Okay so im rewriting this story i did write it but i lost my pasword its gonna be the same general idea but im gonnachange it up a bit so enjoy and let me know what you think :)

Black that's all i see i don't remember who i am half the time all i remember me and my daughter have been here for the past 4 years. I was taken in the caves on the rescue mission i went back in for Dimitri and i got taken instead. Now I'm stuck in this hell hole trying to find my way out and escape.

Flashback:

NOOOOOOOO!

I scream as a run back in for Dimitri as I'm running i push the blonde strigoi off of Dimitri and grab my stake as its about to plunge it through his heart i am hit behind me.

When i come to i can't move i feel nauseous i realize I'm strapped to a chair my hands and feet are tied to each of the legs. The blonde strigoi is in the corner smirking as he strolls up to me.

"Well look who's finally up" he says

"Go to hell" i spat he puts his hand on my stomach and begins to squeeze i feel excruciating pain

"Stop it" he smiles drops his hand and says

"We wouldn't want anything to happen to your baby now would we?"

"What are you talking about i only ever slept with a damphir" i ask confused.

"But you're not any damphir your shadow kissed which no one knows what full affect being shadow kissed has on the body.

"Now you're going to listen to me or your baby will be dead before i snap my fingers got it"

End flashback:

I had no choice into listening to everything i was told from serving him to being his personal blood whore. He would rape me and make me suffer but I always pictured Dimitri and it gave me the hope i needed.

When I had my daughter I named her Lily Dessa Belikov Hathaway she has my attitude when she want but has her father's shyness and quietness she has my type of hair but his color and his eyes the eyes I miss so much just looking into those eyes make me want to see Dimitri, Lisa, Christian, Eddie hell I even miss Adrian.

"Look Nathan she needs to go to school with real people you can't have her locked in this place forever she's already asking questions"

"Okay she can go to school on one condition"

This is what I feared...

"strip and get on the bed"

This is what I hate "c'mon can't I do anything else"

"NO! "he throws me on the bed

A little graphic here: (M Rated)

I move up the bed and he pulls on top of me

"Okay rose ride me" he smiles sexually he think doing this will make me loving riding with him fat chance

I lower on to his poor excuse of a cock and move up and down to quickly get him of

Not long hes cumming ugh I absolutely hate this it makes me feel so dirty

End:

"Good girl" he says as I am getting dressed

Hes turned around and i find a knifand i dedided it was now or never i attack his neck ripping through tissue veins and bone and soon enough hes laying lifeless on the floor

I go back to our room and start packing with excitement Lily comes running in I tell her the news and she squeals with excitement when the packing's all done I go to the garage and grabs his car and all of his money in the safe he had in there and were off I dont know where we are but It's beautiful and open space everywhere I go towards a motel for until we find a home.

we go house hunting and when we get there it's small i tell the sales lady well take it and I grab Lily and wake her up and bring her upstairs and put her to bed in her bed.

The house is fully stocked with furniture

I get to the car grab what we have put them in our rooms and and call and have the rest of our stuff to be delivered tomorrow. I go to my room for some much needed sleep like usual I dreamed of Dimitri

Then suddenly I was swept into a dream walk dream only person came to mind Adrian usually Nathan kept him out of my dream don't ask me how he just did

"Little Dhampir id that you?"

"Yes Adrian it's me"

"I thought you were dead"

"No I'm not look Adrian I can't do this don't tell anyone I'm alive it's best for everyone"

"everyone no its not do you realize what you being dead did to Belikov he quit his job to look for you and he's now with some moray who guilted him into dating him"

A pain of jealousy swept over me

"You still love him don't you?"

"Yes Adrian I do the memories with him are what kept me going and Lil-"I quickly cut myself off but Adrian wasn't dumb he caught on

"Who?"

"Don't lie to me rose" oh the first name

"Lily my daughter"

"How could you I thought you loved him how could you sleep with someone moroi"

"I DIDN'T god Adrian I was locked in a house for four years how could I sleep with anyone I only ever slept with Dimitri hes the father don't ask me how he just is okay"

"wow little dhamir what do you mean was"

"Today i killed him "

"Wow good job little damphir, That's great little dhampir you can come home now"

"I'm sorry I can't Lily is my life now I don't want anything to do with that world"

"Okay I understand Rose keep in touch is all I ask bye little dhampir your waking up"

I woke up to a pounding on the door I answer it to find a short moroi at the door with gray eyes super pale was a little plump lucky for me I kept up with my training as Nathan had a built in gym. Her hair was straight and cut into a bob she has a nice smile she other than a little chunky pretty she was maybe a six were I was a fifteen compared to her I still look hot as ever if so more.

She's holding a casserole dish holds it out and says" welcome to the neighborhood"

"Thanks?"

"Rachel Montgomery"

"Hi Rachel i-"

I get cut off by my angel of a daughter running down the steps swerving around and stand in front of me crosses he arms and says "who are you"

"I'm Rachel sweetie what your name?"

"I'm Lily state your purpose" got to love her having my attitude boy is she smart for and almost five year old kid.

"I'm welcoming you to the neighborhood and inviting you to a barbecue at my boyfriend's family's house

She has a boyfriend huh what kind of poor sucker would date her

"I'm actually on my way there you want to come"

"Sure we'd love to just let us get changed" I put Lily in jean and a shirt that says my mom kicks ass on it and converse

I put on a red V-neck t-shirt that outlines my curves and black skinny jeans and converse I love converse

We both leave our hair down in our natural

We go outside and her sequels I already hate her

"Don't you look cute she says in baby talk to Lily" Demetria just gives her a dirty look

"Are you sure she should wear a shirt that says the A word"

"Yes I was saying worst things than her and she is my daughter don't tell me how to dress her"

"Okay then let's go"

We get to a house that is three stories high we walk up a stairs and up to the front door and rings the doorbell.

Alright first chapter complete let me know what you think of the new version of the story?