This is my first fanfic. so be cruel if u have to that will help me get better at this.I dont own twilight sadly. that belongs to the awesome stephenie meyers.
"Nessie where are you going?" asked Jacob. It's been almost two years since my parents have let me go to high school and live like a normal teen, even though my family and friends are far from normal. I think that they were just afraid for everyone there but Jake convinced them that if he was in the school with me that I can easily control myself from killing anyone.
"Dammit, how could I forget about my date with him? I'm seriously screwed now. The last time I was late for a date with him, he blew me off. Damn."
"Calm down sweetie. Here get on my back and I'll take you to Carlisle, o.k." He always knew how to make my problems better. When I was climbing on his back I noticed a spark when our skin touched. Why is this happening all the time.I just know he can feel it too, but we never say anything.
"So do you know where he plans on taking you tonight Ness? Nessie.... are you alright?"
"Ya, sorry just thinking about something thats all. So what were you saying.?"
"Was asking you if you knew where he was taking you. You know jus in case I have to pick you up thats all."
"No, I don't know where he's taking me, besides you would stalk us and I swear if you do, you will pay Jacob Black."
"I'm won't, but younever know. I just think those guys don't deserve you. That's all."
"If I don't know any better, I think you're jealous Jacob." There was a moment of silence before he answered.
"Where in the world did you ever get that idea? Besides why would I be jealous?"
"I'm just wondering because you're acting really weird about whom I've been out with I've been out with lately, I'm just wondering why someone would be jealous of me. What so great about me?"
"What isn't great about you sweet heart, your fun, loving, caring and those guys don't deserve you that's all I'm saying."
"I guess you're right but I still have to get ready for my date."
As soon as I got in my room I wasn't a least bit surprised to see Alice there waiting to do my hair and make-up. You have to give her credit for her sense of style though because she picked out this really cute outfit. It had pink skinny jeans, with black high-tops, and just a plain gray shirt. I know it doesn't sound like much but I thought it as pretty cute even though that was more of a disappointment for Alice with her love of me being her real life Barbie doll.
"Alice, I'm impressed. I can't believe didn't go over board with my outfit. Instead you just let me go casual. What up with it?"
"Ness, do you know what his plans are for tonight? I see you up to a certain point and at that point you're crying." After all the years of being around me, Alice has been able to see me in her visions; just I'm still a fuzzy spot. Jacob, she's still having a hard time.
"I have no clue what he's planning tonight; he said it's a surprise."
"Well, just be careful and I'll make sure your father stay's away from you guys since he just heard everything I just said." I groaned
"Dad, just come in here. Why do you always have to spy on me like that? I can tell when your there."
"I'm sorry Nessie, but I'm just worried about you because I was right there when Alice had that vision."
"I know how to take care of myself Dad, I am almost 17. I can do this on my own. Besides, if he tries anything, I'll make sure he makes it to the hospital, at least." "Ness, if you do any fighting I could care less but you CAN NOT KILL THAT BOY!!!!"
"Ya ya ya, whatever you say dad." I think Jacob is starting to rub off on me.
"So, where is he meeting you? My guess is that he's picking you up here at the manor." Jacob asked as he walked in the manor.
"Actually, he just texted me a minute ago. He kinda, sorta, wanted to have a picnic on the beach in La Push."
"That's fine, I guess, I'm going to be out with the pack but I'll make sure we stay out of the way."
"Jake, I can see if we can go….." "No, you two have fun. I'll make sure we stay away till it's over."
"Oh, Jake you're the best." I threw my arms around him but I didn't make the hug long. I knew that if he didn't leave in a few minutes he was going to do something he would regret and I would get hurt .
"Ah, I better go. I don't want to be late. I'll see you when I get back, right Jake?"
"Ya, go have fun." I was afraid to hug him knowing that I could've been in great danger if I tried.
When I got to the beach I was twenty minutes early. Dammit. When I want to be early I'm late, but when I don't care I'm early. What a damn surprise. I had a lot on my mind though so it's nice to have all this extra time. I just want to know what's going on with Jake. All of a sudden, when I go out with this specific guy, he just starts getting mad and almost loses control. Does he know something I don't know or did he have like some sort of run in with Colin that Jacob doesn't want me to see him and threatens to spy on us so he can make sure that Colin behaves himself. I don't know and I'm sort of afraid to know.
I picked up my cell phone to see what time it was. "Didn't he say to be here by seven because if he did then he's late because it's 8:30" I said out loud.
By the time I was ready to go I realized that he just stood me up when I heard something move by the trees. I was ready to attack when I realized it was Colin. Sure, he shows when I want to leave and makes me feel like I'm an idiot for being ready to attack any second. I'm glad I realized it before I almost could've killed him and give away my family secret. That would have sucked and probably would have sent me into some sort of depression.
"Oh, there you are. Look if you don't want to go…."
"Ness, give me a chance to explain." Colin started to beg.
"Why should I. You stood me up. What else is there to explain?" I started to feel tears run down my cheeks. Quickly turned towards the ocean so he wouldn't see them. Too late he saw. Damn.
"Please, Ness let me explain. I decided that I couldn't live without Sami, my ex, and we sort of hooked up. Look I'm sorry if I lead you on. I guess that if you hate me, I totally understand why. Are you going to be o.k.?"
"Ya, I'm fine. As long as you're happy I don't care I guess." My voice was starting to crack and I could tell I was going to have an emotional break down but I could care less for some reason. It's almost like I know something or someone is going to be by my side while it happens.
"I'll see you Monday then Ness?" he asked. I could tell I was going to crack any second.
"Ya, I'll see you at school." I sat there for almost an hour until I felt someone rap their arm around my waist warming me. I didn't realize that I was cold till then.
"What's wrong Ness, did he hurt you?"
"No, he didn't hurt me physically but he sort of did mentally, I guess. He was here about an hour-half ago telling me that apparently he can't live without his ex girlfriend and … that…. they… hooked-up. He was the first real guy that actually liked or I he did atleast." I felt the tears starting to form and run down my cheeks. Jacob rapped me in a hug I let me cry in his bare chest which was nice. I had a feeling that something was about to change between me and Jake but right there I could have cared less until he broke the silence.
"Renesmee, I have to tell you something that might change what we have right now." He was nervous. That can't be good.
"Just say it Jake, I can take anything you throw at me" I tried saying with enthusiasm to try and make the mood much litter.
"You know everything about imprinting, except what I'm about to tell you." There was a moment of silence.
"Just spit it out already Jake" I said, starting to get irritated. "Ness, someone has imprinted on you but, I've also imprinted on someone though." "Jacob, where's this going?" I asked confused.
"I'm trying to say that I imprinted on you Ness. That's why I've been so jealous with all the guys you've been out with since you started going to school. That's why I've barely left your side since you were born. I hope you are understanding this right now because I really can't repeat all of this without feeling like and idiot."
"Since when aren't you an idiot Jake? Everyone is an idiot in their own special way. I'm not going to let you sit here and call yourself an idiot Jacob. And of course I understand what you're saying, but what I can't figure out is why I didn't see this in the first place. You're calling yourself an idiot while here I am sitting here listening to something I probably already know and yet I'm to full of myself to admit it." I could feel tears running down my face again.
"Don't say that. You are not full of yourself Ness. Please stop crying."
"I'm crying because I'm just so confused. I've been getting these weird feelings the last few weeks. Every time I look at you, my heart melts. Every time I touch you, I feel sparks. Jacob, all I can say about my feelings and that is; I'm in love with you and that I can't live without you."
"That's how I feel. When you were born, I was your big brother. Now I'm one of your best friends. The rest is your choice Renesmee."
"I think you know my choice Jacob."