I Know It now
Spock strode down the academy corridor in search of his boyfriend. Kirk had promised to meet him for lunch, two hours ago. Spock mentally sighed, as Kirk being late wasn't uncommon. Kirk always has had a short memory span, Spock thought, and knew he would have to just keep reminding his bondmate.
"Jim," Gaila murmured against Kirk's lips. She pushed him off her slightly, and he gave a disappointed sigh.
"Yeah?"
She gazed up at him, frustration in his blue eyes. "W-what about Spock? Aren't you two together?"
"Where'd you hear that?"
"Uhura told me. She said Spock told her."
"He doesn't have to know," he replied, pressing his lips against the Orion's, pausing only to remove his shirt and jeans. At that moment, he wasn't even thinking about Spock, and he also didn't hear the door to his dorm open.
Spock had just taken a few steps into Kirk's dorm, and a pang of hurt and betrayal coursed through him. How could he do this? Spock thought. The girl he was with, Gaila M'seler, noticed him first. She pushed Kirk off her, who began sputtering for an excuse.
"Spock, this isn't what it looks like. I,"
Even Gaila could see the hurt in Spock's eyes. No emotion my ass, she thought. She grabbed her shirt from the floor, murmured an "I'd better go," and rushed out the door. Spock, now alone with Kirk, let his emotion run free.
"How could you do this, Jim?"
"Spock, this isn't what it looks like!"
"Then what is it?"
"Well, I…"
"Precisely," Spock snapped, and turned for the door.
"Spock, wait! Dammit Spock, stop!"
The Vulcan sighed, and spun around. "What?"
"Spock, I'm sorry." He tried using his charm, but Spock wasn't buying it.
"I do not believe a simple apology is acceptable."
"I didn't mean it. I swear."
"You're intention was to please yourself?"
"No!"
"Then it was to hurt me."
Kirk reach out a hand to rest Spock's shoulder, but the commander pulled away. "Spock, I'll make it up to you."
"Fascinating." Spock said, eyes cold.
"What's so fascinating?" Kirk said, angered.
"First, that you think that you can make it up to me, and second, that you can become angered with me for your actions."
Before Kirk could reply, Spock was gone. I'm better off with out him, Kirk told himself, but he didn't really believe it.