If I Go, I'm going

This time I was serious. I just couldn't stand to be in that building any longer. I tilted my head up towards the sky, feeling the cool wetness of the tears making salty paths down my cheeks. How was this possible, How was this possible, HOW WAS THIS POSSIBLE? I never expected to see him so soon. Oh my god I'm not ready for this! I sucked in several deep breaths, trying to keep the panic I felt rising at bay. When one thought stuck a cold chord in my chest.
Did he recognize me?
No...no its not possible. His eyes slipped past me like I was nothing more than part of the rooms decor the second he stepped through the doorway.
Okay. Okay. I can handle this, I know I can. He probably didn't even see me! There's no reason to get so worked up over this. If I get to the admin office early enough I can just ask to transfer to a different class because of my-
"OOF!" The wind knocked out of my lungs as I fell to the ground "S-sorry" I murmured, rubbing my forehead where it had smacked against the shoulder of the person rounding the other side of the corner I was hurrying around. I peered up through my hair, and the panic came slamming back at full force. I scrambled back, standing up so fast my head span, almost forcing me back down to my knees.
"Whoa there" he chuckled "be careful or you'll hurt yourself again. Here let me-"
"I'm fine!" I snapped, flinching away from the hand he was extending towards me. I sucked in several shallow raspy breaths as his eyes widened, slowly dropping his hand back down to his side.
"M-my bad" he awkwardly put out, a confused smile on his face "I just thought-"
"You know what? I don't care what you thought. Don't ever touch me. Never again...will I travel down that path" I said this last part in a whisper, loud enough only for my own ears. Turning on my heel, I started to walk down the long hallway, picking up speed as I went, anxious to get the hell out of there.
"Wait!" I heard him call as his footfalls got louder and faster behind me as he tried to keep up "Don't I know you from somewhere?"
Again the panic slipped in, seeming to get higher and higher every second that he followed me. DAMN, he was persistent. Didn't he get the hint he wasn't wanted here? Of course he didn't..he never did. I picked up my pace, determined to get as far away from him as fast as possible. I kept my head down, my face hidden by my curtain of curly brown tresses.
"Wait...wai-" he gasped, stopping for breath "Damn, your fast!" I heard him snap his fingers as he said this, continuing on "Guess I'll see you tomorrow, I'll be looking out!"
GREAT. Just damn amazing. Now I made myself a point of interest to him, the last thing I wanted. A tired sigh escaped my lips as I came to a stop a few minutes and many steps away later. Why must I have these memories? I thought I made it through all of this but..
I reached up, running my fingers down the long line of puckered skin that ran from the middle of my right temple to my collar-bone, swirling further down and out of sight. Though I was well aware of where it went, having memorized every inch of the painful mark that curved its way around my body, twisted up in my soul. The constant reminder of what..he..had done to me. His fault.
"Never Forget.." I said the words quietly, but each word dropped from my lips like a weight. I squeezed my eyes shut, trying to keep a hold of myself. I can't leave again.
I can never travel that winding path once more. Because I know that this time, If I go..I'm going.