Author's note: So this is my new fanfiction. This time it's LxLight (favorite yaoi couple ever!). Me and my beta-reader share the opinion that this story is much better than my previous one. I cannot estimate the time when it happens - all I can say is that L and Light are chained together here but Yagami has all his memories and has never lost them. Another thing is that they are rather out of character - at first rather slightly, then they'll be changing more and more (especially Light because I like the vision of him as someone who changed entirely due to the overwhelming feeling they cannot fight).
Anyway, I hope that you will enjoy it as much as I do. I will post next chapters soon - they are still awaiting their last corrections before uploading ;).
The chain between them rattled as Light took a fork in order to eat his late dinner. They had noodles with tomato sauce and basil. L was sitting in front of him not even touching the meal.
'Why aren't you eating, Ryuuzaki? Light asked. 'I know that I'm not the best cook in town but at least I tried my best.'
'I'm not hungry, Raito-kun' L was chewing his thumb sitting in his usual tucked position and observing him carefully with his big black eyes. Light sighed trying to ignore L's piercing look. It was irritating him somehow.
'Fine' he pushed himself away from the table. 'I can't eat in such conditions, Ryuuzaki. Stop glaring at me for god's sake!'
'I'm sorry to make Raito-kun feel uncomfortable' L said. 'But Raito-kun is such a nice object to observe.' He took a gummy bear out of his pocket and put it quickly into his mouth.
'Oh, I see. You say you're not hungry but you always have an appetite for sweets!' Light frowned crossing his arms and stabbing his sight to L's black pupils. L seemed untouched taking another gummy bear and not turning his sight away. Light sighed again and stood up in order to clean up the plates after the dinner. Suddenly he felt a draw in his left hand. The chain rattled. He turned his head to look at the detective. He was still sitting on a chair and looking at him from below his messy black hair.
'What is it, Ryuuzaki? Move your lazy ass and help me to clean it all up. We're chained together, remember?' He snapped with frustration.
'Raito-kun is nervous today' he asserted. 'Perhaps it's because the investigation is moving on? Kira starts feeling anxious.'
'How many times do I have to tell you that I'm not Kira!' Light yelled at him clenching his fists.
'That was really Kira-like, Raito-kun' L smiled at him raising his brow. 'The percentage has risen up to 6 per cents.'
Light gritted his teeth trying to calm down. This person…, he thought.
'So, how will it be?' He asked finally regaining his self-control again. 'Will you help me or not?' He took a glance at L.
'I might do that' he replied finally smiling and standing up. 'You wash, I dry.' He added.
'Let it be' Light turned around to the sink. Seriously, this brilliant detective was the most irritating human in the world!
Working together they soon finished the job.
'It's really quiet all around' Light noticed.
'That's because I sent everyone home for today's night.' L answered simply. Light looked at him strangled.
'Why would you do that?' He asked turning his sight away.
L didn't answer looking at him intensively.
'Is there something on my face or so?' Yagami felt the irritation and sent him an angry glance.
L frowned.
'Why does Raito-kun think so?' He tilted his head.
'Because you're staring at me like a madman all of the time! It's disturbing, Ryuuzaki' he felt a blush coloring his cheeks.
'Let's have a bath now' L said pulling Light behind him. 'I will take mine as the first'
'Alright' Light let him being led to the bathroom. He sit down on a stool turning his back to L in order to provide him some privacy. Soon he heard a noise of running water and hid his face in the hands. He was just tired, nothing more. Or at least he wanted to convince himself that the reason for his anxiety was just his weariness.
'You're turn, Raito-kun' he heard near his ear. He raised his face to see L dressed up in his pajamas.
'Fine' Light stood up. 'Wait here for a few minutes.' He turned around and throw off his clothes. He turned the water on finally relaxing under a hot shower. His muscles loosened pleasantly. He missed his long baths but as long as he was chained to L he could only dream about that luxury. The room became a bit steamy.
After a few nice minutes he went off a cabin reaching for a towel but suddenly stopped in shock.
'Turn around at once, Ryuuzaki!' He tried to cover his naked body. 'Don't look at me now!' He wrapped a towel around himself flushing heavily. L came closer to him not obeying Light's pleads and touched his cheek.
'W-What the hell are you doing, Ryuuzaki?!' Light jumped up. His heart speeded up.
'Raito-kun enjoys my touch, does he not?' L kept on stroking his face.
'N-no, no, no!' Light shivered. 'Ryuuzaki, why are you doing this?' He howled feeling that his legs were weakening.
L took his hand instead of responding and led him to the bedroom they shared. Then he took a small key and unchained them. Light stood speechless. His eyes widened as he couldn't believe what was actually happening.
L came to him again touching his burning cheeks into his cold hands.
'T-this is wrong, Ryuuzaki…' the teen was trembling barely controlling himself.
'If Raito-kun wants me to stop then he should tell me that clearly.' L pressed his lips to Light's. Light moaned not being able to hold back anymore and kissed him back. L pulled the towel off Light's body and embraced him feeling the warm of his skin under his arms. Yagami finally pulled himself together taking the control over their actions and pushing L on the bed. He bended over him kissing him passionately. Then he moved to Ryuuzaki's neck biting it lightly.
'You always have to dominate, don't you, Light-kun?' Ryuuzaki panted. 'Even when we're making love… it's so Kira-like.'
Light stopped immediately taking a look into L's dark eyes which were following him carefully shining in the semidarkness. His self-confidence disappeared somewhere.
L smiled with affection in his eyes and raised to the sitting position grasping Light's chin.
'Raito-kun is blushing. Did I make him embarrassed?' They rolled over on the bed so that L was on top now. He started placing kisses all over Light's chest steadily moving lower.
Yagami's groans were becoming louder as L nearly reached his crotch.
'Ryuuzaki… please.' He panted. 'We shouldn't…ah..!' He forgot what he'd wanted to say feeling detective's mouth around his member. The sensation was too overwhelming.
'For this night let's forget about being enemies, Raito-kun' he heard near his ear. 'You want it as much as I do. Tell me if I'm wrong.' He bit his auricle and backed to see Light's red face.
'It's unfair' Light said. 'Why am I the only one who's naked?' L smiled and unbuttoned his nightshirt. Light touched his delicate pale skin and sighed. Soon L took off his pants as well and joined their lips in a passionate kiss again rubbing his lover's nipples. Light moaned longingly feeling like Ryuuzaki's fingers one by one were slipping inside of him and moving delicately him stretching his tight hole and preparing him for something much bigger than just three fingers.
'I'm going to enter you soon, Raito-kun' L whispered lubing his manhood and positioning himself. 'It's your last chance to withdraw.'
Light wasn't able to articulate any understandable sentence so he couldn't say "no" even if he wanted to.
He felt a thrust causing pain in his lower part of body. A few tears flew down his cheeks as his lips let out a whimper of pain. He was trembling desperately trying to get used to the discomfort. Ryuuzaki was big. It felt like being ripped apart. But Light didn't care about it. He only wanted more and more of L inside him.
'Ryuuzaki…' he wrapped his arms around L's shoulders pulling him closer to himself and carrying away in the fervor of lust and desire. Nothing but their closeness mattered at the time. No cases, no words causing the arguments, no detective and no Kira.
Just Light and L tightened on the bed among a creasing sheet.
They both shivered in ecstasy and L fell down on Light panting heavily.
'Did Raito-kun like it?' He asked after a while when he calmed down his breath. Light had his eyes shut being a bit afraid of facing L. He nodded instead.
'I'm glad Raito-kun is pleased' L smiled blissfully stroking slightly Light's collarbones.
'Why have you done it, Ryuuzaki?' Light finally opened his eyes and drowned in the detective's black pupils.
'Isn't that obvious, Raito-kun?' L smiled widely. Light barely ever saw him showing emotions, not even mentioning happiness. 'Raito-kun has feelings for me, I have feelings for Raito-kun. Isn't it a sufficient reason?'
'How can you develop any feelings for someone you're constantly accusing of being a serial killer?' Light raised his brows in disbelief.
L frowned clenching his mouth.
'I do not wish you to be a murderer, Light-kun yet I cannot rule out a possibility of you being Kira. There are too many suspicions because of which you could find being guilty. Of course, I would entirely prefer you not turning out to be Kira but…' he held on his voice.
'But what?' Light asked unpleasantly.
'It breaks my heart though deep inside my mind I know that you truly are Kira. I just need to find the right proofs.' He took the unruly wisps out of Light's forehead smiling sadly.
'Then, I won't rest until I've assured you that I'm not Kira once and for all' Light had a determined expression on his face.
'Please, do so, Raito-kun' Ryuuzaki placed a delicate kiss on Light's lips and rested the head on Yagami's chest.
Light pierced his sight to a ceiling drowning deeply in inner reflections. He finally admitted that L fancied him. It was so weird. He had never felt any sexual attraction towards another male before he met that detective. He wouldn't ever consider himself as gay but it turned out that he actually was homosexual.
And so is L, Light thought taking a glance at Ryuuzaki's black hair. How the hell did it take such a turn?