Dear Diary,
Saying goodbye to Jake was the hardest thing ever. I can't tell him goodbye. He's my best friend. I don't feel like writing a lot today.
-Nessie
I put my dairy in the bag with the rest of my stuff. I looked around my empty room, trying not to cry. I remember yesterday when I said bye to Jake...
"Jake, I need to tell you something." I said to him on the beach.
"What is it Nessie?" He asked.
"Our family...we're moving."
"Oh... will I come with?"
"No."
"You can't leave."
"Trust me Jake, this is harder for me then for you."
He muttered something like, how could they do this to me or I imprinted. I got up.
"Goodbye Jacob Black. I will try not to miss you. This is for the best."
"But-" I ran away before he could finish. I ran and ran. I ran until I got home. By then I was crying. I ran into my dad's arms, drenching his shirt in tears. I heard him mutter something to mom and then held me.
"Nessie don't cry. Its just Jake." Dad said to me.
"Jake is my b-best friend!!" I sobbed.
"Sweetie, please, we're going tomorrow, you'll start a new life." Mom said.
I ran to my room. No one understood me. No one but Jake...
I snapped out of it. Yesterday was the worst day ever. I got up and picked up the bag, then went downstairs to the car. I put it in the car with the rest of my stuff in the small Volvo and got in. Mom and dad got in too.
"All ready Nessie?" Mom asked me.
"No." I muttered under my breath.
"Come on, it's just Jake. You'll get over him."
But I didn't. I fell asleep in the backseat and had the weirdest dream...
I was cuddling up to Jake. His big, muscular arms were around me, like they belonged there. His hand ran up and down my thigh. And he whispered in my ear, "I love you."
I woke up from my weird dream. Mom and dad were getting out the bags and went into the airport. Why did I dream of him? I didn't know so I helped with the bags. We walked into the airport and met Alice, Jasper, Rosalie, Emmett, Carlisle and Esme.
"Come on Renesmee." Mom said to me impatiently. I followed her and dad to security where they checked everything. Then we got on board. I sat next to Esme and the window. I fell asleep again. But this time it was a different dream about Jake...
I looked down, wearing my beautiful white gown. I was wearing a satin veil and carrying roses. My hare was curled to a perfect point. I was wearing high heels. Then I heard footsteps. Someone picked me up in his arms. He said, "Welcome home, babe." and he kissed me.
I woke up as we arrived to Alaska. I got up and got off the plain and we got the baggage. Then we went outside and got in the shiny silver Volvo. (Mom wouldn't let dad get any other car) I sat in my seat, thinking about my personal sun, Jake, but I couldn't fall asleep to dream about him anymore. I thought about the dream I had about him. I was happy for whatever reason that dad wasn't saying anything about it. It was either mom had the shield up, dad wasn't reading my mind, or he was ignoring it because Jake was in it.
We got to the new house, it looked exactly like the one we had before. I got out and ran outside. Aunt Alice was there, waiting to show me my new room.