ZEHRA apu.. Deleted happy bdy and advanced happy ff anniversary..
To aap ek aur saal jyada budhi ho gayi hehe
acha acha koi baat nahi..
To budhi hone ki khushi mey ek os..
Aphi ki idea bt mere wajase sayed bigar gaya..
Aab dekho mein couple os likhungi to wo ajeeb to hoga hi..no doubt..kiuki meri jaise choti si bachi couple ki mtlb bhi nahi jnti na.. *jyada ho gaya i think*
but fr u I'm here with couple os..wo bhi aapke fav couple pey..
Rajvi..
Pasand na bhi aye to bhi tareef jarur krna..
Purvi sat down on the sofa and touched her belly..
Rajat has informed he will be late, it's usual in their job but Purvi is feeling like she is being neglected
She should be neglected; she had betrayed his trust, played with his feelings
But she didn't did it intentionally
She really thought she has got the most beautiful gift of life
Aftr 5years of their marriages when she didn't conceive they moved to doctors
They assured both of them are totally fit to have a child and they must not take much stress about it
Rajat never pressurized her nor did say anything about that...
But her mind was not at peace...her friends who got married aftr her is already a mother. Her collogues whoever is married now have a kid, but she!
Then at that point of time, during those desperate desires of a child suddenly she started getting those symptoms
Dizziness nausea and all those of a pregnant woman.
A feeling of completeness engulfed her, but when she tried the test with the kit it came out positive
Purvi rushed the news to Rajat a great celebration was about to come, but Rajat decided to see doctor for more assurance once
They decide to move to doctor next day but that very day they were visiting his friend
And Purvi fainted there; among the gang was a doctor who checked her declared her as pregnant
Having confirmed they took the appointment of two days later
Waves of happiness peace and fulfilness engulfed their life
Two days passed like an hour...
Informing team family friends celebrating...
They were so excited that when aftr two days they attended the appointment both have them didn't think slightly about anything wrong
Some regular blood test were performed but then came the first shock
Doctor denied that she is pregnant
It was like crashing of the whole world to them, they requested the doctor to repeat the test.
The doctor Fr perfect result advised USG
And it all got cleared...she was not pregnant...never
When they were coming out from doctor she can't even meet Rajat's eyes
Strangely first time aftr their relation Rajat didn't console him.
He was really lost, he too had dreamt for being a father, a daughter, a small baby clutching his shirt, the smell of baby, then the small steps she will take and then the call of 'pa...paa..h'
he had dreamt all this but now
he know that Purvi is no where responsible for this
doctors said it's a false pregnancy, just a matter of change in hormones
it's nothing to do with anybody's will, it's real that all symptoms indicate pregnancy
Rajat is now feeling a pain of broken dream
aftr reaching home Rajat said tiredly "tum fresh ho jao, mein dinner order kr deta hu"
Purvi looked at Rajat, now she can't control any more "Rajat mujhe sach mey nahi malum tha ki yea sab jhuth hey mujhe laga mein sach mey"
Rajat looked at her and pulled her in a comforting hug, didn't said any word
Purvi felt his heartbeat high, and he felt her low sobs
Purvi came back from her memory lane, from that day Rajat is again back to his reserved mode
that he was from the very first day of bureau but he turned bit free gradually with their relation then marriage
and aftr the news of pregnancy he had just shed off all this and was so jolly that even their extended family in bureau teased him "abhie se uchal rahe ho..bad mey to Purvi ko do do bache sambhalna hoga"
bur now he is back to his reserved avtar, one or two word answer to each question..the silence zone surrounding him be it in bureau or in home
everyone advised to give him time
Purvi sighed, they were in a surrounding of lose, just like they are going through a recent death in home
but whose death? What is lost?
Someone who never came
Purvi heard the doorbell
she got up and opened the door
Rajat was standing there looking towards the door opposite to their home
Purvi looked following his eyes
a small kid was in his father's lap busy in eating father's nose
Purvi softly touched Rajat
Rajat looked at her and entered, sat down on sofa
Purvi sat beside him, Rajat looked at her "Purvi mein..mein pata nahi kyun vul hi nahi pata..aisa lagta hey jaise meine kho diya bahut keemti cheez"
Purvi nodded in no and pressed his shoulder
he rested his head on her shoulder
"Purvi pata hey meine kabhie shikayet nahi kiya ki shadi ki itne salo mey hume bacha kyun nahi hua per jab firse yea sab sapna"
Purvi softly caressed his head "mujhe nahi pata Rajat bhagwan ne aisa majaq kyun kiya humare saath..per kya hum ek bar yea sab vul jindegi ko agey nahi bara sakte?"
Rajat just wrapped a hand around her
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Four months had passed, life is now nearly in its old track
that day Purvi, Shreya and daya was returning from the spot.
Getting down from car at bureau parking Purvi was moving towards the main door when suddenly darkness spread in front of her eyes and feeling a great spin she fall down
Shreya noticed her "Purvi..."
daya hurriedly moved to her and tried to make her conscious but in vain
he carried her to restroom and called for doctor
She declared the most awaited news once again...
But now no one got excited...Rajat explained the whole thing
the doctor assured them and aftr another USG it's confirmed
getting the confirmed news the first thing Rajat did was closing his eyes taking a deep breath...two tiny tears peeping from the corner of his eyes..
Atlas the wait is over...it's no more a phantom, its real
chalo r and r