Should i Go
This is my first fan fiction so i am sorry if it is not that great. The idea has been in my head for ages. I always wondered what the boys thought about leaving their old lives behind. This is my view on what Virgil thought.
Disclaimer: I do not own the thunderbirds.
Dear Diary
Tomorrow I leave this life behind and go to an island in the middle of nowhere to join International Rescue. The rescue organisation my dad has set up.
It should be the perfect job so why am I having second thoughts about the whole thing. I will be with my family once more and I will have the chance to paint and write music. I will also have the opportunity to spend time with my brothers some of them I have not seen in ages. Yet I am still hesitating. Why is it because i will have to give up my career, my home, my friends. No its none of that, its fear. The fear of not being as good as my brothers, fear that i will fail my father or the fear that maybe i am not cut out to be a hero.
I bet none of my brothers thought twice about accepting Dad's offer. Scott my eldest brother has always wanted to help people so this is his dream job. Then there is John the stargazer. Dad wants him on the space station. He will love that, plenty of time to write and just gaze at the stars. Even Gordon and Alan wouldnt have had second thoughts. Gordon is desperate to work after his accident and Alan well Alan has always loved danger. I guess that is why he is a racing car driver. They will all be heroes and love their lives. The question still remains though what about me.
Dad never said I had to do it but he will be so disappointed if i dont. What will my brothers think. I know they will try and understand my decision. I am not sure i want that. They have always been there for me no matter what. How can i bail on them when they need me the most. I cant i may be scared but they are my family and we stick together. I know if things get tough they will help me through it especially Scott. I can do this because i wont be on my own.
goodbye old life. Hello new