Poor Leafpool and the kits who were born by breaking the warrior code :'(. Okay

whatever lets get on with this (0.0).

Disclaimer: I do not own Warriors.

~Leafpool's P.O.V~

Awhile after the kits were born I was alreadg regretting my choice. I sighed and turned to

watch them as they ran around camp. Squirrelflight noticed and came up to me. "Are you

sure you want me to take care of your kits?" She asked. I nodded. "They are better with you

then they ever would be with me." I replied sadly. "I must go and gather herbs now." I said

then left without another word.

I returned to camp late, but with plenty of herbs. I was went to my den and started sorting

the herbs I had collected. "Leafpool." I heard my sister's voice. "I'm fine Squirrelflight." I said

knowing what she was going to ask. "No you aren't." She said in a firm voice, "You regret it

don't you. Giving birth to your kits." "No," I said. "I don't regret having them. So please stop

asking me I'm fine." I said ending the conversation. I left my den and went to go check in on

the elders.

It had been a few moons since the talk with my sister, and I was proud to see as her kits (my

kits) were made apprintices. Jaykit became Jaypaw apprintice of Brightheart, Lionkit became

Lionpaw apprintice of Ashfur, and Hollykit became Hollypaw my apprintice. I almost burst with

joy at getting one of my own kits as my apprintice. "Jaypaw, Lionpaw let's go!" I heard Ashfur

call them over. "Aren't we going with them?" Hollypaw asked. "No you must first learn other

things such as different kinds of medical herbs." I answered to her disapointment. Truthfully

I had almost no idea what I was doing after all she was my first apprintice and I only had my

memories of when I was an apprintice to go by.

A moon later I realized that Hollypaw was having a hard time as a medicine cat. "Hollypaw?" I

asked, "Will you come here please?" She nodded and padded over to me. "What?" She asked.

"I was wondering if you enjoy being a medicine car. "I said calmly. "Of couse I do! I guess

the blood part makes me sick though..." She answered. "Are you sure you don't want to be a

warrior? You can serve as a warrior just as well as a medicine cat." I asked. "I... Alright... but

who will take my spot?" She asked. I pointed my tail to Jaypaw as he padded over. "But he

wants to be a warrior!" Hollypaw exclaimed surprised. "No Hollypaw I have changed my

mind." Jaypaw said answering an unasked question. "Then let us talk to Firestar." I said.

After the talk Firestar called a meeting. Jaypaw became my apprintice and Hollypaw became

Brackenfur's apprintice.

A while later Firestar held a meeting and called for Lionpaw and Hollypaw to come forward.

Hollypaw became Hollyleaf and Lionpaw became Lionblaze. I was happy for them and at the

same time upset because now they had fully grown up and if they found out the truth now I

knew they would most likely hate me for allowing them to grow up in a lie.

A moon or so after the cerimony for Hollyleaf and Lionblaze I decided it was time Jaypaw

became a full fledged medicine cat. At the Moonpool I anounced before the other medicine

cats that Jaypaw's new name would be Jayfeather. I knew the moment I declared his new

name my chance to tell my kits disappeared leaving me to live on in sadness and grief.

Aww poor Leafpool :(. I hope you enjoyed The Pain of Reality it was really short, but

still a story that I hope is good.

RoseWhisker out!