RPOV:

You would think that being the future gaurdian of Vasilisa Dragomir, your childhood best friend and sister would make your life feel pretty sweet. Wrong. All she ever

worries about is him anymore. I was sitting alone in my room staring blanky at the wall. I couln't feel any worse than I did right now. Love fades. Mine has. I flinched as

those words flashed thousands of times in my mind. That wasn't even the worse part. The day before we slept together, me thinking that we would always be

together no matter what hapend. Then about an hour ago I got sucked into her head that made my already broken heart begin to bleed again. Lissa and him laying

down in her bed together shoving each others tongue down their thoats.I felt my eyes begin to sting as fresh tears started to make there was down my face. How

many times will I cry over him? Who, you ask. Dimitri Flipping Belikov. I never thought that I wold feel so much pain from him. My lover, my soulmate, my other half. Not

even when he almost left me for Tasha did I feel this bad. I got up from my bed and dragged myself to the bathroom feeling like the weight of the world was one my

shoulders. I looked at myself in the mirrior and almost screamed from my appearance. My usually sun-kissed skin looked as pale as a Moroi's, my usual dark brown

eyes full of life seem to have lost its spark, and my usually brown curls were flat and boring. Looking at myself I knew I coldnt go on like this. I'm Rose Hathaway! I

break hearts not become heart broken ! I quickly turned around and turned on the shower. From this moment on I promise myself that I would never cry over Dimi- him

again. If he moved on with his life well hell so could I! after having a well deserved shower I dried off and put on some sexy black lace underwear. I was going to prove

them all wrong. Rose Hathaway is back boys, and she's going to have some fun tonight...