Before I forget...Character creds go to Natalie for Chance and Lizzie, and MC for Devyn, Becca for Zander and Lydia, and My Twin for Michael,Rylie,Wade,Jenna! Check them out links in my bio!


July 20

"I am trying to find myself. Sometimes that's not easy."

~Marilyn Monroe

And she used to be the sweetest girl

Who never knew the word no

And never knew anything other then laughter without fear

And never knew why the sky was blue

Or why the stars watched her sleep

The sweetest girl who always knew the word love

And never hate

And always kissed mommy before bed

And always thought of daddy at night

And reminded them she loved them

Just in case they forgot

And always knew what she wanted

Because no one would stop her

On her path to any dream

Though she was small

And innocent

She was full of life

I often miss that girl

Who never counted calories

Or silly things like sheep

When trying to fall asleep at night because the tears kept her awake

Who never had to think about

Expectations

Reputations

Limitations

Only dreams

Who never had to worry about being smart, andstrong, and beautiful

She was already perfect

Where has the life gone?

Has it died?

Did it die when suddenly my life became a balancing act between perfection and failure?

Because I'm expected to be perfect and nothing else

Did it die when suddenly my whole life became

What to do about the future

And never about what to do now?

Or is it still there

Is she still there?

Is the love, the hope, the tears, the joy, the laughter, the freedom, the style, the beauty still there?

Can I still leave mommy and daddy kisses goodnight

Because the sweetest girl I used to be

Is still in there?

Life like that can't die

She is too alive


So...this is a rewrite of the original Perfection( if u wanna check it out u can but ew). Little background on Blake, right now this takes place as if all cannon characters don't exsist. Blake is 17, and has a twin sister Rylie and an older brother Zander (check out their stories links in my bio).

Tbis is based off an RP, if you wanna check out Camp Half Blood link is in my bio too!

Thanks and please leave some feedback! And read on! Updates every few days!

xoxo Queenbee19