Chad's POV
The moonlight fell perfectly in the room on this peaceful and quiet night. I lie in bed and watch the night sky as I ponder recent events. I look down at my chest and see my best friend dreaming peacefully. He looked so peacefully laying there. I love having the feeling of him in my arms. Although I know I shouldn't feel this way. I shouldn't want to hold him and kiss him, but I can't help it. He's so perfect. I only wished that he felt the same as I do. But alas, this love I only a one way street. For Troy its only about the sex. That's why he's here in the middle of the night. He only calls me at twelve in the morning if he's feeling horny. I know I should be so passive, but I can't help but to give into temptation. So I allow myself to let him come over where I proceed to fuck his brains out. It's a tradition that happens almost every night. This has been going on for about two years, back when we were back in ninth grade. We were two young kids longing for that special someone.
FLASH BACK (NO POV)
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah I'm fine. That was awesome!"
"Are you sure? Was I okay?"
"You were the best! This beats jacking off by a longshot! We have to do this again!"
"Okay if you say so. Only if you're positive."
"Definitely!"
Troy leaned in and kissed Chad passionately on the lips. The two young boys made out for what seemed like an eternity. Then Troy laid his head on Chad's chest and the pair feel asleep peacefully.
END FLASH BACK
CHAD'S POV
Wow, we were so young back then. I wish we could go back to those times. No emotions, no feelings, just sex at night, then back to best friends in the morning. But not now, now I just want to kiss him and tell him those three deadly words. I LOVE YOU. But I can't do that. Not only does Troy not feel the same way, but he belongs to another Yes, Troy is in a relationship. I know it's not right to fool around with someone who has someone else, but what am I supposed to do? He doesn't want to break up with is significant other, but he doesn't want to stop things with me. So we creep behind closed doors. Ugh, all this thinking is hurting my brain. I should probably get some sleep, I do have class in the morning.
The alarm went off at six o'clock. I hate waking up this early, but Troy needs time to drive back to his house to get ready for school. He wakes up first and begins to put his clothes on. He looks over at me and smiles. His smile can make a person melt like butter. He begins to walk out the door and then he says
"See ya around."
"Bye" I barely whisper only after he's left the room. I feel so weak and worthless. Why did I allow myself to get into this situation? Oh well, time to get ready for school.
I walk into East High and see the same familiar faces. Sharpay is still bossing people around and Jason still has his shoes on the wring feet. Everything seemed fine until I saw it. I walked around the corner to see Troy with his better half kissing. I felt betrayed and cheated on. I felt so hurt, but then I had to come to my senses. I needed to realize that Troy wasn't mine and he that he probably never will be. I looked up and saw it again. I saw Troy stand on his tip toes to kiss him again. Those full black lips meshed perfectly with Troy's pink ones. Then they began to stare into each other's eyes. I imagined myself in that position. However I was quickly pulled back into reality when I heard him mutter those words of poison.
"I love you baby."
"I love you too Zekey."
And that's why Troy will never be mine. Because he was completely smitten by none other than Zeke Baylor.