(Sirius' point of view) past wolfstar and pre remadora
I sit in the living room with Moony he seemed quite content just reading one of his very large books as always, it was nice to know some things never change. Sometimes I wish things would change like being stuck in this house and me and moony not being together. It's just at the moment I'm completely unstable mentally and I can't do that to moony. Sure, I put on a good show in front of Harry but, alone sometimes I fall apart.
There's a knocking at the door a rare occurrence in the house because most people just come in so moony goes to open the door with me lurking behind in case he needs backup.
He opens the door and a small figure with bubblegum pink hair comes in, it's Dora who had been carrying big pile of books.
"Thanks Remus," she says.
Then tripping on the troll leg umbrella stand as usual, she falls on top of moony taking him down with her.
In that moment I see it, that look in Moony's eyes, he's in love with her. That look was the same one he used to give me, still every now and then gives me.
My heart stops in that second and I know it's over. Moony has moved on… maybe it's not such a bad thing, after all Moony deserves better and Dora will treat him right. My heart is broken but at least Moony will be happy and in the end isn't that what you really want for the people you love…
"Padfoot are you ok?" Moony asks and gives me the same look as Dora.
"Fine, fine just a little out of it," I reply
The git he doesn't even know he's in love with two people.
He casts nervous looks at both of us, I stand corrected. Moony what am I going to do with you?
As I fall through the veil I know one thing I'm leaving him in good hands. I make a silent prayer in my last thought for Harry's safety and for Remus and Dora's relationship.
