Sweet Chaos

"You do anything to long enough to escape the habit of living until the escape becomes the habit"

He has become her addiction, in her attempt to fill the emptiness that plagued her.

Sasu/Hina/Gaa

AN: It has been edited and added to.

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto.

Chapter 1

Opal eyes burned as they struggled to adjust to the strong summer rays filtering in through the window. She attempted to swallow and winced. Dry. So fucking dry. Her throat begged for moisture.

The petite girl willed her body to get up and as she shifted, everything felt heavy and sore. It must have been from sleeping on the hard wooden floors. She stepped with caution, making an effort not to tread on the still dormant bodies strewn across the floor. As she made her way out the room, she stopped to survey her surroundings.

Numerous empty beer bottles littered the table that stood in the center of what she assumed to be the living room. There was a large, quite noticeable oatmeal colored stain on one of the sofas probably the result of someone retching the night before. The girl then turned her attention to the strange sleeping positions of some, which in her opinion, appeared to be incredibly uncomfortable.

She walked into the hallway that led into the kitchen. Opening the cupboard, she took out a clean glass and proceeded to open the refrigerator as quietly as she could. She reached for the jug of water and poured the clear liquid into the cup. She quickly drained the contents of the glass. The water slid down her throat, successfully quenched her burning thirst.

Deciding to look for the bathroom, the girl walked down out the kitchen and into the hallway. To her right was a door left slightly ajar. She pushed the door open. Her eyes scanned the room and she saw two scantly clad bodies were sleeping intertwined on the bed. Smirking at the opened condom wrapper on the nightstand, she continued her search. She walked towards the end of the hallway and opened the second door.

Jackpot, she dully told herself as she had finally found the bathroom in an unknown home. Her sight drifted to the reflection in the mirror above the sink. A pair of pale eyes stared back at her with a blank expression. They looked tired and burned out. They looked dead. Her hair was dark and unkempt, the typical bed head. Her pallid complexion, her chapped lips, it was a face Hinata no longer recognized. She turned the knob marked cold and cupped her hands underneath the running faucet and splashed her face with the cold water. After she dried her face on a soft white towel, she collected her belongings and left in silence .

"Hinata, you promised that you would stay and watch a movie with me and instead you went to that stupid party. I know father is constantly out on business, but if you continue to go out all the time he'll find out, " Hinata's sister chastised, with a frown on her face and both hands placed on her hips. Hanabi was only in eighth grade, yet she loved to pretend as if she was the most mature.

"Hanabi, father will only find out if someone decides to tell him. Its not like he'll care anyways since I'm doing everything he wanted me to. So please stop reprimanding me as if I were the youngest. Besides I'm tired and I really don't need any of this right now," Hinata responded in a weary voice.

Hanabi sighed in defeat and watched her sister as she climbed the stairs.

"By the way, in case you were wondering, Neji is still at Tenten's house."

Hinata didn't respond as she continued up the stairs. She walked into her room, took off her shoes and plopped onto my bed. Pastel eyes stared up at the bland ceiling while she tried to recall the events from last night. The walls were painted a pale shade of lavender covered with random posters and clippings from magazines. On the left side of the room was a rather large white bookcase filled with books. Near the door was a desk where all the things pertaining to school resided. Adjacent to the bed were two windows, which were covered by blinds.

Her thoughts centered on the previous night. She remembered the hands that made her writhe and cry out in pleasure, and his taut body that provided the warmth she constantly craved. Their rhythm, not once fell out of sync. It was the first time she ever experienced such a connection. He was nothing less then heaven.

Exhaustion soon overcame the Hyuuga as she slowly closed her eyes and Hinata soon fell asleep thinking of Sasuke Uchiha, the one who made her feel pure bliss.

Hinata woke up to a soft rasping sound. Someone was knocking on the door.

"Hanabi can you let me sleep. I'll do whatever you want me to do afterwards."

"Its me," a low masculine voice replied.

"Oh how was your 'visit' at Tenten's big brother?" Hinata just loved to tease him about his girlfriend Tenten. She's a really cute girl, a bit of a tomboy and incredibly kind. Neji and her have been going strong freshmen year and they're seniors now. Imagine being three years together in high school; that was quite a feat considering most high school relationships barely lasted more than two months. Hinata had to admit that she a little bit jealous, but of course she would never actually say that out loud.

"It was good." He pulled a chair next to the bed.

Hinata make a pouty face. She was not going to let him get away with that kind of answer. She was definitely going to make him tell her more about his visit.

"Aww c'mon Neji, no details? How good exactly was your 'visit' dear brother? Did you get laid?"

She could see Neji's cheeks start to tinge to a pale pink. He was so cute getting all flustered about having sex with his girlfriend.

"Hmm, I guess that's a yes then," said Hinata giving his big brother a small wink.

"Look I'm not here to discuss that with you. Hanabi told me where you went and that you didn't return until about 7 o'clock this morning."

Hinata rolled her eyes and sighed.

"Aww you're no fun Neji. Also remind me never to tell Hanabi anything."

"Hinata, I'm serious. I'm really worried about you and so is Hanabi. You've basically have been going out quite a few times every week for the past several months, pretty much since last year. I mean there is nothing wrong with going out, but it has to be in moderation. I mean every time I see you, you look completely exhausted."

"Well what can I say, I'm popular now, so I get invited to parties. That's how I relax and have fun. Besides you shouldn't be talking since you go out all the time." She shrugged off his concern.

"Look Hina, you know what I mean. Ever since you entered Konoha High, you've changed. I'm not saying that it's a bad thing. I mean you have definitely have gotten a lot more mature and confident, but at the same time I don't think you're happy anymore."

Her face slightly contorted. Hinata absolutely hated it when Neji called her Hina. It reminded her of the naïve little bitch she used to be. She also hated the fact that Neji could see straight through her façade. Why did her older brother have to be so fucking perceptive?

"Neji you're thinking too much. Everything is fine. Why wouldn't I be happy?" She flashed him a smile.

Neji returned her smile and went on to mess up her raven hair with his hand. He then laughed at his tangled creation.

"Hey you meanie, you did not just mess up my hair," Hinata pouted.

"I think I just did. Also don't be afraid to tell me whatever is bothering you ok. Sis, remember I'm here for you and will always be not matter what you're going through."

"Thanks Neji." Hinata heard the door click closed and silently sighed. She secretly longed to be able to confide in her brother. The only problem was that she didn't even know what the fuck was wrong her.

I hope you guys have enjoyed the first chapter of Sweet Chaos. Please review and feel free to leave comments on how I can improve my writing.