Disclaimer: I am not affiliated in any way, shape or form with American Horror Story or FX or any network. Boo me. I am just borrowing their characters because I can't get this story out of my mind and I need to get on with my life!

A/N: I'm a new fan of AHS, and I absolutely am in love with Violate/Zyle/Parmiga. This story is my first AHS fic and might be confusing if you have not seen season 1 or season 3 of AHS. Also, this story is un-beta'd, so please forgive any mistakes. Enjoy!

"Hello?" A groggy voice answered after his cell phone rang for the 4th time that morning.

"Hey Kyle! It's Ryan. Am I catching you at a good time?"

Kyle rubbed his eyes as he lay in bed, with his phone to his ear. He glanced over at the bedside table to look at the clock and noticed it was only 8am. On a Saturday. But since it was Ryan, he mentally forgave him.

"Yeah, what's up?" Kyle said as he cleared his throat.

"I know we just wrapped season 3, but I want to get the ball rolling on season 4, so I'm calling to see if you're interested in coming back?"

Being a veteran actor on American Horror Story, Kyle still did not take it for granted that he would be called back for the next season. It was always a 50/50 chance. So Ryan asking him back for season 4 made him sit up in bed and smile.

"Yeah, that would be great! What's the theme? Who else is on board?" Kyle asked excitedly.

Kyle felt a little foot kick his calf as the female next to him turned over in bed and put a pillow over her head. Not wanting to disturb her sleep, Kyle slowly got out of bed, put his glasses on, and padded out of the bedroom to the living room.

"Well, I can't tell you the theme yet, but you'll find out before Paleyfest. As for the rest of the cast, so far I've only called back Fiona, Cordelia, and you," Ryan said sounding excited.

"Are you calling Zoe back?" Kyle asked, but immediately wondered why he asked. I only asked because she's great to work with and the fans have loved us working together since the first season. Yeah, that's it. Kyle reasoned with himself.

"Ah, no, she's not coming back. She accepted a role in a movie, and her filming schedule conflicts with our filming schedule. But who knows? She's filming her movie in New Orleans, and that's where we'll be at, so maybe I can work in a guest appearance in a couple of episodes, if she's interested. But, hey, I gotta go. I'm excited that you're on board! I'll get in touch with you before Paleyfest so you know what to expect," Ryan said before Kyle could ask whether or not Madison would be coming back.

Putting down his phone on the coffee table, Kyle got up to make some coffee, knowing he was too hyped to go back to sleep. Once he got his mug of coffee he went back into the living room and turned on the TV. Not really a morning person, especially on a Saturday morning, Kyle didn't know what was on, so he started flipping channels and came across a rerun of an episode of season 1 of American Horror Story. Smiling, he settled back to watch. He hadn't seen this episode in years, and if truth be told, he didn't really like watching himself because he was always finding something he messed up on.

But feeling nostalgic, he watched as Tate tried to convince Violet to commit suicide together. Kyle laughed out loud as he remembered filming that scene and when he said his, "Like Romeo and Juliet" line, Zoe said, "Bullshit" and busted up laughing. Of course that wasn't in the script. That was just Zoe. But he remembered how that simple word and the sound of her laughter broke him out of character. He and Zoe laughed and giggled like a couple of idiots for the rest of the shoot, causing them to have to re-shoot the scene the following day. Yeah, Ryan wasn't too happy about that.

Filming season 3 was a little different because Madison was on set. It didn't occur to him how different things were going to be because he assumed Madison already knew the type of relationship he and Zoe had. So he was really surprised with how jealous Madison was whenever he and Zoe had to film scenes together, and the fights that would happen once they were back in their hotel room. I mean, me and Zoe just have this connection and this great thing, back and forth, between us when we film. It's not like I'm actually fucking her. Kyle thought to himself with a slight frown. And just like that, an image flashed in his mind of he and Zoe tangled in the sheets of his bed. A little surprised, and not as bothered by the idea as he should have been, he quickly squashed the image before it could fully take root in his mind.

Once the episode was over, Kyle turned the TV off and decided to get ready for the day. He walked back into the bedroom to get to the master bath and noticed Madison still sleeping. It was now 9:30am, but he knew she wouldn't wake up until it was closer to 10:30am.

He headed towards the master bath and turned the shower on. As he stripped his shirt off, he looked at his reflection in the mirror. His hair needed to be dyed again if his character for season 4 was going to be blond. He was kind of hoping he could just keep his natural color because he hated bleaching his hair. He also needed a haircut, but he figured that could wait until Paleyfest. He sighed and took his glasses off before stripping off the rest of his clothes.

Absently, he rubbed his left shoulder where there was a fairly new scar, as he stepped into the shower. That one he got a few months ago when Madison came home drunk and accused him of cheating on her while wielding a knife. He had lunged at her to get the knife away, afraid she would hurt herself, and she sliced his shoulder in the scuffle. A neighbor must have complained about their argument because not a minute later, there was a cop at their front door. The cop took one look at the blood and at Madison still holding the knife, and called for backup and an ambulance.

Madison was arrested while Kyle was getting stitched up in the ambulance. Kyle refused to go to the hospital and when the EMTs were done, he immediately drove to the police station. He knew it was all kinds of fucked up what Madison did, but he couldn't leave her there in jail. He refused to file charges, and after a while they released Madison.

Kyle stood underneath the spray of the warm water as he tried to clear his mind of those bad memories. Instead he thought about the possible themes for season 4. Rumor had it that it could be a carnival, circus, or freak show theme. He was hoping it would be a combination of all three since they were all pretty much on the same playing field.

As he lathered himself up with soap, he found himself thinking about Zoe again. He really hoped that she would come back, if even for just a couple of episodes. He had missed her in season 2, although he didn't realize it until she came back for season 3.

Zoe really was growing up to be a beautiful lady. He had known she would be since the first time they met when they did their first table reading for season 1. At 16, she was cute and pretty, but at 19 she was beautiful. Without even thinking about it, Kyle closed his eyes and wondered what she would look like in another 3 years.

Suddenly, he felt a pair of slim arms encircle his waist and a small body press into his back. Slowly, her hands drifted from his stomach, down lower, until one hand was gripping his cock and the other hand was gently massaging his balls. Feeling his body's reaction to the stimulation, he squeezed his eyes tighter, and unexpectedly found himself imagining it was Zoe behind him.

Kyle quickly turned around and lifted her against the wall of the shower. Keeping his eyes closed he pressed his face against her neck while simultaneously wrapping her legs around his waist, and plunging deep into her core. In the back of his mind, he knew he was fucking Madison, but all he saw behind his closed eyes where images of honey colored doe eyes, long straight hair, and a pouty pink mouth. Did it hurt? I heard the first time usually does. His long ago line from season 1 echoed in his mind for some reason, and an image of Zoe as Violet sitting up in the bed wearing a tank top popped in his mind, and he thrust harder, faster. It was intense. Zoe/Violet murmured, giving him a smile. And that was it, he felt himself explode and he grunted with his climax, not even caring whether or not Madison reached her own.

Spencer, what the fuck are you doing? Kyle mentally berated himself. Coming down from his climax, he was a little shocked at himself. Why did I think of Zoe? And why was the sex so much hotter imagining it was her with me and not Madison? Yeah, things between Kyle and Madison haven't been the same since the shoulder slashing incident, but Kyle had always thought of Zoe as a little sister. Riiiight. His inner demon mocked. Who do you think you're fooling?

They fought afterwards. Kyle was pulling on his clothes while Madison was sitting at the vanity, putting on her makeup.

"Why didn't Ryan call me?" Madison complained.

"I don't know. He said there were more people he needed to call, and that so far he only called Fiona, Cordelia, and me."

"You didn't ask him if I was going to be called back?" Madison asked exasperated.

Remembering how he immediately asked if Zoe was coming back, and how he didn't get the chance to ask about Madison, Kyle just replied with a simple, "No".

"What the fuck, Kyle!? I'm the one who carried season 3! You were barely in any of the episodes. I should have been the first one he called!"

"What the fuck does that mean?" Kyle asked with a touch of menace in his voice.

"It means if it weren't for me, the network probably wouldn't have renewed the show!"

"I hate to tell you this, but the show is doing fine whether you're in it or not. Hell, for all you know the only reason why season 3 did better than season 2 is because of Zoe!" Kyle blurted out, but immediately regretted it as soon as the words left his mouth.

Madison slowly turned from the vanity to face him. Her eyes narrowed, and her delicate nostrils flared before she yelled, "ZOE! You better not be comparing me to that KID!"

"She's not a kid anymore!" Kyle retorted before he could stop himself.

Madison's eyes widened and suddenly she stood up, turned around, and started throwing things from her vanity at him, screeching all the while.

Trying to protect his face, Kyle rushed towards her and gripped her arms to stop her from throwing anything else.

"Enough!" Kyle yelled at her as he shook her a little.

Madison scowled up into his face as Kyle glared down at her, and he knew the instant she decided to change tactics because her bottom lip started to tremble.

"You don't love me anymore," Madison cried and collapsed in his arms.

Feeling manipulated, but helpless to change his circumstances, Kyle pulled Madison into a hug, kissed the top of her head, and stroked her back as she fake cried into his chest.

"Of course I do. It's okay," Kyle murmured over and over, as he stared at his reflection in the vanity mirror . . . realizing he was chanting the words almost as if they were lines from a script.