Start of Something Good
An Instant Star FanFiction
Chapter 1 of ?
Author: yourxwonderwallx
A/N: I know, I know you're all thinking I should be finishing my other Instant Star stories before starting a new one. I'm working on the last chapter for 'When I Look At You' and this idea in my head has been stopping me from writing it. So here it goes, this is set during 'Should I Stay or Should I Go' and it starts during Jude's album release party when she tells Tommy to make a choice between her and Sadie.
A/N2: Title is from Daughtry's Start of Something Good and if you haven't listened to it, I highly recommend it, anyways enjoy and let me know what you think. This will be a continuing story.
Jude made her way to the stage. She'd just told Tommy to choose between her and Sadie and she was freaking out, of course she couldn't officially freak out because she had to go perform a song that she'd written on her 16th birthday after that kiss with Tommy.
A kiss that still hasn't left her lips. She couldn't believe that she'd wasted her first kiss on Shay or all people. She knew she wasn't thinking, well she was but she was trying to distract herself from her feelings for Tommy.
She felt the spotlight hit her and Speid and the band started playing. She knew this was it. Her last shot at making him understand just how much she wanted him. She didn't love Shay, she lusted after him. This was love, it had to be.
Da Da Da Da Da Da What just happened? And I don't know how it's gonna be after this My confusion shows whenever you get so close It's temporary insanity Woah, oh, oh (insanity) You made a moved and changed your mind Was it all a big mistake? Let you go but I still don't know It's temporary insanity It's temporary insanity Woah, oh, oh (insanity) Oh, what you do to me? Da Da Da Da Da Da It's temporary insanity It's temporary insanity Losing my mind Losing my mind Da Da Da Da Da Da
Da Da Da Da Da Da
Did you kiss me?
Cause that's a place we've never been until now
Do we pretend these feelings don't exist at all
Or do we fall?
I stumble, I stutter, forget what to say
I'm nervous, I wonder why I'm acting this way
What's going on with you and me?
Is it real or is it fantasy?
Forever or just temporary?
Woah, oh, oh
Too much to lose, you've crossed the line between friends
And something more
And if it was, it's much too late to undo
And I don't really want to
How I feel about you
What this really means
It's crazy to want you
Is it meant to be?
What's going on with you and me?
Is it real or is it fantasy?
Forever or just temporary?
What's going on with you and me?
Is it real or is it fantasy?
Forever or just temporary?
Woah, oh, oh
What comes over me, oh?
If this is crazy there's nothing I'd rather be
Da Da Da Da Da Da
Da Da Da Da Da Da
What's going on with you and me?
Is it real or is it fantasy?
Forever or just temporary?
What's going on with you and me?
Is it real or is it fantasy?
Forever or just temporary?
Losing my mind
Losing my mind
Losing my mind
Losing my mind
Da Da Da Da Da Da
Da Da Da Da Da Da
When she left the stage she felt herself smiling. Tommy was standing there on the side with open arms and she flew into them. "Can we talk?" He whispered and she smiled. She put her Gipson in its case and quickly said goodbye to Jamie and EJ before taking Tommy's outstretched hand and leaving the building.
"Where are we going?" She asked him and he just smiled.
"Somewhere you can't run away from me." He replied causing her smile to widen.
The drive was relatively short. They ended up right around the corner from G-Major and Tommy parked in the underground garage next to the H2. They rode the elevator in silence Jude's hand barely grazing his sending sparks of electricity running through both of their bodies.
Tommy unlocked the door to his penthouse and let her in. She hadn't realized how close to G-Major he actually lived. She took in the atmosphere of the apartment. It was almost bare like corporate housing. There were his records from BoyzAttack hanging on the wall and there were no family pictures.
The furniture was simple, black and grey with a modern look. The kitchen was bare and there was no dining room table. She was amazed at the view from this place. It overlooked downtown and tonight the scenery was beautiful. She wished she could see the stars but the city lights were blocking her view.
"What did you want to talk about Quincy?" She asked him after closing her eyes and taking a deep breath.
"I'm sorry for not telling you about Sadie. I told her this all ready and she wanted to kill me." He said taking a pause. "I love you. I've been in love with you since your birthday and I fell for you the first time we met. It was like I was dead and you awakened something inside me. It was amazing, the feeling I felt when we were together at the lake. I tried to bury my feelings. I tried to not fall in love with you but it was so damn hard not to. She was a distraction, something for me to keep my mind off of you and I feel horrible for using her like that. I feel absolutely miserable for it. But loving you, it has literally scared the shit out of me." He said taking another pause, and a deep breath before continuing.
"I thought I loved Portia and I was wrong then there was Angie and I know I lusted after her but it wasn't love. So when I felt those feelings for you, I knew what they were and I knew I shouldn't want to do anything about my feelings let alone even think about acting on them. That's why I was going to leave. I don't want to ruin your career before it even starts but I'm saying screw my better judgment here because I know how you feel about me and I knew if I denied what was in my heart any longer then it was just going to make you leave, and ask for another producer and then I'd lose you and I can't. I won't lose you not over something stupid like me being scared of my feelings so here it is Jude. I'm in love with you. That's why I reacted the way I did when you were with Shay. It's why I tried to push you away but now it's out there and I can't take it back and I can't pretend that it hasn't happened because it has." He finished and Jude couldn't contain her smile.
"I love you too." Was all she was able to say before he slammed his lips onto hers. He pushed her back onto the couch and she moaned into the kiss. As he ran his hands up and down her sides he felt her tense up and he stopped, and sat them up.
"Sorry, I got carried away." He said and she smiled. "Hey, I don't want to rush whatever this is with us. I want to take our time and get it right." He whispered pulling her close and kissing the top of her forehead.
"See, I don't understand how you can fall for me. I've never done anything like this before." She said making a gesture towards having sex.
"Jude, I've had sex more than my fair share and for once I'd like to take the time and not rush it. I want to make love to you Jude. I don't just want sex from you, this, " he gestured between the two of them, "is more than that and I want to do it right." He said and she kissed him again.
"Come on tour with me." She blurted, not stopping the filter from her head to her mouth.
"Really?" He asked her as he leaned back on the couch pulling her to lie on his chest.
"Yeah why not. We can write and there will be time for us to spend together and I don't have any more things except I'd really love it if you came." She said, bating her eyelashes and biting her lip, two things she knew that would get him to do it.
"Fine, Harrison. But don't expect that to work on me every time." He said and she leaned up to kiss him.
The kiss became more intense and Tommy flipped them over on the couch as he kissed down Jude's neck and collarbone causing her to shiver and moan at the same time. Jude felt him sucking on the base of her neck right behind her ear and she ever so slightly whispered his name as he nipped at the sensitive area.
She guided his lips back to hers and wrapped her arms around his neck flipping them over where she was on top. She took control because she wanted him to know the limits. She kissed his neck nipping and sucking leaving a hickey right where his shirt landed. She kissed her way down his torso and slightly lifted his shirt to kissing up his stomach before kissing and slightly biting each of his nipples causing him to moan her name.
"Jude." He whispered and he guided her back to his lips. "Timeout." He said out of breath and she fell onto his chest. "As much as I'd love to stay here I need a shower." He said sliding out from under her and she pouted her lips.
Tommy got up quickly and tried to be discrete as he adjusted himself as he headed towards his bedroom. He quickly pulled out a pair of old boxers and a t-shirt for Jude to wear tonight before he got in the shower. As soon as he was inside he did what he could not to think of her but it never failed.
He was imagining her sucking him off and soon he was quietly moaning her name as he came in his shower. He felt embarrassed by this fact. After all he was Little Tommy Q, he could have any girl he wanted and yet he wanted Jude. He knew that it meant something and he knew he loved her. He hadn't had sex since he met her. That had to count for something right?
While Tommy was in the shower Jude wondered around the penthouse. There was pretty much a wall of windows with a terrace going all the way across. She looked around the kitchen and food was sparse. She figured he probably ordered takeout most of the time. Then there was the recording studio that was set up in what should've been the spare room.
She couldn't help but smile when she went back into the living room and sorted his vinyl collection by genre and subgenre. She smiled as she looked at his music taste. If she brought her collection there would definitely be a few doubles, which was a good thing. She smiled before turning off the light and grabbing their phones and going into his bedroom and changing into the ratty t-shirt he'd left for her, not bothering to put on the boxers. She smiled when she saw that it was his BoyzAttack shirt from their first tour. She quickly changed and climbed into his bed putting his phone on the night side table and hers on her side before she settled in.
Tommy got out of the shower and saw she was curled up in his bed and he slipped on a pair of boxers before joining her. He wrapped his arms around her and he heard her breathing even out signaling sleep. He quickly kissed her forehead and pulled her frame close to him, wrapping his arms protectively around her in the process before falling asleep himself.