, finding a simple statue of carved stone, twisted into a strange flowing shape. She lightly pressed a top corner of the statures tall layered platform. With a grinding sound, that vibrated in her ears. Serenity gazed up behind the statue watching patently as the back of the alcove pulled away.
Casting a cloud of stale air and dust into her face. Serenity sneezed, then giggled in response to the tickling sensation in her nose. Glancing around herself briefly finding the shadowed corridors empty, she slipped behind the strange flowing statue and out of sight. As the back of the alcove resealed itself behind her. She breezed down a dimly lit passageway. Carved from the same moon stone as the palace, a secret tunnel that linked the rooms within this older part of her mother's palace.
She followed the passage for several yards, as it bent left taking her down near the gardens. She could smell the fresh air, hear it whistling through the faint cracks in the worn, well aged stone. Onward she moved, with well practiced steps, the hidden corridor's long since memorized. Her heart was beating excitedly in her breast, her breath sharp and shallow with anticipation of the erotic rendezvous that awaited her at the end of this secret journey.
The narrow, dimly lit corridor wound it's way towards a heavy oak door, that looked older and more worn then the passageway itself. With small hands, she pushed the door open, it issued a loud groan of time as she forced it inward. Softly slipped inside the room beyond the door, her full white skirts floating through the slender gap between the thick doorframe.
Leading her into a grand bedroom, with a vast stone hearth, and a large window that overlooked a stone balcony. The floating lights off of the ships out on the Serendias bay sparkling just below its ornate railing. A huge yet simple maroon throw rug sat before a grand, tall four poster bed in deep red wood. The curtains, and canopy was dressed in deep red velvet as well.
The mattress itself was bathed in white pristine silk sheets, with heavy blankets of fleece, Satin accent pillows and the bedspread that were still unused. The bed looked fluffy and overly soft, as if a cloud had come to rest between the thick dark red curtains.
Near the window, a tall raven haired man stood staring out at the ships passing over the bay. His handsome face, lost in thought bathed in the twinkling lights from the sea below. Dressed simply in a pair of long flowing black pants. His well muscled chest laid bare, rippling and straining in his small movements leaning against the cool window pane.
"My Prince I see that you are preparing for the night." Serenity's soft, modulated voice floated out over the room. Her tones had a coyness to her that was foreign to me as of now.
Endy turned at the sound of her voice, smiling back to her with an air of anticipation, "Of course my princess, it is only befitting that I set things up proper for when I take you the week before our wedding."
Serenity giggled dashing across the room, her eyes shining like the stars themselves. Gleefully leaping into his outstretched arms. He caught her with ease, as her legs unconsciously wrapped around his bare waist. Slender arms wrapping around his thick neck, grinning from ear to ear as he guided them towards the bed.
Before I could sigh in romance the situation changed.
He pushed her up against one of the bed posts, his hardness pressing intimately against her core, eliciting an instant cry of pleasure. The surprise moment shocked and excited the nude blonde watching the events. Before he inclined his face into the soft flesh of her slender neck. His lips dancing upon her there, suckling her flesh as if a man starving.
I could feel me face heat up, as I dreamed. The intimate encounter of my past self had with Mamo – chan…er…Endymion, sending shivers of bliss though me as well. Wanting my voyeuristic spirit to look away but to tempted to watch what was going on I unknowingly had my eyes glued to the scene before me.
With deftly flying fingers, he unlaced the back of her pearl bodice, pulling it down to her curving waist, revealing her perfect hand sized breasts. He gazed upon her for but a moment, adoring the woman before him in all her pure beauty. Serenity smiled down upon him, with a sense of wild abandon rising in her soul. Endy freed her in so many ways, she could never repay him for the love and adventure he had thrust into her life.
With a giggle of mischief, Serenity thrust her breasts downward against his face, knowing what he lusted after. Then just as he was about clasp a nipple to his lips, she arched her back against the wood post pulling his desire out of reach. With a playful growl, Endy tossed her to the bed with a startled yelp. She bounced upon the over stuffed blankets, as he leaped upon her feasting happily at the soft satin flesh of her breasts. Serenity sighed with contentment, as the thrill of love making coursed through her small body.
I blushed feeling tendrils of heat coursing through myself as was aroused by the erotic images.
Serenity wove her slender fingers into the thick dark hair at the back of his head, pushed him back gently, yet firmly from lying on top of her body. She quickly arched her back, wriggling her hips, allowing him to pull her dress firmly the rest of the way down. Slipping it off her tender feet and casting it in a mound of silky fabric to the floor. As the dress was removed, revealing nothing adorning her womanhood. No undergarments at all.
"You are a temptress my dear princess." Endymion's chuckle of approval was followed by her giggle of excitement when he rose off the bed. Pulling off his pants in a hurry. He then tackled her back to the bed sheets.
"But only for you, my dear prince." She giggled back, her eyes basking lovingly upon him.
"I love you..." He brushed his fingers down her cheek, searching her beautiful blue eyes, clear as crystal and just as pure.
"Forever..." Serenity whispered, lost in his eyes as he positioned himself gently.
He began kissing her body all over, licking or nipping at her causing the most pleasurably feeling to course through her.
I felt it all for myself, My tummy was on fire, every muscle was twitching or tingling with need. He angled his body over and slid a hand down massaging her breasts gently. Tweaking her nipple was a surety to it.
"Endymion please…" Serenity cried pleaded, her voice thick with mounting pleasure.
It made me want to cry out to. Once his mouth toyed with her pert nipple I now knew everything she felt I felt. "Oh come on this isn't fair!" Usagi nearly screamed into the dream sequence. Being there in third person to you own memories wasn't that much fun!
I trembled from the caresses, the sweet touches, the warmth my body was emanating from it, but I didn't feel him. I didn't feel him at all, only the out - come. It was torture utter and complete misery.
Suddenly a large thump that wasn't related to the dream created from her deeply seeded memories. Landed like a lead ball on Usagi's gut, she bolt awake sitting up in a flash. The weight left her as quickly as it had collided.
Her body was covered in a sheen of sweat, catching the stunned, wide eyed look of Luna now perched up on the window seal.
Luna knew in that moment if she could she would have put a paw over her face in shock. It was nearly comical, "Us…Usagi – chan?" she asked more than a bit stunned.
"Luna…" Usagi answered innocently, her face flushed with embarrassment. Grabbing my pillow I pulled it over my nude form, attempting to have a more dignified conversation with my talking feline.
"You're home tonight. I thought you were with Artemis trying to figure out the sisters next moves?" Usagi questioned, trying to get the focus away from what she had been doing. Sitting up and curling her lithe form around the soft pillow keeping herself concealed from her advisor.
Luna narrowed her soft brown eyes then asked, "What were YOU doing?" Feeling embarrassed Usagi declined her any information and simply answered, "No…nothing. Goodnight." Then grabbed her covers and threw them over her naked form, hiding from her feline and the whole world. Luna sighed heavily understanding in some small way her princess state of mind, slinky lightly across the room leaping up and with a well placed paw shut the light off.
But as embarrassed as Usagi felt she now had another memory freed from her mental lock.
I was glad. Now I had new ways to get Mamo – chan back if my age was really the issue.
Usagi woke up with new insight and a new goal. Find and confront Mamo – chan today and wear one of her new tops. Diving eagerly into the closet, she began to review her choices. The one she had help picking out with Di was her all time favorite but it was also the one she would try last.
As Di put it, 'you don't want to give all the goods to the guy at first. Make him work for it.'
Content with wearing the first pick she grabbed up a dark mauve piece mid drift that showed off just a bit of her flat stomach above the belt loops of her low cut hip hugging jean shorts. She didn't want to offend anyone.
The point today was to capture Mamo-Chan's attention at least. This would do just that. Wearing shorts due to the hot weather out there she felt this outfit was perfect. Grabbing up some black barely three inch heeled knee length boots in her closet and headed out once more.
The walk through Minato-ku and into Azabu Juban was an adventure in the intense heat. The sidewalk was practically steaming under her heels. The sky glowing a bright blue without even a hint of breeze to cool her. She was innocently oblivious to all the admiring looks other guys on the street were paying her, to focused on her goal and the comfort of Crown. Finally making her way to the Crown Arcade, the glass door hissed open as she entered.
She spotted, the dusty blonde, Motoki manning the front counter. He past her a welcoming wave from the counter, then head off into the kitchen on the other side of the building to make her preferred shake. She smiled cheerfully, as she tracked his movements down aisle of video games. Motoki never even asked anymore, he already knew to get her, her preferred shake.
Usagi spent a few seconds scanning the busy establishment, spotting Mamo – chan sitting at the counter, drinking his black coffee as always.
He was so easy to read with his beverage choices. Here going nothing…and everything…
Settling her courage and her resolve, she gave her shoulders a quick roll before sauntering up to the counter. Grabbing a stool a few places over, then thinking better of it…
I'm trying to get him back not get away from him…so I should choose the stool right next to his.
Usagi moved in beside him, softly sliding onto the empty stool next to his.
Mamoru sighs with a sense of defeat, "Usagi – san…" Drawing out the syllables like saying her name was difficult, "I thought I told you - "
Usagi cut him off, "Mamo – chan, I heard you the first dozen times. No need to repeat it. I'm just here to enjoy a shake today."
She was trying to stay calm, but his exasperated tone her way was making her heart beat nervously.
Mamoru looked over to her, looking less then convinced. His eyes read 'I don't believe you' before taking a sip of his coffee then walking to the sliding doors, abandoning the murky drink in his haste.
Usagi jumped up before he could make it there, "Wait!" She cried in a panic, Mamoru's eyes looked stony again, "Usagi – san please." He pleaded.
"I've been thinking - " Usagi tried nervously, while twiddling her fingers together near her waist.
"Were not together anymore why can't you just let it go?" Mamoru rolled his eyes in frustration at her pathetic attempts to waylay him.
I was about to protest and argue till I knew I'd be crying but remembering what I had been thinking of in the mall I grabbed the topic to talk about.
"Not that! I was talking about…" Usagi glanced around, making sure no one was close enough to hear them. Taking strategic step closer, he countered by stepping back.
"Just because we're not together doesn't mean I have a virulent disease." Usagi retailed, snapping back hurt and angry, "I was wanting to talk to you about our enemies but never mind." She made to walk out, the door hissing aside.
When he took two steps forward and grabbed her hand firmly.
"Let's meet the girls at the temple if you want to talk about that." Mamoru offered blandly.
That didn't go as planned. I was angry with myself for not being able to talk to him the way I wanted to. Why was it so hard now? Maybe because he was the first real boyfriend that I had and I will always feel that soul mate love and yet he claims he doesn't.
Angry, and with further salt ground into her emotional wounds Usagi yanked her hand away, "You've made yourself quite clear and it was just circumstantial pieces I was thinking on. Nothing to alert all the girls, but since you feel that you can't talk to me without them…"
She then made to walk out again when she heard him say, "How about we talk in the park then."
He gave in…
Usagi began to stride purposefully in that direction without a word back to him. Feeling like giving him a taste of his own game, she remained stony and aloof.
They walked for about five minutes before they arrived at the lush green boundaries of Juuban park. Moving quietly down the well traveled gravel path for several more minutes before she spoke up, "I think the sisters are serious contenders."
He grunted in agreement, "Question is why do they want Chibi Usa so badly?" Mamoru commented with a stoic all business tone.
Again with her…I held my anger inside for the constant care over her from what he normally would have felt for me. She clearly held a place inside his heart that I never would. It hurt but I needed to get in deeper before I could enact my 'get Mamo – chan back' plan. Which meant ignore anything I would say that MIGHT be 'anti Chibi Usa'.
"Whether or not she has something they want we don't know but…" Usagi stopped right in front of him, turning to face his stone cold veneer.
Then she saw the park bench they normally sat at. Ate at. Kissed at…She felt tears well up in her eyes. She could tell Mamo – chan saw the same thing as well, as he cleared his throat avoiding looking to the left where the bench sat silently. Then he began to walk off down the path again, putting the bench out of sight quickly. Usagi kept pace beside him, her little legs having to move quickly to keep up to his long stride.
"But what?" he asked keeping on the subject. Not wanting to delve down memory lane as she had.
Holding back the tears that threatened to fall she spoke up, "But…they won't stop till they get what they want. Right now she's at the sisters 'top ten most wanted' list and we are the only thing that stands in the way."
Mamoru let out a sad sigh, "I wish she'd talk to me." He sounded a bit hurt.
If only you knew how hurt I was at this situation…you'd think if we had this strong bond he would feel my pain…guess when he broke it off he broke the bond to…it made me wonder if now that the bond was broken that our link for battles would slowly fade away to. It made me worry.
"She's hiding something, but I feel like she has a reason. She's just scared of it." He surmises.
Usagi look up at him, voicing her own thoughts on the matter. "Or maybe she feels that if she remembers why people will see her differently and NOT want to help her."
Mamoru looks to her in surprise, A little to stunned he could only blink back at her. "What?" Usagi questions, oblivious to the insightful response she had towards the little girl.
Mamoru tries to cover, " Nothing. Just shocked. Usually its Ami – chan that comes up with – never mind."
"Do you really think that low of my intelligence?" Usagi ask her voice full of hurt, coming to a full stop yet again.
Mamoru took two extra steps before he realized she had stopped. Turning he blanches, before his stony face comes forth, "What does it matter? Your test scores usually spoke for themselves." Mamoru felt horrible as the rest of that snide statement left his lips.
He hadn't been this cruel since before they found out who they were.
"Right cause all I am is just one big failed test score. Doesn't matter that I've been working harder at my grades!" stunned at her own outburst for a moment she nearly stopped but the fire and hurt within her refused to settle.
"Doesn't matter that I wanted to do better so I could be a better girlfriend and person. I was improving myself so I could be the mature girlfriend you deserved. Then you broke it off with me! And now just talking to you about business is like pulling teeth." Usagi lashed out, her emotions raw with the continued hurt Mamoru was causing her.
Mamoru was stunned at first by her angry outburst then he hid his face in shame.
"Great." Usagi mumbled, the tears that had been threatening for the last hour, falling from her eyes. She walked forward knowing he didn't see her pain since his head was to the side. Getting close enough so he felt her breath near him. He instantly shot his head back to finding her enraged face craned up beneath his chin.
"I didn't realize you hated me so much it was hard to even look at me." Usagi seethed, streams of pain flooding down her cheeks.
Then for a hint of a moment his mouth seemed to open up in protest. The look of sorrow and shame clear in his face.
Then as fast as the emotions appeared he shut down again and walked away. "Next time we meet to talk about business it'll be with the girls. No matter how small the matter is." With that he walked off.
Usagi turned around to silently finding the bench they left behind. Walked over and sat down defeated. She wept for the longest time before she finally managed to gain control of her emotions.
The more we talked the more if felt like he did hate me, but then that spark. I saw it. The spark that spoke of his love for me. It gave me the strength needed to keep on with my plan.
Usagi laughed to herself realizing how little they had actually talked about 'business'.
It's a sad world when you have to pull teeth to talk to your ex…whom you still love without any doubt in your heart…