Longing

By Dhani's Apple Scruff

Disclaimer: I don't own Fruits Basket, but I do wish I owned Momiji! He is so kawaii, I just want to snuggle him... and who cares if he transforms? He's even cuter!

I'm longing.

Longing for her to touch me,

To acknowledge that I exist.

I pass her,

Soft, blonde hair...

Like mine.

Kind brown eyes...

Like mine.

She sees me,

Another stranger to encounter.

I'm nothing to her.

I'm longing.

Longing to hug her,

Even though it's impossible.

She is replused,

I'm hated.

She is frightened,

I'm despised.

She is happier

Not knowing who I am.

I'm longing.

Longing to hear her say,

"I love you my son."

To see her smile,

Full of tenderness.

To look into her eyes,

Full of warmth.

But these things are only dreams.

What can I do

But accept this?

Even if

I was hated;

Even if

She rejoiced when I left;

Even if

I don't amount to even a memory;

Still,

I love her.

I'm longing...

To be her son

Once more...

Author's notes: ohh! my poor Momiji! This is an idea that was spawned from watching Episode 15 too many times! GAH! I absolutely LOOOVE Momiji!!! I can't believe that he still can be cheerful despite everything that has happened to him... I certainly wouldn't be able to.

Anyhoo, PLZ REVIEW!!! Reviews make me feel special =) Flames are even welcome! Arigatou =)