Breaking through my barriers

Disclaimer: i do not own twilight or it's characters just Crystal

Summary: Crystal Uley is a troubled girl with a very terrible past, she created her own protective shell and no one can get through, not even her own parents and her brother Sam who she now lives with, arriving at forks, washington crystal meets a hot-tempered shape-shifter named paul who will stop at nothing just to see her smile...WARNING RAPE AND FOUL LANGUAGE..

I am a 17 year old girl with long black hair which reaches mid-back with slight curls at the end, i am 5 ft 5 inches with a natural tan, i am also currently the only one in my entire family besides my mom with soft grey eyes, i am from Chicago and i moved to Forks, Washington to live with my big brother and my name is Crystal Beth Uley.

Well now since my last name has been discovered, i think it's safe to say that my brother's name is Sam Ryan Uley, he lives at a place named la push with his wife Emily whom i have yet to meet, i guess you could say that i am a bit on the odd side but hey, that never stopped me from trying to socialize, keyword 'trying,' it seems no one from my old town don't really want to talk to someone like me.

You ask why they don't want to, well it's pretty simple, it because they think I'm Emo, i can't help it if i prefer dark stuff to girly stuff like pink and high heels, i prefer to fade into the background a lot and many people call me creepy for that but i just ignore them like I've been doing ever since i entered high school.

I am currently sitting on one of those airport seats, lounging about, not even bothering to search for my brother who i know will undoubtedly be there to pick me up, i was listening to my iPhone with my legs sprawled out on the seat while some old lady kept giving me glares. I was wearing a black headband on my head, a black tank top which had the words 'don't like me? well tell that to someone who gives a fuck' written on it in small but very visible red letters, i also had on black military boots with spikes around the opening completed with a very torn up black cameo pants which were filled with lots of pockets of all sizes, i wore extensive black eyeliner and a choker which had engraved on it in bold letter ' Rules are made to be broken.'

Hearing someone couching behind of me, i sighed once again thinking that it was airport security, ready with an insult already on the tip of my tongue, i turned around only to blink in shock when i saw my brother standing there, well i was not shocked because of his presence but because he was fucking huge, he looked to be like 6 ft 6, smiling down at me he held his hand out for me to take it but i just stared him in the eyes not even blinking, he shifted on his foot looking suddenly unnerved by my stare, smirking to myself i grabbed his hand and he pulled me up off the couch and i vaguely heard the old lady opposite me breathing out a sigh, i looked at her and she caught my eyes, i then snorted at her and she gave me another glare which i rolled my eyes at before i looked back at Sam.

Sam was smiling at me showing me his rows of pearly white teeth, " well, well, you sure grew up, quite different then i thought i might add, so how was your trip?" he asked excitedly.

I gave him a bored stare which made his smile falter a bit, " i was very uncomfortable, they put me next to a uh... rather large passenger."

Sam laughed at me but i clearly was not amused and i am very sure Sam noticed when he saw the bored look on my face, he stopped laughing with an embarrassed air around him and he suddenly became nervous which caused a smile to bloom on my face which clearly looked like it unnerved him, " well um... so how are mom and dad doing?"

I stopped smiling and a small frown appeared on my face, i didn't really tell him why i moved here, i only told him that i wanted a change of scenery and that i missed him and he seemed to accept that but i couldn't really tell him the real reason, it hurt too much to think about it, " their doing fine, they even adopted a new baby, his name is Blake, Blake Andrew Uley," he looked at me in silence for a while before a smile erupted on his face.

I had to scoff internally at that, he smiled too much, if he was anyone else i would have punched their front teeth out just to ruin their smile but alas i cannot, i would never hurt my brother, oh wait, let's rephrase that, i would not want to be hurt by my brother, what if i was to punch his teeth out and i broke my hand in the process? i have rather soft and delicate skin.

" So.. Crissy, i actually want you to meet my wife Emily," Sam said jovially.

I wanted to flip him off but i couldn't, he was the only one i have left and i was not about to ruin my last connection to my family, " um..sure, why not."

Sam smiled once more and held his hand out for me, i looked at him for a while before walking off, just because i didn't want to lose him didn't mean that i had to actually become another person just to please him, if he loved me then he would understand and deal with who i am.

Jogging up next to me, Sam just stared at me with a look of deep concentration on his face the entire way out the airport and i simply ignored him by listening to my iPhone, hailing a taxi he helped the taxi driver load my bags into the compartment and i stepped inside not even taking out my ear phones, sighing softly i leaned my head against the window the same time rain start drizzling, frowning i looked at Sam who was staring at a stain which looked eerily like blood on the carpet of the taxi, shaking my head slowly i went back to leaning my head against the window, watching the rain slide down the glass.