It was the middle of the night when Chelsea woke up to her parents fighting. She looked over to her clock and it flushed 12:30, She rolled over to her side and tried to get back to sleep but it was no good. She got up and walked over to her radio and turned it on, she looked thru her CDs and found one she wanted to listen to. She put it into her radio and turned it all the way up she always do that when her parents fight, She then walked back to her bed and sat down she wished she could call Raven or Eddy but it was to late. She just sat there with tears running down her checks. She took out a razor and made a line on her stomach, She's been really good lately but her parents were getting really bad at fighting. She took out a piece of paper and started to write an poem:
Something
is happening
I do not know
What ever it is
I want it to
go
Feelings are mixed
Emotions are ripped
My heart is
in pain
My soul is shattered
My love is all gone
It has
been tattered
But I want it all back
I want to be back
To
my regular self
Happy go lucky
Never feeling mucky
In
the end its all over and I feel yucky
I dont like pain
Its
like being slained
Taken away and burned
I think I sure
have learned
Some of lifes lessons
That needed to be earned
When its all over
Who will be there
You? Me? Im not
sure
But who ever it is
Will sure have to endure
The pain
the hurt the suffering and everything else
My soul is done
for
Done for I say
Till the end
The end of the way
Goodbye soul Goodbye heart
You were the best until you got
dark
She put it away in her night stand and then lyed down and closed her eyes and finally feel back to sleep.
