Yueri Aishiteru
Whenever you save someones life you never ask for thanks. For one:it's not something you should be asking for and two: saving someones life, it's the kind of act that someone does graciously, or for others it might be that they sacrifice themselves willingly; like me.
Sure, a few people tried to talk me out of it. And whose to say, that's it's not a big decision. For a while I even had my doubts. But you want to know what kept me on track? The knowledge that my actions were going to save some body's life.
That's why I signed up to the ANBU and I gladly gave my life to keep my village safe. To keep my family, friends, precious people, strangers safe. Sure, there are a lot more threats out there, technially I only mangaed to eradicate one, but still, it's something right? If I had survived I would of had that warm happy fuzzy feeling that I got whenever I saved a person some pain as I healed them.
If I survived I would want to heal the pain out of the eyes of the people I can see now. I would tell my team-mates, that I'm alright, that it was a quick death and there was no prolonged suffering. I would want to hug my parents and tell them that I loved them and always will. I would want to take the Sake bottle out of my Shishou's hands and tell her to get moving with the paper work.
That my death was no big deal. People should just move on like I have...with no regrets. Nope. Not me. Not a single one...
...okay, maybe I do have one regret.
And I know you are all going to laugh. I laughed at myself when I realised the pure corniness of what I still want to do. I mean really want to do.
I want to find love.
Like the kinda of stuff where I settle down and have a family, which is a bit of a problem for me now since I'm past my used by date.
But who knows how long I'm going to spend floating around aimlessly? I might just run into another ghost, a male preferably, we could hit it off and boom...ghost babies or something.
I really hope that it wouldn't result in the something. But what else can I do but hope? Because once you're dead, what else you got?
A/N: Should I continue?