I. Broken
This feeling
I hate it
He left me willingly
He left ME!!
I don't know why?
Why do I love him?
He deserted me
He destroyed me
He called me weak
He left me
And only gave me a simple "thank you"
Is that all I deserve?
Is that all I get?
For opening my heart
For wanting to be with you
Is that what I truly get for giving you my heart?
I cry
I swear
I will forget you
You will regret it
And then it will be too late
II. Pain
"I can't do this anymore!
He broke me!
My heart meant nothing to him!"
I scream into the night.
"Why?!", I cry.
"Why do I still care?!"
Five years later
I see him
Walking around town
He seems....happy
I hate him...
No, I don't, I love him
He walks by
He doesn't even awknowledge my presence
I want to scream
I hold it in
I won't let him see me break
I meant nothing to him
I was just a pathetic brat
I am forgetting him
Forgetting his smile,
His laugh,
His looks,
But most importantly
The love I felt for him
III. Free
The pain is easing away
I can finally smile,
Without the hurt in my eyes
I can breathe,
Without the ache in my chest
I can be free!
I can finally see myself
The beauty I have within me
Everything I hid inside me is coming out
Relief envelops my very soul
IV. His Return
Someone walks towards me
I can see the shadow in the distance
"What do you want?", I ask.
"Nothing.." he murmers
I walk away
Feeling my heart beat faster
Who does he think he is!!
I punch the nearest thing to me
(Flashback)
"Wait!!! Don't leave me here! STOP!!", I scream.
He turns around
He tells me to let him be
"I love you", I murmur
He hugs me carefully
And mumbles "Thank You."
He walks me to a bench
And leaves me there
He tells me he has his own life
His own dreams
His own goals
And none of them are me
(End)
I cry myself to sleep
The pain in my chest is back
He has come back
The source of it
Has returned
V. Steps
He is begging me
His eyes are red
And he wants me
I tell him I can't risk it anymore
He tells me he loves me
I slap him
I tell him he is lying
He couldn't be telling the truth
Not after he just left me here
"Please", he murmers.
"No", I say.
He asks me if he can do anything to change my mind.
I hesitate
And He smiles.
VI. Decision
I don't want to be hurt anymore
I don't want to feel that pain again
A tear creeps down my cheek
A warm hand wipes it away
Looking up to see "him"
"Stay away from me!", I scream.
I run away
And decide to never come back
As I pack my belongings
I hear a voice
It's telling me things I don't want to hear
It's whispering to me
Telling me how much I love him
I whisper back, "How can I forgive him?"
VII. Second Chance
I sit here wondering
Why was I such a fool?
He was trying to protect me
Trying to keep me safe
I kiss his cheek lightly
"I'm sorry", he whispers.
"I never meant to hurt you.
I wanted to keep you safe
from my brother. He wanted
to kill you because you
loved me. He wanted me to feel
alone."
"I understand now", I say.
He holds me gently,
As we share a hug.
"Your brother was evil", I whisper.
He sighs and looks at me.
I want to hold him close
And never let go
I want him to stop feeling the pain
That his brother caused him
The pain of never having a family
VIII. Forever
"I love you."
"I love you too."
Thats how it was meant to be.
And thats how it will forever last.
Until the day comes
When our deaths will bring the world
Together once more.
We will rise from the ashes
To prove that true love
Conquers All
The End!!