If only there had been more time, maybe then Rose would have been able to tell me of her life.

The new life in the parallel universe.

Sometimes I wondered if maybe there were timelord in that universe.

Perhaps if there were, maybe Rose would meet one, maybe she would enjoy traveling in space with another timelord.

The only thing I had learned was about was that she was back in the record shop where she had worked in this world.

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If only there was more time, maybe then I would have been able to look at how much she had changed.

Her lair was a tad longer, she had different eyes as well.

They were so sad, flickering from side to side nervously when we spoke.

It seemed as if she didn't want to meet my gaze, as if she would burst into tears when she did.

Actually, I was a little thankful she and I didn't look into each other's eyes, when we did it was hard not to let myself cry.

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If only there was more time, maybe then I wouldn't have hesitated when telling her the truth.

She was trying her best not to cry, but they kept coming, slipping down her face, never ceasing.

I felt cowardly.

I could defeat Daleks, Oods, Cybermen, I could save hundreds of lives . . . but I couldn't express myself when I needed to.

If only there had been more time, maybe then I would have told her I loved her.