Mistakes

He didn't get it. It had been him who broke up with her, him who decided to end things and move on. So why couldn't he get her out of his mind. Why was it that every time a girl called his name he turned expecting it to be her? Len sighed and let his head hit the desk in frustration. It wasn't supposed to be like this. Their relationship wasn't supposed to end, at least not like it did. When he had met her he had thought she was the one but as their relationship continued it became dull and lacked the spice he craved, so he ended it. At least that's the reason he said he broke up with her. In truth he had heard many rumors about her going behind his back with other guys. It was hard to believe it because Rin wasn't that kind of person to do that but envy and anger got the best of him. But with her gone it was like he was missing something important like he was always forgetting something.

Now that he thought about it though he had to say it was the stupidest mistake he's ever made. And he's made some pretty stupid mistakes. He lifted his head and turned to look at her. She was sitting at her desk near the back of the classroom talking with a blue haired boy. There she was as beautiful as ever in her uniform although she did look a little tired . Her eyes closed as she laughed at something the boy said and... Wait was she blushing! Why was she blushing had she already forgotten about him? Her face was red the way she uses to look when he would hold her and whisper into her ear telling her how much he cared for her. Could she have really moved on that quickly? Another sigh escaped his lips. It shouldn't bother him because he broken up with her, she had every right now to find someone who wouldn't break her heart but... It did. He still remembered her reaction when he told her he wanted to end things with her.

Flashback

He had asked her to meet him at the park.
"Rin we have to talk" Len said as she approached him.
"Sure Len "she said. "What do you want to talk about?" Len took a deep breath and said" it's over, Rin" the girls eyes widened and her smile was relaxed by a frown.
"You're not serious right? You're joking, right Len." she said.
"Am sorry Rin but this isn't a joke. I know about what you've been doing behind my back" he answered coldly.
"Len I don't know what you're talking about. I haven't done anything. I wouldn't ever cheat on you!" she said tears falling down her cheeks. Len couldn't help but be angered by the fact she was lying.How could she deny what she had done!
"Rin you know I hate liars." he said. Rin stared at him with wide eyes.
"You think I would lie to you about something like that! I didn't cheat on you Len!" she said louder than before. He couldn't help but feel bad as her shoulders shook as she cried in front of him. But she had cheated on him (his friends had told him so!).He had been hurt at first; unable to believe it but eventually gave into the truth after talking with his friends about it. So he decided that their relationship had to end.
"Good-Bye Rin" he said and with that left her alone in the park crying.

Flashback end.

About a week later he discovered that the rumors had been nothing but lies made so that Len would be single again. He was even more shocked to find that it had been one of his friends that had started the rumor. What was he supposed to do he had broken up with her over a lie! He had wanted to go and find Rin right then and there to apologize and ask her to take him back. But he was afraid to see her, afraid she would reject him. So when his friends (the ones who hadn't started the rumor, in fact they didn't even know about it) asked why he had broken up with the girl he had claimed to be the one for him he didn't know what to say. He couldn't (more like didn't want to) tell them it was because he was stupid and believed a couple of bad rumors, so he lied. He told them the relationship had become too dull for his taste. Word spread quickly about why Len the coolest boy in school had dumped Rin the prettiest and sweetest girl in school. So there was no way he could go ask Rin to take him back now. Len's daydreaming -more like day thinking in his case- was interrupted by the bell ringing, signaling that class was over. Len sighed -he had been doing that a lot today- as he stood up and started collecting his things. He was in such deep thought as he walked into his next class that he didn't see the other person walking towards the classroom at the same time as him. So it shouldn't come as a big shock that he ran into the other person knocking them over.
"Crap am so sorry " he said "are you ok- his eyes widened in shock as he realized for the first time that he had bumped into non other Rin. That's right Rin had almost every class with him. He took a minute to once again study her appearance. That's funny he thought her face was still red. Was she thinking about the blue haired boy or something?

"Len! Oh geez am sorry!" She said while she started to pick the things she had dropped due having Len run into her. But now as he looked at her he noticed for the first time that she looked absolutely exhausted. And blush aside she seemed paler than normal. But most of all her eyes normally a bright dazzling blue were now a dull, faded gray color.

"Here let me help you." Len said as he began picking up the fallen papers. Once the papers had been picked up he handed them back to Rin.

"Thanks." She said shyly. "Um we should probably get to class." Her hands shook as she spoke and her eyes never once left the floor. Rin began walking towards the classroom holding all the papers she had dropped closely so as not to drop them again. Well Len thought it's now or never. You can either tell her you want her back or keep avoiding the subject like a coward. Damn that coward option looked pretty good …but no he had to tell her. He couldn't be without her any longer. He would do anything to get her back. Anything.

"Wait Rin we have to talk. There's something I have to tell you. Rin I- he never got to finish his sentence because at that moment Rin fell to the floor out cold.

To Be Continued...