Kanda:
There are some things better left unsolved and that includes your feelings when you know you have limited time. Things change a lot when you die and come back with no memories. The hardhearted appearance I give off is so that no one gets hurt when my time runs out. Though there is a big obstacle in my way that seems to go everywhere I go. It was that unlucky day IT happened...

I'm known for my temper. I've always had it so there is no pretending when I get angry. But I'm not naturally this cold. That specific day had been full of disappointments. It started off in the morning. My lotus lost another petal.
Cautiously I rolled out of bed sweat on my exposed torso. Another dream about her and about my death... These memories seem so distant. My head hurt and I felt nauseous. I dared not tell Komui. He would make me loose five petal in one "healing" session. I glanced at the bedside table where I had set my lotus. As I did I saw one of the delicate pink petals fall to the bottom of the hourglass. My heart pounded. Sighing I got up and heard a small knock on my door.
"Kanda?" Lenalee called. Lenalee was one of my soft spots. I'd never dare to glare at her. For one she is lethal with a clipboard and he was a girl. I couldn't be mean to them. Opening the door I looked at her not bothering to answer her call. She smiled brightly and said good morning. I grunted in response letting her know that I acknowledged her.
" You have a mission Kanda. " She informed me while handing me the packet.
It was a search and destroy mission. Some town close to Paris has an akuma problem. No problem I should be finished in three hours tops.
"Tell Komui I left already."
"But Kanda are you not going to eat breakfast?" She seemed concerned.
I shook my head making my pony tail swish back and forth across my back. Then I continued to walk. I've been getting more missions since Lavi and Bookman left for a special mission that was only for bookmen. It annoyed me I think I actually miss that rabbit. I was walking down the many stairs in the order, when I started to feel dizzy. I of course kept going but it was starting to affect me. I shook it off and arrived at the docks. A finder was waiting for me. Id ditch him later. The tan uniform he wore was stained with Jerry's food. Does he have no respect for his uniform?
"Lets go." I grumbled. It came out harsher then I had intended. The Finder mumbled to himself as he started to row the small boat. I really hate finders. They think so highly of themselves. They are expandable. We Exorcists do the real work around here. It took an hour to get there. Ill have to hunt them down within an hour and catch the next train. Which is what I did.
The five simple Akuma were no match for Mugen, my sword that now hung limp at my side. I touched the hilt to calm my nerves. My Mugen has been the only thing to calm me since I got out of the Asia Branch. But, even though I have Mugen, I still feel the guilt. Alma. I took a step onto the stone paved road that was now stained with excess from the Akuma explosions. Komui would probably be billed for the road later, though I think he'll "loose" the paper work, again...
I was knocked back to reality as a kid hit me with his bike. Pain exploded through my shin. Pissed I grabbed him by his collar. I was about to start yelling when I saw him crying. What the hell? He had on a pair of pants and that was it. His matted hair was black and he had surprised green eyes that looked at me with both fear and sorrow. I cursed at myself under my breath.
"what's your problem kid?" I set him down as I asked the question but as soon as I set him down he kicked my shin and was gone along with his bike. I closed my eyes and let out a sigh.
"F-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f-f " was all I could manage. I frowned and headed to the train station. Just as I was about to get off I heard a scream. For some reason I felt like I knew the voice. I jumped down the stairs and out the door. I ran faster then usual. It was weird because I usually don't get involved with anything like this. I rounded a corner and to my joy there were four level two Akuma. All around that brat form earlier.
"Well shit" I cursed under my breath. My hand had been on Mugen the whole time running to this place so all I had to do was unsheathe it. Annoyed I grumbled "Mugen..."
I ran my free hand along the blade making my Anti- Akuma weapon glow. "Yo dipshits!" I called to the Akuma. I heard a few reactions that sounded like 'Its an exorcist! Forget the boy!'. That brat better be grateful.

I was now on the train heading back to the Order. I didn't think that many level two Akuma would be there. I had major wounds that were already healing the wrong way. Id need to go to the infirmary. Damn it! This happens every damn time! The leather seat were cool. They felt cool to my now exposed torso. As soon as I get home I'll let them wrap me and then I'm going to eat Soba! My eyes felt heavy and it was a hour train ride. I then fell asleep letting my mind wonder to my past. To both that woman and Alma who are constant reminders to never get close to anyone. Ever again.
_ The next thing I knew was the train stopping and the commissioner saying we just passed the Paris stop. Shit! Getting up I jumped out the little window before it gained too much speed. I tucked my head and landed on my back landing safely in some grass. Oh trust me it hurt, just not as much as it would have been to land on my feet. Getting to my feet was even more painful. Maybe I shouldn't have ditched that finder...
I eventually got back to the Order and I felt like shit. That was only the Beginning of my shitty day.

I was enjoying my Soba noodles nice and hot when the fucking door let out a wail. It was one word that had caught my attention. "INTRUDER"! Getting up I tossed the rest of my Soba and headed to the closest exit. It was a floor above the entrance. Great I have to jump down. -_-.
"IM NOT AN AKUUUUUMA!" The white haired intruder yelled "ITS TRUE IM A LITTLE CRUSED BUT IM NOT AN AKUMA!"
"Hey. You. Akuma." I said Akuma more to annoy him then anything else. The boy stepped back as he saw me. I then unsheathed Mugen and activated it. "So you are an Akuma." The boy took a step back. "Im not an Akuma!"
This was much too amusing. "No matter. We'll see once Mugen cuts you in two!" I jumped down and slashed at him. I cut his arm and it didn't explode. Sigh. I knew it. Not an akuma. "Whats up with your arm kid?"
"That's my Anti- Akuma weapon!" he said looking upset.
I then turned to the door and gave it a unsettling glare. The door in response let out a cry of word I didn't bother to decipher. I was too annoyed to stop now. Exorcist or not this boy was going to catch hell. "Who the hell are you?" I said in an even tone.
"My name is Allen." He said politely. For some reason my heart did a little flip when he said his name. In response to the flip I grew cruel.
"Che I asked who you were not your name, anyways so seem more like a Moyashi!" I retorted. I picked up Mugen and Started to attack but he started to yell in fear. I felt choked and I couldn't move anymore. I timed in to hear him say "Komui".
"Komui?" I asked more to him though it probably sounded like I was asking Komui if he knew what he was talking about. The Moyashi boy looked like he was about to pee himself. Lenalee then came out and hit me... with a clipboard. Sighing I walked inside and tried to go automatically to my room. The Moyashi had his hand extended to me as to introduce himself. My heart leaped again and I was to confused to think of something witty to say so instead came out "I don't shake hands with people who are cursed." Though I myself am cursed in a way. I then left to my room and curled into a ball and fell asleep for the second time today.

Yes that was the day that ruined and made my life.