Hey! Its been a while since i wrote for Naruto, so Sasuke might seem a bit OOC. If there's anything wrong with his personality (which there is xD) TELL ME! Ill try my best to get into the Sasuke MOJO. So from now on all my answers will be grunts and very strong eye glares.
Yes...i can feel the Sasuke Uchiha within me!
OH! Please review! That would be REALLY appreciated.
Summary: For once Sasuke seemed scared, his cool posture now crippled and weak, his eyes strong and black now bloodshot and worried, "Don't tell the new girl." He implored, in hopes that Karin would keep to her word like promised.
I strongly disagree with love. Once, during freshman year, I asked a group of random people on the streets what love really meant to them. All their answers were unacceptable.
It's as if love is something you can buy now-a-days, as if love is a word to convince the person you swoon for just to get in their pants. But isn't that what love is all about, sex and the innocent groping of your girlfriend's breasts?
Well, I wanted love like they had in the movies, were Romeo really loved Juliet, as she loved him. Sadly, things that you want rarely ever come to reality, especially things like "love" and "a good relationship". It's all a lie. Everything's a lie.
Love? In highschool? Impossible. Unconceivable.
Love doesn't exist with teenagers.
Maybe love doesn't exist at all, because so far, I don't see anybody caring about anybody.
"Sasuke!"
Nobody cares.
"Sasuke!"
Nobody loves.
"SASUKE!"
Especially not…
"Are you even listening to me?"
I blink. Once. Twice.
My body, lazy, stiffly reaches for the clouds. My hands open, trying to grab the sun. With no luck I pull back down, my shoulders relax. "What?" I answer with a slow look.
"You were daydreaming again." Naruto frowns, "You could at least pay attention to me for once." The horn of our train blares behind me, sending the echo off. Naruto picks himself up, and a sudden wind rushes by with the passing train. It shook his clothes rapidly, made my eyes squint and tear. The breeze, the smell of oil, the sound of conversations around me, all just a distraction.
I board the train, looking around. Why is everything so dull? Like the land around this small little town is like a black and white picture. Even the people have become worn away and brittle.
"So Sasuke."
I just wish this idiot would stop following me.
"This is your first year at Konoha High?"
Can't he see I want to be alone? I mumbled something, trying to show my disinterest, but since Naruto's been talking to me ever since my first day, being yesterday, I'm starting to believe I actually made a friend without trying.
Naruto pipes up again, "Yeah, this is my third year, I came here in…" He counts his fingers, probably helps this reject think straight. "…Freshman year!" He clasped his hands around mine.
What the fu-
"This is so awesome, we're in the same grade! And since I know the school well I can show you around!"
He looks out the window. Watching the scenery pass by, he forgot his sweaty hands were still on mine. I pulled away, and the staring of two old ladies beside me faded.
At least I'm away from Karin. My goal this year was to be silent and make no friends. Turns out that the plan blew up in my face. I'm stuck here with blonde. But after being so used to popularity I do feel a chill of loneliness when I'm alone…I guess…sometimes…
And my stop was called; the school was straight ahead, just a straight line through the little town. And as the doors opened I felt…freedom. Freedom from the devil named Karin.
In this school I was going to be dislocated from the world. Like my own private island!
No more Karin.
No more Karin.
No. More. Ka-
"KARIN!" I tumble from the train, and a certain redhead catches my attention. Students pass by, Naruto huddles behind me.
"Wow…I've never seen her before," he adds in.
She was walking towards me, walking near me, probably was going to chew my head off! I had nowhere to go. Oh god its so her, its defiantly her, I can spot those glasses anywhere! Her eyes wanted me. Her teeth mashed together, and a ferocious smile on those lips.
The smell of cinnamon, and suddenly red.
Just the color red.
In my vision, in my nose, in my mouth…
Oh dear God she's hugging me.
I can't find where to put my hands, maybe around her throat? No, no, Sasuke bad. In my attempts to calm myself I then forgot how to speak, so I just made noises that a dog would make begging for food.
"Sasuke!" Karin pulled away, her hands on my shoulders, a sweet smile. Cinnamon still filled the air. "Do you know why I'm here?"
"…To kill me?" I said under my breath, switching my gaze to a very curious Naruto.
"This is my friend Naruto." I needed to make small talk, need to distract her. She smiled, flicked her glasses upward and gave Naruto a hug. The boy melted in her arms.
I watched the hug, and it went on for 10 seconds. 10 seconds of Naruto showing this ridiculous face
"So Sasuke," She released Naruto, "Guess where I'm going to school now?"
"This one?" Naruto answered like a puppy, pointing at Konoha High.
Karin smiled and slipped Naruto a piercing look, "IwasaskingSasuke…" She yelled through her teeth.
The blonde shriveled up and squirmed away. No one can make that kid frown except me….but Karin's a natural.
"When I heard you were leaving our old school, I just couldn't let my boyfriend go!" She snuggled my stomach, which felt queasy.
"Ex. EX- boyfriend." I said, pushing her away.
Just stop touching me.
"Aw Sasuke, that little fight was not the end of our relationship." She grabbed my hand, "Next year, we'll both go back to our old school. And you can be part of the Uchiha Gang again and-
"No!" A sudden rage filled my bones. MY private island ruined! Karin came like a tidal wave… I let go of her hand. Now the train stop was empty, the train was gone and so were its passengers.
"…But the gang needs you, Sasuke." She touched me again.
I pulled away, "Leave."
Why can't she get out of here? Why cant she just leave me alone!
"Oh Sasuke…you naive boy." She grips my shirt a bit, slowly looks into my eyes, "I still remember…"
I stood still, she's talking about something bad. Her voice seems too demanding, she has power, but from what?
I grunt.
"You know… your secret…" She murmurs.
This is no place to be talking abou-
Secret?
The secret?
Oh man…
She'll…ruin…me….ruin….No.
"You may have tortured me in our old school," The bell cut me off, homeroom was ending, "But here, you're powerless." I shove my hands into my jean pockets, "I have no reputation to gain…or to lose here."
And I walk, I walk, i walk, and then I run, i run, i sprint, i sprint faster…I leap…I jump…Im inside the classroom, sitting at my desk, taking deep breaths. No eyes on me. I entered quietly, and late.
I never looked back.
Karin's lost…
She's a loser.
I win.
She can't hurt me anymore.
Wait.
Why isn't class starting yet?
And then….came the new girl. People stared looking straight ahead. She came in like she was on air. And I smelt cherry blossoms and all I saw was pink.
Pink cheeks.
Pink hair.
She introduced herself as Sakura Hanuro.
And that name reminded me…of something.
Something terrible.
But I couldn't reach the memory.
In the midst of my recent occurrence Karin walked in and found her seat, which was identically next to mine. Perfect.
Sakura was then assigned her seating, in front of me. But as she pulled her chair away, those green eyes seemed so familiar, but I couldn't understand why. And when she noticed me, that boy sitting behind her, her eyes turned away. She was disinterested in the seat behind her. She didn't give a damn, didn't even feel my presence.
I felt invisible.
This mysterious new girl. I wanted to know her.
Was I curious about something? Wanting to understand?
Is this the feeling of interest?
No. Of course not.
Thanks for reading! xD
I will now attempt to love you in every way possible.
COOKIES FER EVERYONE!
oh...and review? Plz? fer meh? ._.
