A/N: This one's for you Blazey! Ashfur RULES!
Disclaimer: I don't own Warriors, even if I wish I did. And if I did, I would have better things to do that let poor fluffy, awesomeful Ashfur get hurt by stupid she-cats who are in love with Brambleclaw. That retard.
I'm holding on. Or something like it.
I want to be normal again, but how can I? How can I be anything even close to normal anymore? The one thing that mattered in my world was stolen. Stolen, or faked. I can't tell which, because she told me so many times that she loved me, and it was a lie. But maybe it was his fault.
Either way, the only thing that kept my head above the water was her voice, her scent, her entire being. I did everything for her. I helped her when her sister left. I was there when he was being a huge jerk. I went hunting with her when she was sad and needed something to distract her. For a while, I knew her better than anyone else. I'd like to see him do better. I'd like to see him sit there while she complained that it hurt and not get mad, not get impatient, not leave.
Why did she leave? I think about it every day, all the time. Every hour of every day. I feel like she wanted to rip me to a thousand pieces, and it makes me wish I had died in the fight with the badgers. She made me believe that everything I'd wanted was real, and then she killed it. And she killed me.
I can't take it anymore.
My lifeline is severed. I'm going under.
A/N: What'd ya think? Was it okay? Too drabble-ish? Not drabble-ish enough? Please review! No flames, but constructive criticism is welcomed!
Off to take over the world,
Crazy Girl