My note

Okay.. I hate to admit it but I have played this game. I watched my little sister try and play it but she didn't understand so I helped her and thought the story line was good so yeah here I am.

Also.

I'm going to name every chapter after a relevant song so this one it's Break me down by Red

I remembered this place. I was standing by my Harley Davidson staring at the sickly pink coloured school. I remembered back when I was a younger, only by a few years but I was more innocent. I was a sweet little girl that had her long (natural) black hair in a plait that wore red skirt and tie with a pristine white shirt. Oh and that backpack, thinking of it made me shuddered. I reached into the side of my leather jacket and pulled out my cigarettes and lighter. Every muscle in my body screamed at me to run away, but I'd done that far too many times. I ran away when they pulled my hair out of my head in fistfuls. I ran away when they beat me so badly I could barely see straight. I ran away because I didn't understand what I had done to make them all hate me. When I finally ran far away enough from not only school but fucked up family. I was alone and golly did I grow up quickly.

I wasn't a little girl anymore. I was back; clad in my knee high black heels, black skinny jeans, tight white shirt and of course my trust leather jacket. I took one last drag on the stick and stepped on it. I began walking to the school's doors, smacking them both open I walked inside with vengeance. I knew where I had to go and soon I made a right to the student's council office. I could feel the eyes of the students I left in the hall staring at me.

"Can I help you?"

I turned around to see a tallish tanned blonde boy staring at me. Before I could bite his head off about none of his business, his eyes. Those kind gold eyes caught me off guard.

"Deanna?" he asked, beaming a smile at me.

"Nathaniel." I said flatly. Though I was happy to see him. "I'm back."

"I can tell." he chirped. "You look different?"

At this I laughed. "It could be the make up? Or my new attire? I know my piercings." although I sounded sarcastic we both laughed.

"I'm glad your back, it's nice too see an old friend." Nathaniel smiled then sat to a table. "I need you to fill out this paperwork. Also I need ID and $25."

I fumbled round for some ID and passed it to him then the twenty-five. He handed me some paperwork and I signed it. I went to pass it back to him and realised his golden eyes were now dull and sunken while his usual bright complexion was grey. I frowned. He was still stressed out about paperwork. I felt kind of sorry for him and decided to take him away from it, if only for a couple of minutes. "Nate could you show me round, it's all fuzzy." Lies but hey I was helping out an old friend.

Nathaniel led me round the school and 'introduced' me to a few people but I knew them already and they knew me. One look at my icy blue eyes and they stiffened, like a rabbit in the headlights. The same eyes they looked at when they hit me are the same eyes now that they feared. Nathaniel began filling me in on what has happened recently as we made our way to the court yard. The sun blinded me for a few seconds as we walked outside. I looked down at the ground to shade my eyes when it turned dark; I looked to see a figure looking at me.

"This new girl?" he said with a hiss.

"Castiel this is-" Nathaniel began but I cut him off, I had waited for this moment for a long time.

"You don't recognise me do you?" I laughed bitterly and looked at him with fierce eyes. "Maybe you should throw me to the ground or against some lockers? Call me a name; I know you had a list." I was stepping further away from Nathaniel and closer to Castiel. How I hated him, out of all of them he was the worst. The physical I was used to it only hurts once but the mind games were terrifying and he knew it. "Did you find someone else to pick on?" I was shouting now and people were staring but I continued. "Are you still the little bad boy that thinks no one can touch you?" I smiled at his dumbfounded face. "I'm glad your still here it's my turn to play the bad one now." I turned and walked back towards the school.

"You're that kid? Wow looks like you went an got an attitude." he smirked

I turned again and hooked his jaw with my fist. I took a step back when I realised what I done. Crap.

"And a temper." He said coolly, though his eyes were watering.

I smiled and walked away. I knew he wouldn't say anything to the head mistress so I was safe for now, for now. I felt good to hurt him, it didn't even scratch the surface of what I planned to do with him but it was a start.

If you are wondering why Deanna hates Castiel so much ill tell you. I've tried to put it in the story but couldn't find a way.

Deanna was always alone and Castiel was bored so for a while he was nice to her and the two grow close. Deanna trusted him with her life and told him everything. Castiel was the only stable thing she had in her life, so when he turned on her things went sour. Castiel found out he could manipulate her and used it to his advantage. She followed him like a lapdog and did his dirty work without a second thought. The other students began to realise she was vulnerable and began teasing her one thing led to another and soon being thrown around was daily. She looked up to Castiel for help but he just walked away.

UPDATE!

So I understand some people might not like me bringing out the darker side of Sweet Amoris and it's students but I'll make up for it.

I slung my bag off my shoulder and dropped it beside my stool. I looked around at the wide-eyed pupils staring at me. They're not so quiet whispers echoed round the room and bounced to me.

"She hit Castiel."

"They say she was here before."

"I don't recognise her."

I sighed and looked out of the window. How I'd kill to be back at home with Saxon. Saxon is my big long haired German Sheppard he takes care of me. I was walking down the street in the rain and seeing big brown eyes looking up at me, they were attached to a black and tan fur ball. I picked it up and took it back my friends house, Gave it a wash and some food that was when I realised I had gained a German Sheppard puppy. Just the thing you need when your sofa surfing.

"Ms. Deanna I hope you're listening."

I smirked and looked at the teacher. "Of course." I looked at her with challenging eyes and soon she turned around. Eyes are a weapon if you could use them correctly. You can show deeper emotion with them than words. The lesson was dragging on so I pulled out my headphones from my jacket and started listening to Time of dying by three days grace.

When the bell finally rang I packed up my things and headed out. I needed to get away from the students before they started asking questions. Weaving in and out of the gathering people to reach the courtyard, I walked down the side of the school and came to a sculded area where no one could find me if they didn't look hard enough. I sat down in the small patch of grass and looked around. There were different kinds of flowers in a horse shoe shape which by the opening had large waterfall like water fountain. Inside were some koi fish. The whole area was shaded by large willow tree only small freckles of light reached in. The only thing you could hear was the birds and water. It was beautiful. I put my headphones back in and led down with the sun slightly on my face.

I don't know how long I stayed there but I think I missed a lesson. I shuffled over to the fountain and touched the water, one of the large koi touched my hand and soon the others were too. I smiled; I had missed this place a lot.

"Careful you might lose your hand." A sarcastic voice spat.

I ripped my hand out of the water; scaring the poor fish and looked up.

"Castiel." I watched as he walked closer. "How did you know I was here?"

"This is we used to talk." He smirked but his steely eyes were serious.

"Leave me alone, I thought you got the message early." I stared at his nicely bruised jaw and smiled.

"Bitch." he muttered. "Why did you come back? To get revenge on me? Make me look a fool? It won't work princess, leave before you get hurt."

"I'm not going anywhere!" I snarled and stood. "I'm back and I'll do what I want. Try and stop me and you'll get more than a bruised jaw." I hissed and grabbed my bag. I shoved past him out to my bike.

I got home in fifth teen minutes. I unlocked my door and stepped inside. "Saxon." I called and heard a thud then claws scratching on the laminate floor. I sat down quickly and let the huge mass off fur and lolling tongue greet me."Hows my boy?" All I got back was some tail wagging hair sniffing so I guessed that meant good. I ran into my room and jumped onto my bed; Saxon soon followed and curled up with me. I reached over to my docking station and play Let it burn by red only quietly as I thought the neighbours might not enjoy the barking then loud music.

"I watched the city burn these dreams ashes float away, your voice I never heard only silence." I mumbled to myself and sighed. Three damn years. Why did I leave? I had friends and a relationship (sorta) I missed Jason. Our childish teasing and awkward flirting. Everyone else could see that we would have been good together but him. "Fuck you Jason." I said into my pillow.

I was thinking about what else I had left behind. I didn't care about my mum or dad or my sister. I missed my grandparents but who I really missed was my little cousin he was seven now and I really needed him; he was the only one that felt like real family. He still called sometimes but being seven calling your outcast cousin wasn't on the to do list.

I sat thinking for a few hours before Saxon nudged me. It was time for his walk. I put on his chain and walked out the door. The chain was just a long collar that you could hold if you needed to hold him back. It didn't bother him but to honest not much did. We walked through alley ways and on main paths, not coming across many people but all of them avoided the girl with the big vicious dog. Yeah come near him and he will lick you to death.

We sat down outside a cafe and I bought two ice creams one for Saxon and the other one for Saxon. I got two licks from it before old softy put on the puppy eyes and I couldn't resist. After another half and hour walking round we headed back to the house, I got inside and put the TV on. Home and away had just started. Excellent. I fed Saxon and sat down I wasn't hungry and I didn't want to cook so i pulled out a bottle of JD and gin. Then the phone rang. "Hello, Carters residents how can I help?" I said poshly, using my British accent to the max.

"Oh um wrong number-"

I recognised the voice and laughed. "Nathaniel it's me."

He gave an awkward laugh.

"So what did you ring me for?" I asked.

"Oh um..ah! How was your first day?"

"Good." *lies*

"It's just Amber told me there some um..tension between you and Cas- I mean another student."

"Amber? No offence Nate but Amber's got nothing to do with it and neither do you, by the looks of things you're stressed out enough." I said trying to change the subject.

"Oh I'm fine; I'm just worried about you."

"Well you shouldn't be I can take care if myself."

"I know but-"

"Goodnight Nate." I put the phone down.

Fucking bimbo bitch Amber. "She's dead." I looked at Saxon who just looked right back. Then the phone rang again.

"What?!"

"Chill dude it's me!"

"Em?"

"No its the pizza man, get your butt on Skype, Kat and I want to talk."

"I love you guys." I cooed down the phone.

"Skype you Harlot!"

"Ok ok." I pulled my laptop onto my lap and opened it up. "I'm not looking so hot today." I said as it loaded. I logged in and saw their faces. "Wow neither do you two." I laughed.

"Shut it you! You ditched us." Kat shoved her face into the camera.

Emma pushed her back. "So how's life?"

"Great." *more lies*

"Lying is a sin." Emma growled.

"Shit. You two know me so well."

"Where's Saxon?"

I moved the laptop to show him laying on the sofa next to me. "Look Saxs it's your aunties." Saxon looked at me the jumped off the sofa and into my room.

Fits of laughter exploded from both sides of the camera.

"We gotta go school tomorrow." Kat said.

"Wait! How's my little Roo?" I asked,

"If you referring to your cousin, we haven't seen him. Sorry De."

"Okay.." I said disappointed.

"Don't worry De he will be fine, after school we will find him."

"Thanks girls. Look out for him OK?!" I said.

"We will." they chorused and disconnected.

I put the laptop on floor and got up, I trudged to my room and changed then got into bed. Saxon curled up next to me. I closed my eyes and soon fell asleep.

Now you're gone

I realize my love for you was str-

I slammed my palm down onto the alarm clock and groaned. Feeling a warm breath on my neck I turned to look at big brown eyes staring at me.

Woof.

I screamed and fell onto the floor. "Saxon!" standing I moved slowly to the shower and scrubbed clean, getting out I saw it was 6:45 am. "Shit." I pulled on some light blue skinny jeans and tight black t-shirt. I could not be asked to dress with brands. Too much hassle and who was I trying to impress? Tying my waist length hair into a high ponytail I began putting in my large gold hoop earrings and gold necklace. I decided to walk and got there at half seven.

I opened my locker and started collecting my things. I put in one headphone and went through my play list. Bass hunter now you're gone.

"Now you're gone

I realize my love for you was strong

And I miss you here,

Now you're gone

I keep waiting here by the phone

With your pictures hanging on the wall." I sang quietly to myself and closed my locker.

"What a beautiful voice."

I looked up at the gold and green eyes smiling warmly at me. "Thanks?"