Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight.
A/N: Okay so this is yet another fic. Hopefully If I post this It'll mean that maybe I have finished one of my other fic's but I highly doubt that. *smiles* So anyway the pairing in this story is Bella/Carlisle; It's a story about Love, Trust, Fear and Devotion. I will try to make the characters seem real and describe them exactly the way they are in the books (that I don't own :P) The only exception to this is Charlie; Im going to make him slightly more fatherly. If I fail at this please let me know. Jessica x
Black Mercedes
Have you ever been so scared that you thought you would be sick? I have and it happens every six months.
Looking around at the cream walls I realize just how unwelcoming this place looks. If I was a child I'd fear its adult like ways; come to think of it…I do! There are few pictures and the ones that are hanging on walls show either boredom or random images. Neither are funny, welcoming or vaguely interesting except one; the mirror. I've never cared much about appearance because my parents always taught me otherwise but somehow my reflection amazes me in this mirror. Okay so Im not really that pretty; I have messy brown hair and brown eyes to match, my lips aren't plump or full and I don't have brilliant complexion BUT the image is enough to distract me from the approaching pain. The thing about a mirror is that it doesn't show you what you want it too, it shows you the truth and that can cause more pain than anything else. Tearing my gaze away from the mirror that's reflecting the fear on my face, I look across the room at the old couple that are waiting patiently for their turn; They are in love. The signs are bold; their hands are entwined, their gaze upon each other and smiles complete their faces. It amazes me because love is the only thing that the mirror's of truth cant rip apart. If that couple look into that mirror they will see themselves happily in love and that mirror can't change that. The old lady smiles at me as they stand up; having been called into an adjoining room. Charlie suddenly shifts uncomfortably next to me.
"Not much longer now Bells" He puts what he thinks is a reassuring hand on my shoulder but in fact what he's actually done is pulled my out of my distraction and brought me back to the same awful room.
"I want to go home" I whine loudly as panic begins to seep in again and my stomach heaves. "I don't feel well" I put a hand on my stomach as my heart races and the door to my right opens.
"Miss Swan" The nurse's voice calls out.
"Come on Bella" Charlie says grabbing my hand and attempting to pull me off the chair into the room. "It'll all be over soon" I reluctantly release the chair and allow him to pull me in; the door swings shut behind us. Charlie sits on a chair in the corner but Im frozen to the spot. The nurse waits impatiently beside the dentist chair in the middle of the room.
"We haven't got all day" She hisses after a few minutes. The door swings open again and the dentist enters. She pulls on her rubber gloves and approaches me. I've never met this woman but she seems nice though it doesn't really help.
"It's okay. Miss Swan has always been frightened of the dentist. It's on her record as a phobia." She gestures for me to lay down but Im still reluctant as I do.
"Its just quick check up Bella" Charlie mutters from his seat. The dentist begins to poke around inside my mouth and I realize that it's been about three years since I got tricked into going to the dentist for what I thought was the last time. I've never fully forgiven my mum for that day but I stupidly thought that now I was here in forks I'd be fine and not have to go; sadly my mum got to Charlie.
"Actually I'm afraid it's not a simple check up now. Isabella needs a filling" Her hands leave my mouth as my brain floods with fear.
"Shall I book another appointment?" Charlie grumbles puzzled; clearly it's been a long time since he's been to the dentist.
"Oh no. It needs to be done now otherwise she could suffer some long term difficulties" He grunted in reply but I was now in full panic mode. A Filling! "Right Bella you're just going to feel a small prick in your gums okay?"
I grunt in response. I feel the small prick and then almost instantly my gum starts to feel numb. I hear the drill and before I know it I'm on my feet and out the door. I hear people calling me now but I can't see a thing, everything is blurry and disorientated but I don't stop running. My lips and Gums are swelling and numbing; I can feel it and the thought of it scares me more. I wonder instantly whether they checked my records to see my allergies. I pray they did otherwise Im in deep trouble. I once had an allergic reaction to a numbing solution and ended up in hospital because of it. Surely they would have checked?! A pink rabbit hops quickly across my vision and I realize I'm hallucinating but its fading as quickly as it began but still I can't stop running and suddenly my vision starts to clear and I realize I'm running towards a road. I can't stop as I run out into the middle of it. A black car hits me and people near scream but I don't; my lips are numb and I can't even scream as I hit the cold hard floor. The last thing I see before my eyes close is The Black Mercedes coming to a stop and the door flying open.
A/N: Well that's it. Let me know what you think
xXx Jessica xXx