Open Eyes

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or any of the characters related to the anime.

A/N: Hey there! I decided to write a short story while on a plane home from my Christmas trip. This is my second story (my first being Camping Out a Kiba X Naruto story as well) and it doesn't really follow any plot line. I can't explain it really. This story honestly just came from the heart and when I started writing it, I couldn't stop. Anyways I just landed back at home and wanted to post this story.

A short note about the story, there are random time skips in this story. You might have to do a little bit of processing to understand where the time skips are. It is something I have wanted to try out in a story. This story is written somewhat 'differently' than my other story. I can't really explain it. I hope other people that read this come away with what I am experimenting with it. I hope my readers enjoy this one hit short story and understand what I am trying to experiment with.

Also, this story doesn't accurately follow the Naruto story line. So don't get mad at me I told you before hand. :D

Rated T: Some violence and suggestive adult theme.

Enjoy!

Sincerely,

Zach, aka Kibafanlover

Pain suffering, and madness. I felt the entire spectrum as I ran away from his house, I wanted to cry but I couldn't. He was dead, and there was nothing I could do to bring him back. He thought he was suffering, how could his even compare to mine now."I hope you're in hell!" I screamed into the night. I knew as soon as I said it that it wasn't a wish that I would carry to the end of my days. I wanted to be with him, and now it wasn't possible ever. He had died, and no amount of power in heaven or hell could bring him back. I wanted to die, but why... I only barely remember pain as my head hit the ground. The rock could have broken the fall, but then again I wasn't paying that close of attention.

My eyes opened gently to a soft breeze and sunlight, the clouds were making their creative shapes as I lay in the grass. I sat up and looked around; this wasn't where I was supposed to be. Something was supposed to be pushing me, but it was vague, and I couldn't pin point it. I wanted to be somewhere, was that it? I couldn't place the feeling, so I stood up and grabbed my backpack. The park was beautiful today, a place where I could come and let my mind fly.

Checking my watch I realized that I had to head home. As I walked through door, I noticed something wasn't right from the beginning. Mom was talking to some strange woman and my door was wide open,two things that didn't happen. Firstly mom had friends but they were all at her work, and I knew all of them. Secondly my room was given to me to be my sanctuary, and it was always shut. "Honey, this is Mrs. Inuzuka. We are going to have guests this weekend." She nodded to my room, which instantly put me on guard. As I walked to my room, I looked in and noticed that nothing was out of place on first look, but there was a guy sitting on my bed reading from one of my notebooks.

"Why are you reading that?" I asked angrily as I shut the door. "Isn't that what you're supposed to do with words?" He said. His voice, I knew it. Know it. As the book dropped from in front of his face, it revealed a guy that I knew from school. One who could have been a jock, and also could have been someone from the drug circles. His short brown hair was my first feature that I registered; it was very well taken care of, and looked like he worked to keep it that way. His smile was arrogant, but not something that was unpleasant.

"I'm Kiba, nice to meet you Naruto." He knew my name, clearly this had been arranged. Mom was always taking in strays; this one just seemed to have his own home too. I didn't know the story behind him, but something told me that I knew his story. "I'd rather you not read those particular words." I smiled with venom as I pull my journal from his hands. He grabbed my hand and pulled me into him. This wasn't right. This isn't the way things happen.

My eyes opened. I was surrounded by darkness, I could hear rain falling, but couldn't feel much of it. Light drifted in by the cracks in the trees, the whistling sound of the night wind howled. Pain was present in my head, but distant. I needed to get away; I wanted to run again, I tried.

My eyes opened as I surfaced the water, Kiba broke the surface next to me. It was amazing yesterday I would have told you that I hated the water and didn't know how to swim, but now with his help I was ok with it. His form was beautiful; he was totally at home in the water. More so then me, more so, that somewhere in our adventure he had lost his swim suit. Nudity wasn't an issue for him, and it inspired me frankly, I felt words leap through my mind to cover ever crease of his body. I felt his hands come under me and he lifted me, urging me to relax. His lips covered mine, and I felt his hands slide away. My body floated gently on the water as he let his kiss fade away. I was perfectly calm, and perfectly still. That is until he splashed me and I snapped out of it. The world spun for a second, or seemed to as I gathered myself. He was climbing out of the pool and bent to gather his things.

"Why'd you do that?" I asked, not angrily. Emotions were running around my mind, but I couldn't pull the ones I wanted out.

"Do what?" He asked.

"You know what."

"I wanted you to be comfortable, relaxed. You think too much, sometimes your mind can be a safe place, other times a prison." He said calmly. He smiled after reading my somewhat shocked expression. "What, can't I use words too?"

I pushed myself off from the pool and grabbed his hand in mine; he had offered it for help. As our fingers touched I felt something jolt through me. I gasped and his grip tightened.

"Please don't let go." Was that me that said that, or was it him? I couldn't tell, the voiced was disembodied. He smiled and moved his mouth but I heard nothing. He leaned forward and my world faded.

Lights screamed overhead, as I blinked to clear my vision. People were talking hurriedly over me, and I felt something cold and hot at the same time attached to my chest. "We've got him. Hang on kid." Kid..." One solid bright flash of light and I was staring in his face again. I wanted to finish my homework, but he had teased me about something sexual. I had thrown a pillow at him and put my stuff down, if he didn't want to cooperate I wasn't going to waste time. Then he had sheepishly crawled into my bed next to me and apologized. Which made me swing at him, but he caught my hands and laced his fingers in it.

"You know you don't know anything about me kid." He whispered. I didn't even hesitate; I lurched forward and pulled him into a kiss that was deep.

"I know that I like you...maybe even more." I felt it strong too. There was a connection to him in that moment that I didn't want to let go of. His presence gave me comfort like I had never felt before. Something was powerful about him, and I knew that he was right in this place, with me. I didn't want him to go...not again. Again?

His lips moved from my mouth and bit my neck a gentle pain that caused shockwaves through my body. I couldn't focus; everything was blurry, as the lights blazed over my head. I wanted Kiba, I wanted to be in his arms, I knew that much. I wanted it so much that I had a headache, I needed him. My head ached...because of something, something in the distance had hurt me. I tripped running away from...Kiba?

"Naruto, can you hear me." I moaned my response, I didn't know who me was but I knew that I could hear him. There was a voice and a face, both blurry, but both there. Was it Kiba? Or God? Was I dead; was this, what was supposed to happen? Something cold laid itself against my chest, and another on my thigh.

A gasped and the warmth of Kiba's hand on my thigh holding me against him was powerful. I had never wanted to give myself to anyone in this capacity, but he was worth it. Kiba was my world. I had known him for such a short time but had fallen so far for him. As we collapsed together, we curled ourselves into each other, and I tried to match my breathing with his as I felt him behind me. This was the embrace that I had always longed for, the other half of my strength, the one who would always be behind me if I need him. A shudder ran through my mind, and a tear fell from my eye. Why? What was this tear shed for, I felt pain somewhere, pain like someone had died.

"Naruto, what's wrong?" He whispered in my ear.

"I don't know, I feel like this isn't real." I didn't even like the words as they left my mouth, but I knew it's what I was thinking. Things seemed to be falling into place to precisely, to well. "It's like it's too right."

"And that's bad?" He asked, I could feel the confused pain in his voice.

"No never." I rolled over. "You were right for me."

"Were?" He asked.

"Are, you are right for me."

"Why did you say were?"

"I don't know...I know what I meant, there's something distant though, something I don't understand. I don't want to lose you." I had broken a threshold, pain and tears flooded my system.

"It's ok Naruto, I'm here." That was my mother's voice. Where had she come from? Where had Kiba gone? My eyes snapped open, I was there, but I felt absent. I stared into my mother's face, she was smiling at me, with her hands on my face.

"Do you know where you are?" This was another voice, one that I had heard before. "You're in a hospital; you had a bad fall, and hit your head. We need you to focus on us." He looked at my mom, and my eyes followed. "Don't worry ma'am, I'm not a psychologist, but a wound like this paired with emotional loss of someone, could lead to a complicated recovery, but he seems to be there." Emotional loss of someone. What had happened, it was there, but like a dream. Kiba? Where was he...had something happened to him?

"Kiba..." My voice whispered. It was strained, and it hurt to speak. I hadn't spoken to them; he was there at the edge of my memory. If I reached hard enough I could go to him and be with him. I knew that this was the result of fear somewhere in the back of my thoughts. I hoped. I saw my mother's eyes tear as she looked at me; I locked on her eyes for a fleeting glance and then let myself slip into darkness, willing myself to wake up.

I snapped awake and my body jerked up right. His arm had been draped across me protectively. I looked over at him as he had only barely stirred. His brow furrowed as he sleepily pulled his arm into himself and he relaxed back into sleep. Fear had gripped me, nothing made sense, was I going crazy? Where in my mind were these emotions from, what had brought them on.

Kiba grumbled. If only a dream could be as comforting as his arms. I curled up against him, and peered out into my bedroom. Why was everything so fuzzy, why did it seem like I could pay attention to nothing but Kiba? I knew I loved him, but I had told him this. We had already shared a kiss because of the strength at which we loved. Shared so much more. Was love this powerful to keep me locked on him, tied to him? If only answers would come as easily as questions. The sun seemed to creep over the window sill, with an annoying cheeriness. Despite the fact that I remembered the night and seemed to have been awake, I felt awake and alert.

Kiba stirred and perked up as I was staring at him with just a grin on my face. I was beginning to not even register that he was the only un-blurry thing that I could see. He was what I wanted to focus on any way. His smile, the soft sheen of his brown hair, and the way his kisses tickled my cheek.

"I don't know what I would do if I lost you." A strange good morning, I'm sure, but he just smiled.

He leaned across me to the bag on the floor and pulled a bottle out of it. I had seen him do this on numerous occasions but the bottle seemed black. The pills that came out, were white but with a black haze across them. It made me nervous; there was something about them that I didn't like my subconscious was even scared of them.

He was my bad boy, someone that I wanted so much, and wanted to help him through life. He had told me repeatedly that I didn't know him, and I shouldn't be with him. It was these dark moods that made me want to love him even more. I wanted him to take a hold of my love and let it help heal him. He scared me when he talked about the ease of drugs and the comfort he took in them instead.

"You know...you don't need drugs." He turned to look at me as I waited for his anger. I didn't come. He smiled and nodded at me.

"These I actually do need." He leaned in a kissed the corner of my mouth. "Aren't you a drug?"

I smiled at his kiss, it was always my reaction. I shrugged to his question though, is that what he considered me? Was that a bad thing?

"You are my drug." He kissed me again. "I never want rehab."

I liked his answer. As I stood up and turned to get ready for the day. My foot hit something and I slipped backward. Landing in his arms. My head leaned back and looked up into the face of the person holding me. It wasn't him. Kiba...the name brought pain to my mind. I looked into an unfamiliar face and his dark brown eyes left me with cold feelings.

"I got you, Naruto don't worry. Just another day, isn't it."

"What's going on?" I muttered.

I felt my support nearly leave me and then lifted back to my feet comfortably.

"You spoke..." The person holding me said. He kept a hand on my arm and walked around me. Looking into his face I noticed the surprise and worry in his eyes. I could only nod, and look around confusedly. Everything wavered as my head spun, making the world blur and fade.

"You're in an assisted care facility. You have been in a reclusive catatonia for about two months now." He looked over his shoulder and yelled. "Get a doctor."

"Kiba..." I whispered.

"They don't want me to remind you of him. Can you remember him, his suicide? Hold on..." to him. I finished his statement in my mind. I wanted Kiba to be the one holding me, I didn't understand what was going on. This wasn't real, Kiba was real. I knew this. This dream was flashed of a world that wasn't real, in the nightmare Kiba wasn't alive, and that was impossible.

"KIBA!" I screamed.

As I blinked, Kiba's face was in mine. He was yelling at me, something stupid. I had caught him in a frenzied high, and left his house. Something had happened, he had a seizure at the ninja academy and he felt like it had cost him everything. I knew where he was coming from. He was letting everything come crashing down on him now, his secret relationship with me, his life, his drugs, he needed it. My voice had broken through his anger. He was shocked that I had yelled at him. "You don't need any of that. You don't need the team, you don't need drugs. You're medicine keeps you alive, it keeps you with me. Kiba, I need you." My hand reached out and I ran my fingers through his hair.

"Don't touch me." He said and jerked away. This was worse than I had ever seen him. "I have nothing to live for. Get out!"

I started to walk away. My hand was on the hospital door, and I felt my mind slip, the world blurred again. No. I will not leave. I turned and looked at him, still as sharp as ever, the only beacon in a confused world. It was like I felt the distant echo of two possibilities, I knew what would happen if I left now.

"No."

He looked up at me.

"I'm here."

His face flushed with anger, and he stood.

"Leave."

"You don't want that."

"Yes I do."

"Make me."

He placed his hands on my arms.

I braced myself.

"You..." He said weakly.

"Me." I said with a new found confidence. He gripped my arms tighter, and pulled me to him. My arms snaked their way up his back and into his hair. His held me tightly. We looked at each other in that moment, and as our lips touched, the whole room, the whole world, became as sharp and vivid as anything I have ever seen.

"You are my world." He whispered. "Don't ever leave me."

"Never again. This is my world, and you are the reason it's real."

Hope you all enjoyied this story. I even teared up when i re-read this story to myself. Sorry if there is any misspellings, on the airplane there was this baby that cried the entire flight. wanted to stick knives in my ears to rip out my ear drums. Anyways, hope you all enjoyed!

Sincerely,

Zach, aka Kibafanlover