AN: Hey there readers! So I'm a big fan of this website called 'Six Billion Secrets' (Google it, just anything by Spartz Media is brilliant) and it got me thinking: what would each member of New Directions write if they all submitted a secret on the website? And this came out. I know these kinds of things aren't really approved of on here, but I really wanted to put it up and see what y'all thought! The secrets are up in a somewhat random order so flits from the original members to members that joined in Season Three and all the time in between the three series. Season Four characters are disregarded in this as I know very little about them (Glee is on a satellite channel in the UK and I've yet to see it come up on said channel *sadface*) Also, no names are directly given from the submitters as it's rare for people on the website to put their real name and location so it kinda leaves you to an easy guessing game.
Warnings include: References to homophobia, slash, reference to disability discrimination, references to mental health isses, heartbreak, references to verbal and physical domestic abuse, swears and references to underage drinking and drug use.
Anywho, enough rambling from me, enjoy the drabbly what-not this is and if you have the time, please feel free to review; I'd like to know if this is any good. Enjoy! L xxx
'I love to sing.
One day I'm going to be a Broadway star, I just know it.
I post videos of me singing on my MySpace page and people from my school comment saying I can't sing and I should have never been born.
I never let them see, but deep down it kills me.'
RBB (*) (Self-Esteem)
'I'm gay.
I didn't choose to be gay so please just leave me alone.
The slushy facials, dumpster tosses, locker shoves and names are getting to be too much.'
Fairy (Crying in my room) (Love)
'I am the biggest bitch at my school.
Everyone knows not to mess with me.
My secret? I hate having to be like this, but if I let the wrong people get too close they'll find out I'm in love with my best friend.
She's straight and can never find out.'
Hottest Bitch (in Ohio) (Love)
'I'm your typical badass on the football team.
I drink, do a little drugs and torment anyone that gets in my way.
But really? I only do it so I can survive high school.
I'm surrounded by horrible people.'
Trying to get through high school (sorry "dweebs") (Friends)
'I'm the most popular guy in school.
I'm captain of the football team and I'm dating the head cheerleader.
What no-one knows is I'm in love with a 'loser' that I barely know. But if I date her then people will pick on me too, like they pick on her.
I'm such a coward.'
Coward (in love with someone else) (Love)
'I'm in a wheelchair.
I was in a car accident when I was 7 and was paralysed from the waist down.
I act like I'm fine with being in a wheelchair, like I've accepted it.
But the truth? My one dream is to dance.
I'll never get to achieve it and it kills me inside.'
Nerd (in a wheelchair) (Hope)
'Me and this guy were dating in our Freshman year.
I broke up with him at the start of our Sophomore year, saying me and my current boyfriend had grown close at summer camp.
Really? I'd wanted to be with my current boyfriend since the moment I saw him, when I was with my ex.
I'm so sorry.'
Guilty Girl (Somewhere) (Love)
'I am the most popular girl in school.
Hot, skinny and Head Cheerleader.
What people don't know is I used to be a fat, ugly nerd that nobody liked.
I went to a different high school to everyone at my middle school and had a huge makeover during summer vacation.
And I'm never going back. I'm done with being ugly.'
Lucy (Not my name at school) (Self-esteem)
'I'm overweight.
Like seriously overweight, I'm 5'3" and buy size 16/18 clothes.
Society says I need to lose weight and be skinny, but I love my body.
I love who I am.'
Never gonna change (I'm happy as I am) (Self-esteem)
'I'm an exchange student.
I'm spending the year in America and I'm from Ireland.
I hate that people find it hard to understand me because of my accent.
It's hard enough to make friends being the new kid as it is.'
Irish Boy (living in America) (Friends)
'Because of some of the things I say, everyone thinks I'm stupid.
I'm not. I have dyslexia and dyscalculia with a different view on the world.
There's nothing stupid about that.'
Dumb Blonde Cheerleader (Using spell-check and a calculator) (Self-Esteem)
'Everyone thinks I'm a spoilt brat.
I get whatever I ask for and my Dad gives me hundreds of dollars for no reason.
I act like I love it, but really I would trade it all for him to hug me and say he's proud of me any day.'
Spoilt Brat (in my designer room) (Family)
'I want to be a professional dancer.
But my Dad wants me to do medicine and become a doctor like him.
I don't care what he thinks, I'm going to follow my dream.
I won't let him stand in my way anymore.'
I'm a dancer (not a doctor) (Hope)
'I kind of wish my friends never brought me back from Kentucky.
A little part of me enjoyed being a stripper.
The women who threw themselves at me made me feel attractive.'
White Chocolate (away from my family) (Self-esteem)
'I'm a devout Christian.
There are many quotes in the Bible that state that homosexuality is wrong.
I don't care what the Bible says, God loves all of his children no matter what. If He made them to be homosexual then they should stay true to who they really are.
Love is love, people.'
Dreadlocks (Ohio) (Love)
'I'm gay.
My Dad doesn't approve of my "choice".
I used to idolise him, and now I can't wait to never see him again.
I will go to New York with the love of my life, another boy.
Deal with it.'
Gay Son (not going to be who you want me to be) (Love)
'I'm a total badass in my school.
With my height and weight, no-one messes with me.
But it means no guy gives me a chance because all they see is my hard exterior.
And it sucks.'
I'm actually really nice (When I've not got my guard up) (Self-Esteem)
'I'm in my school's Glee club.
I thought joining it would mean I'm more noticed by my peers.
But I'm not, I'm just as invisible as ever except to one or two people in the group.
My plan failed.'
Invisible boy (hiding in the shadows) (School)
AN2: So that's it! Is it any good? Please feel free to review if you have the time. Thank you and I'll write soon! [Plug] If you're a Taylor Swit fan, please check out my Taylor Swift series inspired by (of course) Taylor Swift and SpecialBookworm-394, I'd really appreciate it! [/Plug]
