Title: To bear LOVE with its boundaries

Author: Angel Alayah

Author's Notes: This is a simple YAOI story of Gojyo and whomsoever…

(I just made this out of boredom in sitting and doing nothing in my house…)

"To bear LOVE with its boundaries"

Chapter 1: Uncertainess...

It was a long night at that time…

Sitting near the windowsill was a very tanned and a very beautifully naked half-breed. He was smoking a cigarette and at the same time he was thinking of his damn beloved monk 'Sanzo'. His thoughts were clouded by the smoke that was released from his cig. He raised a calm hand and smoothed the red silky strands of hair away from his face; he felt a pang of guilt and anger at himself. He wanted so much to drop the mission and walk away, but someone had needed him and he had to attend to that need.

"Damn it…" he cursed under his breath while throwing his cig away and still he sat there coolly just waiting for the sun to rise for him. Soon when the sun would rise he would intend to leave the room and leave the person who so needed him to be there for him.

Sanzo slept a bit after his lovemaking with Gojyo, but then he woke up as he felt lonely in the bed. His lavender eyes wandering around the room and stopped at the magnificently bold half-breed who seated next to the windowsill. He watched him looked quietly out the window and smoke one of his cigs in a silent stature, but when Gojyo cursed and threw away his cig he had this sudden urge to be beside with his beautiful redhead lover. At first he slowly sat up in bed, then with a calm and swift movement he stood up and walked quietly towards the bothered redhead. Gojyo didn't notice Sanzo who was walking towards him and who seated on his lap. Gojyo noticed Sanzo when his lover slowly bent his body forward, his face near to his, gave a light soft kiss on his sweet succulent lips.

"Mmm… what's bothering you Erogappa?" Sanzo asked as he leaned back from the kiss. Gojyo gave his attention to the blond monk who has straddled on his lap; Gojyo gave him an exquisite smile and hid his bothered frustration from him.

"Nothing… Just thinking about something…" he said but his fiery red eyes were dilating and Sanzo could tell that he was lying.

"Yamero… why can't you be honest with me for once?" Sanzo asked with an angry emotion expressed by his features. Sanzo grabbed hold of Gojyo's hair and tugged it hard. Gojyo almost winced from the pain but just smirked at it, making Sanzo irritated by him even more.

"Hmm… I don't want to be honest with you… Isn't that not important to want to know what the other is feeling or thinking?" Gojyo questioned him and just made everything worse for himself with Sanzo.

"Gojyo… don't make me say this again…" Sanzo said forcefully, he tugged Gojyo's hair hard that it made him bend his neck backwards. His violent actions didn't affect Gojyo one bit it just made him want to keep silent and ignore his blond lover.

"Gojyo!" Sanzo released his lover's hair and tugged him closer to him in an embrace. Silently he combed Gojyo's long red smooth hair with his hand; the other was brushing his lover's back up and down. Sanzo kissed his forehead and sighed. Whenever Sanzo sighed Gojyo would just give in and tell him his problems, but he didn't, he was afraid to. So the whole time he was silent and unreasoning.

"You baka… why do you have to make me angry all the time?" Sanzo said through gritted teeth, his hold on Gojyo was released and he stood away from him. His was angry at Gojyo and he was angry at his desire for him. He stood there his hands clenched and his face hidden in the darkness.

"I don't want to make you angry Sanzo…" he said softly but Sanzo could still hear what he had said.

"So now he speaks…" Sanzo turned to look at him, his eyes piercing the red fiery ones.

"I'm sorry…" Gojyo apologized properly and stood up. Sanzo thought that he was going to carry him back to bed or give him a big hug, but Gojyo walked passed him; he walked straight to the door his hand clasped around the door knob.

"Gojyo…You asshole…" Sanzo called him and cursed him, but that didn't affect him at all. Gojyo twisted the knob a bit and stopped when he felt Sanzo punch him on the back.

"Goodnight Sanzo…" he said quite calmly and then he twisted the knob, and then left the room.