Okay then here we are with 'My dearest writer' the Eminita LoL Fic, in this we will pick up where we left off, so to recap: Nasus had found Eminita who has a fuzzy memory of her time with Azir and Nasus and the time frame left her to ponder her age, although it was not explained upon yet but Malzahar also once knew Eminita, when we left them Eminita was at Azir's temporary accommodation in the Institute of war, however something else is going on as a few summoners have taken interest in Eminita. (NOTE: Eminita sees des things called weaves of fate she does, all fancy and golden, they are essentiality the fate/path of person they are connected to, when the person has no real goal or destination, the weave circles them like a halo only larger, she can also derive certain info from it, anywho saying this now to save confusion later)

Eminta's P.O.V

Eminita sat in Azir's room, a smile gracing her lips, although the last memories of her time with him were of anguish and hurt, she still felt a sense of familiarity when with the person she still saw as a child and Nasus too! Her friend and battle brother, their friendship; forged by the heat of war and tempered by the cooling waters of peace, her smiled grew as she looked at these two; the people she once knew. Then there was Sivir, descended of Azir's blood, she seemed nice enough although her eyes seemed to portray a sort of sadness or hatred, she couldn't quite place it though. Sivir noticed Eminita starring at her and she seemed to squirm under her gaze. However, her mind turned to someone who was not in their midst, as if he'd read her mind or at the very least seen her brow furrow at the thought of the one not present.

"You seem troubled Eminita, what's wrong?" Nasus's tone was laden with concern.

"I know this is meant to be a joyous occasion, but I cannot help and wonder, Nasus" Nasus gave her a strange look, as if he knew the question, but wanted to hear her say it first.

"What is it, old friend?"

"Where is your brother, Nasus, Where is Renekton?" The room fell silent at the mention of Renekton's name.

"He….He…." Azir cut in.

"Nasus, allow me, you have suffered enough for my mistake" Eminita raised her eyebrow at this; his mistake referring the failed Ascension ceremony.

"Your mistake, Wait, what do you mean by that?" Azir's face turned to a mix of despair and sadness.

"I think it is best if I show you"

Institute holding Cells/Vault

Azir held a lantern up as they passed several pit containing void spawns, when they reached what seemed to a normal jail cell the only difference was reinforced crosslink bars, Azir pointed to the Cell, he passed her the lantern, and she drew closer to the bars.

"Renekton?" she spoke as it echoed through the cell, she heard a hiss from behind the bars, as Renekton, lunged forward, snapping his jaws, the only thing stopping him from tearing her limb from limb was the cell bars and chains that held him in place, Azir spoke his tone dark.

"This…is Renekton, or at least what's left of him" she looked upon the animal in the cell, rabid and bloodthirsty, his eyes were not that of the being she once called friend, but of a savage animal who knew only to kill.

"Bu…but what happened to him" a different voice then spoke, a warped twisted voice.

"That, voice" Eminita then turned to face it, she'd always remember that voice, no matter how warped, twisted or distorted it got, the voice of that man would forever be with her, even if she didn't have much memory back, she spat his name as she spoke it.

"Xerath" the form of pure magic approached its magical holding cell.

"Eminita…" they both stood staring at one another, before he turned and went back to the darkness of his cell.

"Just tell her Azir or shall I do it for you" Azir glared at Xerath.

"What does he mean Azir" Azir sighed before he spoke.

"After my failed ascendance, Xerath had gained much power turning into" he motioned towards Xerath's cell

"That, all my people were gone all but three, Nasus, Xerath and Renekton. Nasus and Renekton, the valiant champions they were, did all they could to battle Xerath, and stop him from getting free, however he was too…" Xerath stirred as Azir went to speak, he paused reconsidering his words

"He overwhelmed them, so Renekton seeing no other way forced him into the vault, telling Nasus to seal them both into it; Nasus did so with great regret, but did it for the good of all of Runeterra"

Eminita faced the beast, her stoical face concealing her thoughts of helping her friend. She looked and watched the broken and tangled weave that belonged to Renekton circle him, its movements jagged, he was…broken. There must be a way to restore what him.

"Emmi, I know what you're thinking, I've thought it too, but those thought will only lead to despair"

"I…I-I'm sorry, dear child" Eminita dropped to her knees.

"Aunty Em?" Azir spoke with confusion.

"I-I-I should never have left, I should have stayed, I should have tried to stop all this from happening", he knelt down looking at her

"Don't blame yourself, I am at fault for this, it was I who set these event's in motion, I was young and foolish then" she looked up at him.

"No, I was foolish if I had stayed, then maybe I could have…"

"Eminita, that's enough" she flinched at him ushering her proper name.

"I know you feel guilty for this, but it was not your fault, do not tell yourself it is, if you had stayed you would have shared the same fate as the others of our civilization, and don't try to tell me otherwise, I had lost everything, you are one of the only things I have left of then, if you drive yourself into despair…." Eminita looked up at him, at Azir he may still have been a child, but he had matured at the very least, she smiled at him.

"You certainly have grown haven't dear child" Xearth spoke

"What a touching revelation" Both glared at him.

"Come Aunty Emmi, let us look forward, for the sun rises once more, just as Shurima will once more" His choice of words was interesting, but she was inspired by them none the less.

"Yes…Yes your right, the sun rises again, let our dark past be washed away by its warming embrace" she stood a smile on her face once more.

"Come the others must be waiting for us" The turned to leave the dungeon, as they did Eminita failed to notice the weave that was linked to Xearth reach through the Bars as did Renektons, linking with one another, Xerath chuckled slightly.

"Simple fools, Renekton" Renekton snapped towards Xerath's voice, hissing and growling.

"Peace, old Friend" he summoned a small ball of magical light and sent it towards him, Renekton calmed the small ball of light captivating him, he fell back sitting down staring at the ball of light.

"Soon…Patience is a virtue; one I have thanks to your brother and….Her"

Sometime later

Institute's Gardens

Nasus's P.O.V

Nasus stood just out of sight of Eminita who had taken a seat underneath a cherry tree in the gardens.

"Come on Nasus, just do it, you've already lost her once, don't wait for her to leave again" he whispered to himself.

"What are you whispering about?" Nasus jumped a little as Sivir seemed to appear next to him.

"Oh…it's you Sivir, don't startle me like that" she smiled.

"aaaww, did I scare the little puppy" she put on a joking tone, which resulted in a Glare from him.

"But in all due seriousness what the hell are you doing here, not spying on Eminita are you?"

"W-What no, I would, never…"

"You are, oh, oh, oh you so are, don't try to lie either, cause you suck at lying" he gave a low growl, at Sivir's taunting, but she stopped her taunting and spoke to him again, this time with a different tone, a softer more understanding tone.

"Why are you standing here then" he gave her a look of disbelief.

"Pardon" she smirked.

"It's clear how you feel about her, the look is so obvious; I've seen it on so many summoners when they look at me" she said taking a matter of fact stance.

"I-I…Oh your right, I do feel for her, but…but I can't we…I", she shushed him.

"Just go over there and talk to her" she gave him a, don't try to argue look, he sighed she was right, simply standing off in the shadows wasn't going to do him any good, he took a deep breath and sucked up his courage.

Emintia's P.O.V

Eminita smiled as she sat down beneath a tree in the moonlight she cocked her head skywards looking at the open ceiling that revealed the night's sky, how many times had she sat out and gazed at the stars, at times it felt as if she had been doing it since before the stars were even there.

"Quite nice isn't it old friend" she looked towards the voice to see Nasus approaching her.

"Indeed, it is"

"Mind if I sit with you" She smiled.

"You don't need an invitation to sit with me Nasus" he smiled as he took his seat beneath the tree, both sat in relative silence, the occasional sound of summoners coming or going, there were even a few couples enjoying the night it seemed by the sounds.

"It feels as if it has been an age since I last sat down and enjoyed the night sky"

"You should do it more often, it's quite soothing" Nasus seemed hesitant for some reason.

"You seem as if you want to ask me something my friend" he flinched as she spoke, he took a deep breath.

"Something has been on my mind for a while now, and I'm unsure how to proceed about it"

"Speak your mind Nasus, we few remaining Shuriman's must stick together" He gave her a look of uncertainty, at her words.

"I….um…It's…..well….Um, Never mind, it's nothing I'm sure you'll find it stupid" he stood quickly scurrying off; Eminita raised her eyebrow, whispering to herself.

"Still not able to, say it Nasus" She sighed going back to looking at the stars, his nervousness was understandable, considering their history.

Nasus's P.O.V

Sivir stood before Nasus shaking her head.

"What happened?"

"Listen Sivir I appreciate you trying to help me, but Emmi and I…its complicated okay, just leave it be please" he began to walk off, he knew Sivir meant well, but she simply didn't understand.

Sivir's P.O.V

Sivir sighed as Nasus walked off, she clenched her teeth, what was she doing giving him advice on trying to talk to a girl, one that was as good looking as Eminita as well, she had to admit when she first saw her she was captivating, she had never felt that way before, well as least about a female, she shook her head, that could wait until later right now she had a job to do.

AANNDD to be a dick I'll end it here, hope you enjoyed the first instalment of my dearest writer, I hope you liked it and sorry it took so long to produce this and the others I said I'd do will take a little longer so yeah hang in there, anyways have fantasic day, night, evening or afternoon and I'll see you in the chapters to come :)