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11 months later..

"Carmen. Please. Sleep baby girl.. Mommy need you to nap." I said rocking her baack and forth in my arms. There then was a slam of the front door to me and Oriana's apartment. I hugged Carmen and went in to the living room.
"Kim! I'm back from class! Jerry,Milton and Eddie are bringing Dillon, Jeremy and Hannah over tonight!" She said taking Carmen from me.
"Ok! Can you please watch her for like 10 minutes! I need some more dipers and baby wipes." I said asking her. Well, it was more of a begging type.
"Sure! I have no problem." She smiled at me rocking Carmen to sleep. I slipped on my shoes and grabbed my bag. Every month my parents would write me a check of 3,000$ to take care of Carmen and myself. I wasn't going to university, concidering I never told Jack about our baby. But I stayed home and waited for Oriana to take Carmen for me, Just so I could go get things like dipers. Jack never knew why I dropped out of school, or even why my parents kicked me out. He was too busy to really care. In my point of view, he was to busy with Saffron to even worry about the girl he took the viginity from. I got in to my car and drove off to 'Little Tykes and babies.' I walked in and picked up what I needed and left. On my way out I banged into someone, who seemed really familier.
"Whoa, Kim? Is that you?" The boy asked.
"Depends on who's asking."
"It's me, Jack. What are you doing in 'Little Tykes'?" He called it for short.
"Oh, you know. Doing a run for Dillon." I lied.
"Oh, you guys still in touch?"
"Yup! She's coming over tonight. Gotta go though. See ya." I said, practically running back to my prius, I drove back to the on-campus-apartment and when I got inside Carmen was bawling her eyes out and Oriana looked like she was going to rip her hair off her head.I ran to help her. I picked up Carmen and rocked her. I glanced at the clock. They would be here any minute and Carmen was like she was going to explode.
"Carmen. Whats wrong baby girl? Mommy's here. Shh" I rocked her, Her crying slowly came to a stop.
"How do you do that?!" Oriana asked.
"Its a mommy gift." I laughed
"Whatever slut." She laughed with me, messing up my hair and going to the knocking door.
"Jerry!Milton!Eddie!" I said smiling. They knew about Carmen being Jack's but I begged them not to say a word to him, they did as promised, This was the first time I had seen them since I gave birth.
"Hey Kim! Wow, one month and she's already bigger." Jerry said smiling and hugging my side so he wouldn't crush her.
"Yeah, but Just ask big a pain, right?" Dillon walked in with Jeremy and smiled.
"Dillon! Hey! How's Hannah?" I said asking about their daughter that Jeremy had been holding in his arms.
"Getting bigger and in more trouble than ever, Good thing she's almost done her terrible twos." She smiled coming in and setting her diper bag on the floor next to the couch. I hugged Carmen before putting her in her playpen.
"I'm guessing you haven't said anything to Jack yet?" Milton asked.
"Why would I?" I asked, "I don't really need too. It keeps me from having to explain." I said walking into the kitchen.
"Now you kinda have too." Eddie said.
"What do you mean?" I asked him, feeling my stomach do flips all over.
"Hey, So just a run for Dillon huh?" Jack walked in. Shit, Great. Great, Great! Just great. Hopefully nobody told him that Carmen was his. I would tell him if he asks. But only then. No other time. Just then. He took me into my room and sat down in a chair that I sat in when Carmen couldn't sleep, I would sit in it and rock her. I sat at the end of my bed. My back against the wall and my arms wrapped around my knees and I hugged them tightly. We sat in silence until he spoke up to me.
"So, Why didn't you tell me that you were pregnant." Crap! Does he know she's his. "I would've helped you no matter if the dad stayed or not." Good. He doesn't.
"I guess, I thought we couldnt be friends anymore, you know, once you started going out with Saffron."
"Don't do that to me Kim."
"Do what?" I laughed.
"Don't blame us not being friends after our break up, on me." He said."Anyway. Where is Mr. Daddy?" He changed the subject.
"I don't know, You tell me." I said, smirking at him, in the way he did when we were in highschool. I got off my bed and headed to get Carmen out of her playpen, she couldn't really use it, but I put her in it to take a nap in it when I had to keep a eye on her when I'm in the kitchen. I bent down and pulled her out and hugged her tightly. I sat down next to Dillon and Jeremy.
"So, How's the first 2 months been?" Jeremy asked me.
"Terrible! I mean, Some moments you just know its worth it, but Other than that.. It sucks." I laughed.
"I know what you mean," Jeremy and Dillon laughed along with me. I could feel Jack's eyes fixed on me.
"Yeah, well you didn't have to do it alone." I looked down at the floor in sadness.
"But Kim, you didn't have too." Eddie said referring to, the fact I could've told Jack.
"I guess so, um.. Look, I'm going to take Carmen, and I think I'm going to be early. Night guys." I said going in to my room. I layed Carmen in her crib and crawled into my bed. I got under my blankets and softly cried to myself. I had ended up crying myself to sleep and I woke up to Carmen crying and Jack trying to make her stop. I quickly crawled out of my bed to help my baby girl feel better.
"No, Kim I got this." Jack said, just wanting to help out.
"Jack. You don't. Just let me see her." I yelled.
"Ok, Fine I was just trying to help you out Kim."
"Well, You've done enough of that."
"What's that sapposed to mean?" Jack asked. I was talking about the night he was just 'helping' me finish my math homework while my parents were out of town. The night he was 'helping' me lose my virginity.
"Just forget it." I shook my head, and cuddled her and rubbed her back softly, while I was sitting in the chair.
"Kim, I'm done forgetting things. Please. Just tell me whats going on." Jack said kneeling down at my feet.
"Just, nevermind Jack, Really."
"No, Tell me."
"Fine then, you want the truth?"
"Kind of."
"You can go get me the blanket on my bed." I laughed. He playfully glared at me.
"Whatever you liar." He said getting up and passing me the blanket.
"So, why'd you and Saffron break up, She was pretty."
"But so are you. The reason we didn't last as long as you and me, is because she's a total bitch, and you aren't. Plus. She has had sex with like 500 guys."
"Yeah. I guess..." I said looking down at Carmen, who was now fast asleep and cuddling with my tank top, I got up from the chair and layed her down in her crib.
"Is it really that bad?" Jack asked me.
"What do you mean?"
"Doing this alone?"
"Not as bad as people think. I mean Oriana makes things easier, even if she doesn't have a mommy bone in her body." I laughed at how true it was.

The next day

I woke up on the floor the next morning laying down next to Jack, My back killing me and my head throbbing. I stood up and felt the slightest bit dizzy. I walked to Carmens crib and picked her up.
"Hey baby girl. Want something to eat?" I smiled at her. I went to the fridge and grabbed a bottle. I then put it in the mirowave and then sat down on the couch with Carmen. She was doing her cute little laughing smile.
"What? What is it Car?" I laughed at her, speaking in my baby voice. She just kept laughing. This was the moment that made this totally worth it.

Jack

I woke up on the floor. Kim was gone and the door was shut. I sleepily got up. I looked at all the books she had, Green eggs and ham, Cinerella, Sleeping beauty. Then I spotted a pink, silk covered book. her diary. I debated wheather I should read it or not, If she found out that I read it, she would literally kill me. But I picked up the book anyway and went into the conecting bathroom. I opened to the first page that seemed interesting.
January 12 2012.
Dear diary,
Today me and Jack broke up. I cried myself to sleep when I came home from school. He said it was for the better. FOR THE BETTER?! how could it be for the better. I love him, but I guess the feeling isn't mutual anymore. I can't believe I let that guy treat me like I was his princess, let him have sex with me and then he goes and breaks up with me. 'Cause you know, everything is normal there, anyway. I have to go. thanks for being there for pathectic Kim, diary. You know, when Jack and nobody else was.
Kim.
I didn't know she felt that way towards me. I flipped more pages.
April 9 2012
Diary. I have to tell someone this before I explode. Today I found out I'm pregnant, I don't know how to tell mom and dad, or even Jack. I mean I don't expect him to help like the others might, you know because of Saffron. So I mean whats the point of even telling him, right?
Kim

May 23 2012
I had the dream again. The one where me and Jack were never girlfriend and boyfriend, this one makes me feel ashamed about my body, Like when I wake up from it I want to be a normal teenager. but, I'm not. I'm the teenager girl who got pregnant and didn't tell the father and the girl who has a reason to be called a slut.
Kim.

December 12 2012
So, today I bought some books for my baby girl, Like cinderella and Sleeping Beauty. But none of the books stores had a book on the teenager girl who got pregnant, didn't tell the father till he found out himself. Does that mean I won't live happily ever after diary?
Kim.

Oh, Kim. Why don't you just tell me who the dad is? I said to myself. There was then a knock on the bathroom door.
"Jack? Ya in here?" Kim asked.
"Yup, come in" I said prepared to get beaten up. She walked in and saw me holding her diary.
"Jack, what are you doing with my diary?" She asked breathless.
"I, umm.."
"Did you read it?"
" Kinda.."
"Jack!"
"I'm sorry. I just wanna know who the dad is.. he needs to be here."
"he is.." she mumbled.
"What?" I asked , not hearing her.
"You." She said, it took me a few minutes to understand what she was saying. "Your her dad, Jack. I'm so sorry." She cried hugging me. This was going to take a few days to get used to.