"Troy, why?" gabrealla gasped, she and I had been dating for about three years now but it never felt exactly right, when we first started dating everthing felt fine but I had never really had a real relationship before and I didn't know exactly how it was supposed to feel, but I know I realize that its not the right feeling I have for her. Its not how its supposed to be.
"I'm sorry, I just don't feel the same way anymore"
" You said you loved me!" it wasn't like gabrealla to through a fit about things, but right now you could definitly call this one. She had been going on like this forever!
"I do, I mean I did, its just that I don't think we belong together anymore, I just doesn't feel right." She was really starting to get annoying, we had been sitting at the park talking about this for the last half hour or so, I didn't want to talk about it anymore! I was trying to be nice, its just she won't get it through her head!
"I'm sorry" and I actually meant it. I don't like hurting her, she's a nice girl she just not for me. " You'll find somebody that's better for you I promise". I truly hope you do.
" Yeah, whatever." She sounded a little annoyed, I felt really bad for putting her through this but it was better than dragging it out, right? Yeah that would have been cruel , I just hated to see her like this.
"Bye Gabrealla"
"Bye Tro-oy" she stuttered over my name I a little you could tell she had been crying. I walked back to my car and drove home, I completely hated myself! How could I do that to her she's so nice? But I did the right thing, yeah, I had to do that, I felt kind of relieved but also very sad so I tried to concentrate on the relief, but that just made me more mad at myself.
When I got home, I took a shower hoping that would help, it didn't. I stayed in there for a while just letting the water run down me. I finnanly gave up and went to bed, I was glad I got it over with, but I still felt horrible about it. Maybe tomarrow I would go out and play basketball with some of the guys, that might help a little, grrrrrr, why?.
I don't think it hit me that It was really over until the next day, when I was sitting there totally bored, all the guys were bussy, so I could go out and play ball, I didn't have to go into work until tomarrow, and for the first time I wished I didn't have today off, I didn't like sitting around doing nothing I had to get out.
sorry this is so short
this is my first fan fiction story so its not very good, i'll keep trying though i just wanted to post this as fast as i could
please review i need advise
