Tears of this Angel
Disclaimer: don't own Yu-Gi-Oh…..
Summary: A little suicidal thoughts story….. I'm gonna make it a Yami (Yugi)/Bakura story! Only mild Shonen Ai, dun wanna go overboard!
If I cut myself now…..
A young man with spiky white hair stood in front of a mirror, his gold eyes showing a deep sadness which no one could cure…..
Tears formed, and slowly slid down his cheeks. As they descended down this boy's angelic face, they left a cold wet trail, which he seemed to ignore.
One of his tears fell onto his outstretched hand, onto the razor blade that lay gleaming in his palm. This made the boy twitch, clasping his hand around the blade. He yelped as the sharp edge dug into his frail skin.
He quickly opened his hand, seeing how far the blade had dug into his skin. It was in about half an inch, blood welling up, flowing freely across his hand.
Withdrawing the cruel metal object, he allowed the blood to spill forth even more, feeling nothing in his hands.
I must have severed some nerves….. Shit….. Now I have to get this fixed….. Before they find out……
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The young mans name was Bakura…. He had a first name, but he preferred Bakura. The doctors swarmed around him, sowing up his hand. A trail of IV's lead down from his arm to the pouches, which held both blood and Antibiotics.
The blade was slightly rusted, which could have caused TB. But he enjoyed the pain of all the shots; they made his emotional pain go away, even if only for a short while. It was worth it. This was his 5th visit to the hospital this week. Nowhere close to his record of over 20 in just three days. That's when his Yami got violent……
They had argued, but never that badly. His Yami wanted full control, telling him that he was useless to everyone, especially him and his "Friends".
He'd cut himself, drunken poisons fluids, and even threw himself in front of cars…. But he couldn't die…..
It was like the heavens wanted him to stay… for a greater purpose he couldn't understand…..
He wanted to die so badly…. To sleep the deep sleep… To let the pain wash over him…. Overwhelm him….. Take him to a place where he could be loved and wanted……
To got to Heaven……
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Spiky Red, Black, and Blonde hair adorned this young mans head. Hints of crimson could be seen if you got up close to his purple eyes. His name was Yami, the dark part of the one called Yugi.
He had seen Bakura taken by an Ambulance. He followed it to the large white building labeled 'Hospital'. Entering the building, Yami looked around for the white haired angel.
Chii: It'll be a dark story….
Na: No kidding….