Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight, but I would love to own Jasper.
A/N: Jasper almost begged for it, with him being all angsty. Plus, I think sleeping is one of the things you would miss as a vampire.
One of the things Jasper missed about being a human, was sleeping.
He didn't miss being tired, or being able to get tired, it was nice at times to be able to run non-stop for several hours, days, without needing to rest. It was convenient, being able to go on and on. They could actually run for eternity without needing to rest.
But Jasper missed sleeping. He missed forgetting. He missed being able to lay down, and fade into oblivion. He missed how you could stop thinking, and just sleep. How you didn't have to think, or feel emotions while you were sleeping. He missed being able to shut his brain off for a while.
Jasper missed not having to feel others emotions all the time. Edward had to feel the same. None of them even stopped thinking. Even if you stopped thinking, you would still think about the fact that you weren't thinking.
Even if they were all vampires, they still felt. They never stopped feeling. There was always something, and if not, numbness. And numbness was a feeling.
Jasper's thoughts was always there. He just wanted to shut it off, at times. He missed being able to forget for a little while.