What If

Summary: My version of what could have happened. What if Bella never went to Italy what if she gave Jacob a fair chance and years later she runs into Edward. I suck at summaries sorry

AN* I do not own anything twilight related that all belongs to stephenie Meyer

Chapter 1

I'd never really thought about death till I met the love of my life. Weird huh? I don't know exactly how I want to die, but I do know that I don't want to stay human. Every second I get older, while my Edward is frozen in time. On the outside we both look like seventeen year old teenagers. The difference? I will turn eighteen in 2 hours; Edward will always be 17, like he has for the past 92 years. My love, my life, my Edward….. Is a vampire. I should be afraid right? I should run and never look back. I know he could kill me. I know that he yearns for my blood. Every second with me is a struggle for him but he learned to control it and our love grew. Edward and I met last year, my first year at Forks High School. I did not always know what he was; I had some help from my best friend Jacob Black. Edward was afraid I would hate him for the monster he thinks he is, and was even more surprised when I fell hopelessly in love with him and saw my prince in shining armor. Today is not only my birthday but also the first day of my senior year, my last year of high school. Should be the time of my life right?....... Wrong! I got out of bed and got dressed for the day dark blue skinny jeans, a light blue long sleeved shirt and my Nikes. I pulled my hair back into a pony tail and descended down the stairs to make breakfast.

"Morning Bells," my dad Charlie called out as he walked into the kitchen where I was making us both some scrambled eggs and toast.

"Morning dad," I replied as I stuck his plate in front of him on the table.

"Happy Birthday Sweetheart, you got any plans for today?" He asked in-between bites.

"Thanks dad and um ya actually," I replied, "I'm uh going over to the Cullen's after school."

"To be with Edward?' He questioned.

"Well ya and Alice of course"

"Don't be too late Bells."

"I won't dad," I called out behind me as I grabbed my bag and headed out to my truck. Once outside I scanned the area for my love, but he was nowhere in sight. Oh well I thought to myself I will just meet him at school. I drove the short distance to Forks High School and smiled to myself as I saw the all too familiar silver Volvo in its usual spot. I glanced in my rear view mirror o check out my appearance. I looked ok I guess. Very normal. Ugh. I got out of my truck, and he was instantly by my side.

"Hello beautiful," he whispered in my ear sending shivers down my spine.

"Hey," I replied.

I felt him slip a small box into my hand.

"What's this?' I asked, "I told you no presents."

"Bella love, it's your birthday, I am going to celebrate the day you were brought into this world. Don't you realize how long I have waited for you to be brought in to this world? Almost 100 years Bella so please just accept my gift."

I opened the box and saw a beautiful solid gold locket in the shape of a heart. On the front of it It had in cursive writing E &B. On the back was engraved our love forever and always. When I opened up the locket I found that the inside carried a picture of me and him together.

"Oh Edward!" I gasped as I pulled my hair back so he could place it around my neck.

"Do you like it?" Edward asked.

"No Edward," I smiled, "I love it." I put my arms around him and pulled him into a long deep passionate kiss.