A tired and weary Remus Lupin gets up from his bed and walks to his desk, taking out a pen and parchment, starting to write frivolously.
I can't believe I still have these dreams. Every night after I close my eyes, there he is. As real as if he was still alive. Just smiling at me! Oh, how I want to be near him, to touch his soft, pale skin; To hold him in my arms as I have never done. In this dream, we walk towards each other, broad smiles on our faces, arms outstretched. Then, when I go to hug him, he disappears. I wake with tears in my eyes when I remember he is gone forever.
I think of him as I have never thought of anyone in my life. He was the one who got the most respect of me, who could help me when no other friends were able to. In our times as kids, we would lay together in the grass and talk and laugh. Oh! How I would wish to just touch his hair! To feel him in my arms, my fellow comrade. He would look at me in a puzzled way when he caught me staring, but joke about it, an I would laugh along. For that reason, I felt I couldn't tell him my feelings, couldn't tell him how much I yearned for us to be together. I remember those day so vividly! James would always joke that the werewolf blood had an odd affect on me. I would look at him and blush.
Now, I feel a yearning for him that I have never felt before. I try not to remember the day that changed everything for us, it is too hard for me to bare.
Remus scratches his head and looks back at his bed, which another being is occupying, one with pink, pixie hair. He looks down at the parchment, contemplating if he should write this memory. He finally does, scribbling it furiously before taking out a small basin and taking out the memory with his wand, into the basin. He crumples up the paper and walks slowly back to bed, the pink haired lady molding herself into him in her sleep. He sighed and held her close, closing his eyes to sleep once again.
The next morning, REmus was still in bed when Tonks woke up, bleary-eyed. She got up and rubbed her eyes. She then noticed the basin on Remus' desk. Seeing it ripple with anticipation, she couldn't help but be curious. Slowly, she dove in and felt herself falling into the darkness