~Jace
When I stare at your mouth…
You kiss me.
When I pull
you or hit you like a dumb-ass because I think
that I'm
stronger
than you…
You
grab me and don't let go.
When I start
to swear
at you – trying
to
act all tough…
You
kiss me and tell me you love me.
When I'm
quiet…
You
ask what'swrong
and try to help. Even if there's nothing you can really
do.
When
I ignore
you…
You
give me your attention.
When I pull away…
You pull me back.
When you see me at my worst…
You
tell me I'm beautiful.
When I blabber on like an idiot…
You still want to listen.
When you see me start
crying…
You
wrap your arms around my waist, kiss me hair lightly and don't say
a word.
When you see me walking…
You
sneak
up behind me and lightly curve your hands around my waist, then
whisper "Clary…" in my ear teasingly.
When
I'm
scared…
You
protect
me
and tell me you won't let anything hurt me.
When I steal you're favourite shirt for the hell of it…
You let me keep it and sleep with it for a night.
When
I tease
you…
You
tease
me
back and
make me laugh.
Then kiss me.
When I don't
answer
for a long time…
You
reassure
me that everything's
okay.
When
I look
at
you with doubt…
You
back yourself
up instead of giving in.
When
I say that I love
you…
(I
really
do. More than you
could
understand)
You wrap your arms around my waist and whisper 'I love you
more'.
When I grab
at
your hands…
You
hold mine
and stare at me right in the eye, while weaving your fingers through
mine
When
I bump
into you…
You
smile and kiss my cheek.
When I tell
you
a secret…
You
keep it safe and untold,
forever.
When I look deep into your eyes helplessly; then look down at my feet…
You put your finger to my chin and lift my head back up. Then gently kiss me.
If
I ever say it's over…
I would still want
you to be mine and it would kill me to say it.
When I call you to say a word or so…
You
stay on the phone
with
me even if I'm
not saying
anything
anymore.
(But most of the time I don't need my phone)
When I'm angry at something you did…
You hug me tight and don't let go while teasing me till I know you didn't mean to hurt me at all.
When I say I'm okay…
You don't believe it. You make me talk to you about it; then let me cry on your shoulder.
When it's my birthday the next day…
You call me at 12:01am that night to tell me you love me and happybirthday
When I ask 'How much do you love me?'…
You kiss me and tell me 'Clary, there are eight billion people in the world…and I only want you'.
When I'm feeling sick…
You stay up all night and talk to me until I fall asleep. Then you watch me sleep.
When I want to watch my favorite movie or my favorite show…
You watch it with me even if you think it's stupid.
When I smile at you wryly…
You ask why and make me smile more genuinely…somehow.
When
you see me shivering but I won't admit I am cold…
You give me
your jacket or anything that would make me warmer no matter if I
object.
When
I'm
bored…
You hang out with me.
When I'm lying next to you…
You remind me that I'm the most important thing in the world to you.
Whenever you are in the rain with me; light rain or pouring…
You
kiss me.
No matter how wet we are already.
If any guy hits on me;
You give them a lesson of a lifetime.
When we have nothing to say and are alone…
You remind me of our past together and life before you met me.
When I ask you a question; personal or not…
You always answer and always say the truth.
~Clary