Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or any of the characters associated with Twilight, Stephenie Meyer does.

A/N: The story takes place during Breaking Dawn. Jacob has just discovered that Bella is pregnant. The fic is rated M, for language.

*Chapter 1*

The Day Sam's Music Died

Leah's POV

Why does life have to be so bad, and why does my life have to be the queen of fucking bad. It wasn't always like this. I just woke up one morning and God decided to open the clouds and say "I hate you, Leah Clearwater."Tonight was no exception. Actually tonight went in the Leah Clearwater Hall Of Fame for Shitty Nights.

Bella came back from her honeymoon a few days ago, still human may I add. But it turns out that Mrs. Leechlover managed to get herself impregnated with the spawn of Freak-a-zoid Cullen. I found this very amusing at first, and then the Jacob's feelings and memories overcame me. I couldn't help but to feel bad for the little prick. We were expecting Bella to come home (that is if she came home) as a vampire, but this just shocked the howl out of a wolf, and confirmed my theories the Bella Swan (or Cullen, whatever the fuck she was calling herself nowadays) is a complete IDIOT.

While Jacob went all "Days of Our Lives" on us, I was trying to figure out how the hell she got that much pregnant, that fast. I have to admit my mind drifted until Sam started talking about attacking. Tonight. We were at the cliff working on our attack plan but all I could think about was my mother and Seth. I knew we would have to go into war someday (come on we're werewolves and vampires are our natural born enemies, we only exist to destroy them) but wasn't there a way we could possibly exclude my dweeb brother.

Seth was torn apart as it was. He had started a bro-mance with Edward Cullen last year, when we had to fight that stupid redhead and her army of dumbasses. Now it had grown into a full love affair with not only Freak-a-zoid but with the entire Cullen coven, and that's because mom always told us not to talk to smart ass Victorian wantabes. But leave it to my brother to sleep with the enemy.

"Shut up, Leah," Seth yelled, clearly hearing my previous thoughts. "Just because you hate the Cullens, doesn't mean its right to kill an innocent baby."

"I never said I thought it was righ…"

"Seth it doesn't matter if you or Leah thinks it right or wrong, we will do what is best for our people and YOU WILL HELP US ATTACK THE CULLENS AND GET KILL WHATEVER BELLA IS CARRYING."

My brother fell as Sam's alpha command took over. It was hard to see my brother whimpering on the ground. I swear sometimes Sam can be a real dick, I know that he's The Alpha and shit but Seth is young and stupid he can at least cut him a little slack.

"Are you gonna start too?" Sam questioned, and of course it's not like me to keep my fat mouth shut.

"Well you don't have to be such an asshole; he's just a little kid. Do you always have to have him on the ground begging for your royal assness?"

"Leah, why do you always have to be so difficult?"

"because what kind of a sister would I be if I let any Dick- in- Command boss my broth…"

"What if I don't want to follow you're command?"

Sam and I both turned around as we felt the Alpha voice vibrate through our bodies. For a minute I thought it was Seth but as I looked over to him I noticed that Sam still held him to the ground. I noticed as Paul, Jared, Embry, and Quil all were staring at Jacob Black with shock. Had Jacob really done it? How did he manage to pull off that incredibly strong ALPHA voice?

"You will do what I say, Jacob", Sam (while still gaining back his manliness) commanded,

This was getting good. Jacob didn't even shriek. I know that Jacob has Alpha blood in him; everyone knows he is the true descendent of Ephraim Black, Chief of the Quileute Tribe. But Jake didn't want it. Was his love for Bella that strong?

"No, you're wrong Sam. I will not attack the Cullens without warning. Ephraim Black's great grandson was never supposed to take orders from Levi Uley's."

Damn.

Everyone watched in horror.

"Jacob what have you done?"

Jake just turned around and left. Like nothing. None of us had ever seen anything like this. Sam looked like if someone had crashed into him. Quil and Embry started howling like if they just had their hearts ripped out. The rest of the packed (including me) just seemed shocked.

My brother looked dazed as he got up from the floor. He had the same look he had when he was five and he had lost his teddy bear. Jake was his best friend. But his pain was different from Quil and Embry's, and they had been Jake's friends forever.

Out of nowhere Seth looks up. He looks at me with pleading eyes, but he doesn't seem to be thinking anything.

"What's wrong Seth? Are you hurt?"

Silence

"Seth, tell me what's wrong"

Sam notices my worry and turns to Seth.

"Seth don't"

That's when I realized. Seth wasn't being oddly quiet. I couldn't hear his thoughts anymore. I just stood there as Seth turned and followed Jake into the woods.

"Seth I command you to stop. Come back now."

I just stood there in disbelief as my brother, my little Seth, ran away from our Alpha. Ignoring all commands. This was so not Seth-like. I was jealous. How did he do that? Ever since I joined this God awful pack I was trying to find a way out, a way to stop this insane excuse for a life, a way to stop having all my emotions, feeling, and thoughts shared with prepubescent little turps. To get the hell away from him.

Sam and the rest of the pack howled for about another five minutes, some out of hurt, and others out of anger. With the exception of Paul, stupid ass seemed downright gitty that Jacob had left, probably thinking that with Jake gone he was that much closer to becoming Sam's Beta, anything to kiss Sam's ass. Dickhead.

I had had enough of this night. I wanted to go home.

"Leah"

I turned to look at Sam.

"Where are you going?"

"Cool it; I'm going home…. to tell my mom about Seth."

He kept staring at me. Like if he was trying to figure out what I was really thinking. Retard like if he wasn't in my head all the damn time.

He gave me an angered look as I turned around and left.

A/N: Thank you for reading my story. Please R&R. It's my first fic, so please be gentle. I will update as fast as I can. But to let you know this will be a Blackwater Fic because it's the only way to go. TTFN