A/N This is a music thingy. The words in bold are lyrics from Fall Out Boy's song 'xo' .

I just heard this song yesterday and I thought the lyrics went really well with Leah finding about Sam and Emily.

Leah's thoughts are in normal writing.

Leah's POV

Here I am standing on the edge of a cliff. Ready to jump. No one's going to miss me, especially not Sam or her. I am remembering all the memories of me and Sam.

I combed the crowd and picked you out

My mouth moves too fast for you to figure it out

It starts eyes closed to fingers crossed

Sam and I were at a party. I found him and we shared our first kiss.

To hands between legs, to whatever it takes

To drinks at the club to the bar

To the keys to your car

To hotel stairs to the emergency exit door

We moved to his car, still making out. This night was the night we first had sex. It was the most wonderful night of my life. After we finished, we went to a hotel and kept at it. We accidently set the fire alarm off and we had to escape through the emergency exit.

To the love, I left my conscience pressed

Between the pages of the Bible in the drawer

"What did it ever do for me" I say

It never calls me when I'm down

Love never wanted me

But I took it anyway

Put your ear to the speaker

And choose love or sympathy

But never both

Love never wanted me

Sam never wanted me. He left me for my best friend and cousin, Emily.

"I hoped you choked

And crashed your car"

Hey "tear catcher", that's all that you are

And ever were

From the start

I swear, I say

I swear, I say

I wanted him to die. He betrayed me. She betrayed me. I hoped he died. He deserved it. They both did. I hated myself for even thinking it, but I couldn't help it. It was his fault.

To hands between legs, to whatever it takes

To drinks at the club to the bar

To the keys to your car

To hotel stairs to the emergency exit door

I remember all the fond memories of me and Sam. Especially that first night that started at the bar and ended in the hotel room.

To the love, I left my conscience pressed

Between the pages of the Bible in the drawer

"What did it ever do for me" I say

It never calls me when I'm down

Love never wanted me

But I took it anyway

Put your ear to the speaker

And choose love or sympathy

But never both, no

Love or sympathy, not both. He chose love for Emily and sympathy for me.

To the love I left my conscience pressed

Through the keyhole I watched you dress

Kiss and tell

(Loose lips sink ships)

I went to his house a few hours ago. The door was unlocked so I walked right in. I called out, but got no answer. I heard noises coming from his room. I watched him undress through the keyhole. That's when I saw her.

To the love I left my conscience pressed

Through the keyholes I watched you dress

Kiss and tell

Loose lips sink ships

They were kissing. My Sam and Emily. My boyfriend and my best friend. He was on top of her. They only had their underwear on. I felt so angry and used in that moment.

To the love I left my conscience pressed

Between the pages of the Bible in the drawer

"What did it ever do for me" I say

I ran out of the house screaming and crying. I ran to the cliffs at the beach. I new what I wanted to do. I wasn't a good swimmer, so that would make drowning easier.

I was ready to jump.

A/N: I'm pretty sure this is gonna be a one shot, but I can make it longer if you guys want me to?

The next chapter could have either Seth or Sam come and find her and stop her I think....

Thanks for reading! Review if you want.