It was one of those nights where every star seemed to be visible in the sky. I had my head leaned up against the cool, cold window starring back at the specs in the sky. I was in awe at how amazing tonight's sky looked. My mother and her husband was across from me, holding hands, watching television. I smiled and looked back at the window, everything seemed so right but so wrong. I missed my father Charlie, he lived in Forks, Washington while we lived here in Phoenix, Arizona. Thankfully, tonight was my last night in this hot town. Tomorrow I will be in rainy, gloomy Forks and I was completely excited.
I ran up the stairs and finished some packing, now that I'm seventeen and I can make my own choices I decided while my mom travels with my step dad Phil who is a professional baseball player, I would finish school in Forks so I could see Charlie. Even though he didn't get the chance to actually be in my life, I never held it against him because I know it killed him just as much as it did me and he had no control over it since my mom took me away from him when I was just five for no reason at all. I still really didn't know why she took me away from him, but I just knew I still held that grudge against her for doing so. Thanks to her, my childhood was awful. I was raped whenever I was just six and I was also abused by my mothers boyfriend then. Thank God Charlie never found out because that guy wouldn't have lived to see the light of day.
I never had a 'relationship' with my mom and any guy she's ever been with before, she's been with my step dad now for going on three years and I still didn't fully trust him. He's always been so nice though. But I didn't trust men easily, but I have my reasons. I've been texting back and forth with my childhood friends from there Jacob Black and Paul. Jacob is three years younger than me, and Paul is three years older than me. Charlie loves them both, but I'm really starting to get feelings for Paul.
That night I went to bed so excited I had to force myself to sleep, I was excited to see Charlie and everyone else there.
