Okay i havent been on her for a long time but i've wanted too and then to get me back into my other story i started randomly writing this one and out of no where got my inspiration back...

So this is my new story and its MerDer and Au and i hope u'll enjoy and give it a chance it does get better i promise.

Fix You

The elevator doors slid shut behind him but Derek Shepherd barely noticed. He could muster no real interest for his surroundings. The hospital that tomorrow would be his workplace carried on around him. I t was different to his private practise in New York he did not need to look around to know that. Change was what he had come for. What had driven him here to the other side of the country. Straight to the one person he knew would understand him, to the girl who despite their complicated history he could never call just a friend. He had tried too. Right from the first time of meeting her at his parents home when she was eighteen but never with something that could be called success. Meredith Grey would always be more than that to him. According to his, soon to be ex wife, it was only Meredith that did not understand that and Derek knew that that sentiment held a strong ring of truth around it.

A weary hand rubbed over his face to try and physically push those thoughts away. Not willing to go down the path that would lead him straight to what had really driven him here to her. The infidelity of his wife had been an excuse. An excuse he had to have to stop him feeling like he was running out on his whole family when they were grieving too. However, to stay and face what had happened and to learn to live with it was for him beyond comprehension. Therefore, he was here. In Seattle where she was and for him that made sense. More sense than anything else had lately in his life.

"Derek…?"

The voice brought his head back up sharply. Tortured blue gaze searching out the green he knew would be waiting for him. He watched as it changed from confused to tender and complete understanding. His name uttered so simply in her soft voice was like a caress but also stood as a fleeting warning before she threw herself into his waiting arms.

He caught and held her as close as was possible. Warmth he had been missing for the last three weeks spreading through him as her arms wrapped tightly around him.

"I'm so sorry…"

Whispered into his throat the movement of her lips felt like a kiss. Though they were words, he had been hearing repeatedly the last few weeks none had consoled him more than hers had. Meredith understood him. She had understood Mark and somehow made their brother like friendship turn from the bond of two to the bond of three.

"Me too Mer."

Tears he had not before allowed himself to cry now burnt his eyes as they fell. Hiding them from everyone but her, he buried his face in her hair. Allowing the comfort of her body, the familiar scent of her and the gentle movements of her hands on his back to soothe him.

"I'm here."

Meredith had no idea if they were the right words to say but they were all she could think of to say. He was broken. The man who had always been there for her was broken and she wanted nothing more than to fix him. But she knew she could'nt. He had lost his brother. She had lost one of the two of the most important men in her life and she did not know how to get back from that herself.

"That's why I'm here."

Derek whispered as he felt her own tears dampen his shirt. Maybe this was why he had come. The thought she would need him just as he needed her.

So that was that that...

Please review and let me know what you think or if anyone is still interested in me continuing 'You Found Me'