Okay this is the first chapter hope you guys like it!!!!
Oh I don't own VA the characters or the songs.
Do You Love Me Yet?
Chapter 1:
I was standing behind the red velvet curtains, with my dark purple sparkly guitar on and Mason with his Midnight sparkly blue guitar on and Eddie on the drums.
"Now we've heard that this band is really good so we got them in to perform to you tonight, oh and no snacks." Lissa announced. She was the school captain along with Aaron. I was the sports and music captains and also I was head of the Fundraiser Committee. Eddie was the other Sport Captain and Mason was Vice along with Meredith. I liked to hope that Dimitri was secretly proud of me.
The curtains opened and Mason and I started walking up to the microphones. We grabbed them and moved them back. When the curtains revealed us we heard a few boo's I was actually finding it funny. I looked at Dimitri to see him shake his head smiling. I felt so happy seeing him out there he was the only reason that I hadn't ran off the stage yet. I heard Eddie counting us in for 'Losing Grip'
"Okay, we write our own songs and music. Umm. What else should I say? Oh Eddie is on the drums, Mason and I are on the guitar." I told them. "I'm better at the guitar than Mason though he'd never admit it." I whispered the last part and everyone laughed. Eddie started counting in again….5.…4.….3.…2.…1.….Me and Mason started on the guitar while someone at the back was doing the keyboard and Eddie then started on the drums.
I took a deep breath then when the lyrics came I froze up. I mad a cut motion to the others and they immediately stopped I felt very claustrophobic. I started taking deep breaths and nodded to Eddie. When I faced the crowd again I seen movement from my peripheral vision and turned to the left and seen Andre. I blinked and then he wasn't there. I faced back around and then we started again. When it came to the lyrics I started singing at first there was a gasp. Lissa was very shocked through the bond. I looked at Dimitri and seen he had wide eyes. He looked very surprised and I smirked at him.
Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby?
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real..
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you?
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say...
I was left to cry there, waiting outside there
Grinnin' with a lost stare,
That's when I decided...
Why should I care?
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone...
You, you need to listen!
I'm startin' to trip,
I'm losin' my grip
And I'm in this thing alone...
Am I just some chick you placed beside you,
To take somebody's place?
When you turn around can you recognize my face..?
You used to love me, you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case,
Everything wasn't okay..
I was left to cry there
Waiting outside there
Grinnin' with a lost stare,
thats when i decided...
Why should I care?
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared,
I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I'm startin' to trip
I'm losin' my grip
And I'm in this thing alone
Cryin' out loud
I'm cryin' out loud
Cryin' out loud
I'm cryin' out loud
Open your eyes
Open up wide
Why should I care
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared,
I was so alone
Why should I care
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared,
I was so alone
Why should I care?
If you don't care, then I don't care
We're not going anywhere
Why should I care?
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone
Why should I care?
If you don't care, then I don't care
We're not goin' anywhere
When we finished up the song there was a round of applause and people whistled and shouted.
We started playing another song 'Nobody's Fool'
I looked at Dimitri and narrowed my eyes I knew he was watching and that he was here being a Guardian but I felt really weird and tingly when I looked at him. I felt like I was going to float away when he smiled back at me I felt so happy. I could practically see the hearts floating out of my head if they're were any.
Fall back
Take a look at me
And you'll see I'm for real
I feel what only I can feel
And if that don't appeal to you
Let me know
And I'll go
'Cuz I flow
Better when my colors show
And that's the way it has to be
Honestly
'Cuz creativity could never bloom
In my room
I'd throw it all away before I lie
So don't call me with a compromise
Hang up the phone
I've got a backbone stronger than yours
La la la la la la
La la la la la la la
La la la la la la
[chorus]
If you're trying to turn me into someone else
Its easy to see I'm not down with that
I'm not nobody's fool
If you're trying to turn me into something else
I've seen enough and I'm over that
I'm not nobody's fool
If you wanna bring me down
Go ahead and try
Go ahead and try
You don't know
You think you know me like yourself
But I fear
That you're only telling me what I wanna hear
But do you give a damn
Understand
That I can't not be what I am
I'm not the milk and cheerios in your spoon
Its not a simple hearing but not so soon
I might've fallen for that when I was fourteen
In a little more dream
But its amazing what a couple can mean
La la la la la la
La la la la la la la
La la la la la la
[chorus]
Go ahead and try
Try and look me in the eye
But you'll never see inside
Until you realize, realize
Things are trying to settle down
Just try to figure out
Exactly what I'm about
If its with or without you
I don't need you doubting me
[chorus]
La la la la la la
La la la la la la la
La la la la la la
Would you be laughing out loud
If I played to my own crowd
Try
After the song finished I turned off the Amp and unplugged it from the Amp cord out of the Amp and out of my electric guitar and wound it up. The curtains started closing and I seen Lissa walk on stage and smile at me right before it closed. We finished packing up and I put my guitar back in the case. We then exited and went back behind the stage and I walked straight to the door waving at them. I walked to the entry where Dimitri was standing near the door and looked at him. I grabbed his arm making sure he or no one seen me or him and pulled him outside. He looked ready to fight and I smirked then smiled my Man Eater smile and then skipped off leaving him there dazed. I went back inside the back sage area. Before I opened the door I looked at Dimitri and then opened the door and went back in.
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